Burning Insides

By: Sakura Potato

Rating: PG: 13

You know the regular things like talking and that

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Disclaimer: I don't own CCS!!!!! I also don't own the songs in this chapter! If you want to know who sings them then ask though!*cries in corner for not owning CCS*

Recap:

~Guys what pigs. Syaoran was never a pig. But from what Meilin says he's moved on. I guess I should too. I wonder.. that boy looks cute.. I think I'll get his digits. Maybe we'll go steady who knows.~ "Hey! Sakura I saw you getting topped by the boys. You want help?" Meilin asked concerned. "No thanks. But could you give me your opinion on that guy with the well built body, the brown hair, amber eyes and the good looks" I asked. Meilin POV

~Let's see who this guy is, he sounds a lot like Syaoran~ I turned around.. "Oh my gosh Sakura! That's Syaoran." I trailed off..

Chapter 3: Karaoke songs mean feelings

"Meilin did you say something?" Sakura asked.

"No! I was just thinking to myself." I lied.

I turned to see Tomoyo lower the volume back to normal. I think she caught on. Dang! Is she quick!

~End Meilin Pov~

"Hey Sakura!" the gang yelled.

"I want to take you to this cool karaoke bar. Do you want to go? We'd spend the rest of the night there of course." Tomoyo asked. Inside Tomoyo prayed Sakura would buy it.

"Sure! Let me grab my jacket." Sakura said turning around.

Tomoyo turned to Meilin. One word came from her lips.

"Explain"

"I would.if I could." she started.

"Well go talk to him and ask him what he's doing here!" Tomoyo demanded.

"Fine, meet you at the bar, I know which one it is."

~Syaoran Pov~

~This is odd. I thought this was a mall, yet here are all these people dancing around. I wonder what's going on~

Syaoran gets tapped on his shoulder.

~Oh no, not another girl wanting to dance~

"Look miss I really don't.." I stared only to be interrupted by an oh too familiar voice.

"What are you doing here?"

It was Meilin.

~End Syaoran Pov~

"What are you doing here?" Meilin asked again.

"Yelan thought I should come here and find you. We have to leave tomorrow. Yelan wants you back home right away." Syaoran stated as though it was obvious.

"Well I'm sorry I can't go back right away. I'll be back the day after tomorrow I have to give the gang a little time to pack." Meilin said. "Gang?" Syaoran asked.

"Yea, I joined a gang." Meilin said as if it too was the obvious.

"Well I want to meet the leader. If the leader can beat me then you can be in the gang." Syaoran said.

"Syaoran! That's not fair! You know that no one can beat you! I doubt this girl would be able too! But wait. fine actually go ahead and try beating her."

"It's a her?" Syaoran asked confused.

"Yea, Come on the gang is waiting for us or at least me at the bar so we have to get going." Meilin said while dragging him out of the mall.

"Meilin how far away is this bar?"

"Um I don't know exactly."

"Hey! The gang told me that you thought you knew where the bar was! Haha Meilin you are funny sometimes." Sakura said (she has her helmet on so Syaoran can't see her)

"Thanks a bunch." Meilin said while giggling.

"Well your lucky I have a spare bike that I keep at the mall. You can ride that I'll take your friend on my bike. You do know how to ride don't you?"

"Hell yea!" Meilin screamed while think~ this is great Syaoran and Sakura on the same bike so close together! But sadly they don't know it's each other.~

"Here you get the green helmet. That okay with you?" Sakura asked.

"Yeah that's fine"

"Let's get going." Sakura said while showing Meilin her bike."

~As time goes they stop at a light. The same long one from before.~

"So, you know Meilin how?" Sakura asked.

"Cousins, you?"

"Old friend, now gang member."

"Who's the leader? Is she tough?"

"Haha. You and Meilin are both funny. I'm the leader. I can be tough depends on the mood you find me in."

"Hey guys! How about a race?" Meilin asked.

"Meilin you know that's illegal." Syaoran said acting fatherly.

"Sure." Came Sakura's reply.

"What?!?" Syaoran almost screamed.

"When the light goes go, first one at the bar wins, loser buys dinks." Sakura said.

"Okay! You had better of brought your wallet. I'm going to win this race no problem."

~The light changes.~

(I'm going to skip to who won.)

"Aw. no fair you're a better biker than me" Meilin complained.

"Fine I'll spilt it with you 50/50!" Sakura said sighing in defeat.

"Thanks Ying! I'll pay you later."

"Ying? When did I get this name?" Sakura Asked confused.

Meanwhile Syaoran walked in to the bar got a beer and walked towards some familiar people.

"Hey, I haven't seen you guys in a while." Syaoran said happily.

"Let's try to keep it that way.. "Naoko Started.

When Sakura came in with a happy Melin.

"So Meilin who is your cousin?" Sakura asked while grabbing her martini from Tomoyo.

"Oh, don't you recognize him? It's Syaoran!" Meilin said trying to sound happy.

"Oh" was all that was said.

"Hey! Tomoyo! You said this bar had a karaoke thing we could do. Want to sing a song with me?" Sakura asked.

"Sure!" Tomoyo said getting up. " You guys wanna come and watch?" "Sure!" they all said.

"Did you know that karaoke came from the.."

BAM! BAM! BAM!

"I Ouch!" Yamazaki said trying to apologize but Chiharu was too busy having fun whacking him.

"Okay everyone else let's go to the karaoke!" Naoko said getting up.

