Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon.....if I did, the bookstores in Vegas would
actually carry the 'Gravitation' Manga and I wouldn't have to special order
it and wait a freaking 2-6 weeks for it!!
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Konnichiwa Minna-san! I know this update is late once again, and I'm very sorry! Work this week has been hectic and I sometimes really don't know why I like kids so much.
Over the last week I made about $135, a decent amount for baby-sitting, but for the hours I put in! I'm getting ripped off here people! I baby-sat 12 hours a day for 5 days, and I baby-sat extra on Thursday night, so I'm totally wrecked right now. The baby (2 years old), freaking poops like 4 times a day! And trust me, in Yamato's words, 'I'd rather face the Dark Masters again than do that.' Then the mom offered me like a $50-$60 bonus if I can potty train the kid, but that's like impossible! Then the actual kid (5 years old), tries to tell me, ME! about Digimon and Yu-Gi-Oh! and such. He tells me that I'm wrong on certain things, (like Digivolutions and character names and stuff). Then he tried to teach me how to play the Yu-Gi- Oh! TCG, but every single rule he said was wrong, so I corrected him, and then he threw a freaking tantrum on me! Then I check around the house for a comp so I can write my fics while the kids are taking a nap, but I can't find one! So I leave all my disks at home the next day, and then she tells me that she has a laptop and I can use it if I want!!! BUT IT WAS TOO LATE!!! MY DISKS WERE AT HOME!!! *cries* Well, now to things other than my horrid job.
OMG, have any of you guys read FAKE? or seen it? I dunno why, but I love it! I just bought volume 2 (since that's the latest one) and it is soo great! If you like Taito/Yamachi, or just Yaoi for that matter, I'm telling you all to read it!! (and if you already have...then I'm sorry for wasting your time) Sorry, I had to get that out of my system. ^_^ It could possibly be my fave Manga! All I can say about it is, Naughty Dee! Trying to get into Ryo's pants all the time! Tsk tsk! LOL! I'm such a dork! ^_^
Well, now to the reviewers:
CCPheonix: OMG!! How could I forget you in chapter 4?! *hits head repeatedly* It most definitely was an accident! I'm such a dolt! *says to herself* Bad Emiru BAD! How could you forget CC?! Well, I'm glad you still like the story, but something's gonna happen that.....well you'll see. Once again Domo Arigatou! ^_^
matt4ever: You weren't supposed to agree with me when I said I was evil!......j/k, I know I am. You'll see how evil I am in this chappie.....Mwahahahahaha!!!
nEo-cHaN: U luv this story?! YAYAYAYAY!!! I feel loved......*hugs herself*
Sillie: Another one who agrees with the evil.....or should I say ebil? Thanx for reviewing!
vialana: Thanx for reviewing! And I have to add yet another name to the list of people who agree with my evilness-ness! Mwahahaha!!
Gokuchan: *joins in with the dancing* I'm glad you love it! And for the seme and uke thing, that's just personal taste....I like both.....^_^
lil Hawk: Ok! Ok! There's no need to put my nipple in jeopardy over the continuation of my story, but just in case...here it is!
Aero-Grrl: Yay! you liked both of my chapters! I feel special again.......
There you go! My responses were a bit shorter than usual, but that's because I had to add this part fast, because it was the last thing I needed to do....Well, Enjoy! ^_^
AN: One thing, there's something in this chapter that might make you mad at me (especially you Suta-chan, I seriously think you might kill me after this o_o;;)You'll see what I'm talking about.... it's something that Yamato does/says...well, I'm not gonna give it away here....go read it!....no I'm serious about that.....
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- School Buddy for Life - part 6
At first I wasn't really sure what was going on. Well, I mean, I knew, but it was confusing me. Never in my life did I ever expect Yamato to kiss me, but I couldn't complain.
I kept opening my eyes to check that it was real. In my thoughts I even said, 'Oh god, somebody pinch me.'
The kiss deepened and I grew more comfortable with the feeling of it. Just as I closed my eyes...he pulled back and gasped slightly. He looked at me with an expression of shame upon his face and mumbled,
"I'm sorry Tai. I don't know what came over me..."
He continued to fiddle with his keys as I stood there speechless. What was there to say? My lips were still warm from his, my heart was still beating fast, a million thoughts were running through my head, until they were interrupted by the sound of keys hitting the ground.
I looked at them for a second and then bent down to pick them up.
"I'll get it...." I said to Yamato.
"No, it's ok..." He replied as he also went for the keys.
Just as my hand reached them, so did his and my stomach did a flip at his touch. He jerked his hand back and I noticed that a light shade of pink swept across his cheeks.
"Here..." I handed the keys back.
"Thanks....."
He didn't even look at me as he grasped the small piece of metal in his hand. He was totally focused on it, so he could avoid eye contact. Yamato was seriously the definition of the saying about 'eyes being a window to a person's soul' If he wouldn't look at you, you would know that it was time to leave him alone because he did not want you to know what he was thinking or feeling.
"Yamato, I can go home if you want. We could just do this next weekend or something."
"No. Stay Taichi. I invited you, so you're staying, and anyways.....You said you'd never leave me alone....."
I blushed again. He did hear me. And I really did mean what I said about never leaving him alone. I mean, loneliness is like the worst feeling, and Yamato experiences it nearly everyday of his life. It's really rather depressing when you think about it. I've always been surrounded by my family and tons of friends, and if it wasn't that, I was usually at soccer practice with about 15 other guys, but Yamato. He's got school and his band that rehearses once or twice a week, but that's pretty much it with his Dad's mega-busy work schedule and all. Truthfully, I was all that he had.
"Taichi?" Yamato said as he stuck the key into the hole and stared at it.
"Yeah?"
"Do you really mean it?"
"Mean what?"
"That you'll never leave me alone."
"Of course. Why wouldn't I?"
"Because no one, not even my parents, has ever said that to me. Even when I was little, never did I hear anyone say something like that to me."