"Wait! I don't remember all your names! All I know is Yamazaki, Tomoyo, Eriol and Meilin. Who is everyone else?" Syaoran asked.

"Well I'm Chiharu" Said a girl with wavy hair and brown eyes

"Naoko" said a girl with should length brown hair and contacts.

"Rika" Said a girl with reddish brown hair and brown eyes.

"I'm the leader of the gang, Sakura" She said softly. "Come on Tomoyo I really want to sing!" Sakura said thinking of a way to get out of talking to Syaoran.

"Okay, well come on you guys said you'd watch."

On the stage Sakura sat down on a pink stool while Tomoyo sat on a purple. You could tell already it was going to be a sad song.

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming 'bout you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Tomoyo looked at Sakura. Cueing her in on her lines.

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

They both stood up and looked at each other while singing the Chorus.

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

Sakura Stood up and walked around the stage. Tears were starting to form in her eyes. But she held them back. She didn't want people to see her weak side.

I remember date and time September twenty second Sunday twenty five after nine In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

Tomoyo sat back down and also held back her tears. She knew why Sakura picked this song.

And we were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

Sakura sat back down and they continued on with the chorus.

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

Bridge

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

The day you went away

Sakura and Tomoyo stood up and bowed.

"Hey guys! You were awesome! Sakura I never knew you had a good singing voice!" All the girls said.

"Thanks you guys!" Sakura said.

~Syaoran~

~Wow they are both really good singers. Sakura.. I'm sorry I left you all those years ago. But I'm now engaged.~

"So Syaoran what did you think?" came Rika's voice.

"I thought they were really good. They should both take singing careers." I said.

~End Syaoran Pov~

"Hey guys! Want to sing a song I picked?" Syaoran asked.

"Sure, is it a song that involves screaming or singing?" Eriol asked.

"Screaming" Syaoran said.

"Did you know that screaming started way back in the.."Yamazaki began but cut off when he saw the flaming hammer Chiharu was holding.

"Come on lets go."

~Onstage~

Syaoran, Eriol, Yamazaki, and Reilin (guy Meilin met at the bar), along with two other strangers stood on stage.

(at the end of the verse I'm just going to put the name of who sang ok?)

When I pretend everything Is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you Always wanted to see(Eriol)

When I pretend, I can't forget About the criminal I am Stealing second after second Just 'cause I know I can, but(Yamazaki)

I can't pretend this is the way It'll stay. (Lying the bend the truth) I can't pretend I'm who you Want me to be, so I'm (Reilin)

(All)

(Lying my way from you) No, no turning back now (I wanna be pushed aside, So let me go) No, no turning back now (Let me take back my life ----I'd rather be all alone) No turning back now (Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see) No., No turning back now (The very worst part of you is me)

I remember what they taught to Me Remember condescending talk For who I ought to be

Remember listening to all of That and this again So I pretend up a person Who was fittin' in And now you think this person Really is me and I'm (Trying to bend the truth) 'Cause the more I push the More I'm pulling away.(Syaoran)

(All)

(Lying my way from you) No, no turning back now (I wanna be pushed aside, So let me go) No, no turning back now (Let me take back my life ----I'd rather be all alone) No turning back now (Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see) No., No turning back now (The very worst part of you is me)

This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me (Repeat 3x)(The 2 strangers)

Syaoran and the guys bowed and walked off stage.

"Good job guys!" Tomoyo said while kissing Eriol.

"Yeah!" Chiharu said while hugging Yamazaki.

"My turn! Wish me luck!" Sakura said while trying to look happy.

~Sakura Pov~

~Syaoran.I hate you. This song is for you.~

I walked on stage with my head down. I could hear whispering.

"This song is dedicated to an old friend of mine." I said wile looking at Syaoran.

After all you put me through

You'd think I'd despise you

But in the end I want to thank you

Because you made me that much stronger

When I, thought I knew you

Thinking, that you were true

I guess I, I couldn't trust

Called your bluff, time is up

'Cause I've had enough

You were, there by my side

Always, down for the ride

But your, joy ride just came down in flames

'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating

You probably think that I hold resentment for you

But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong

'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do

I wanna know just how capable I am to pull through

So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

It makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

Makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh

Never, saw it coming

All of, your backstabbing

Just so, you could cash in

On a good thing before I realized your game

I heard, you're going around

Playing the victim now

But don't, even begin

Feeling I'm the one to blame

'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies

Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore

Uh, no more, oh no, it's over

'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture

I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down

So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

It makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew

Turn out to be unjust so cruel

Could only see the good in you

Pretended not to see the truth

You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself

Through living in dnial

But in the end you'll see

YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I

I ain't goin' stop

There is no turning back

I've had enough

'Cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

It makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

'Cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

It makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

~Syaoran I hope that hurt you~

I then walked off stage I could see the sadness in Syaoran's eyes.

~Ha! You little baby.~

All of a sudden I was flooded with old memories. I grabbed my head and fell.

~I thought I got rid of all these memories when I wrote them down.~

I can't stand it any more! I have to get out of here away from him.

~End Sakura Pov~

"Sakura!" Came Naoko's cry.

"What's wrong?" Eriol asked.

All of a sudden Sakura got up and walked out the door in a trance.

"Sakura! Get back here!" Rika said running after her.

When hey all reached the door they could see Sakura walking in the middle of a busy street.

"Sakura! Watch out for that car!" Yamazaki yelled.

Sakura stood there. Waiting for death.

Well that's where I stop^_^ sorry! If you want to find out what happens then your going to have to wait for another chapter^_~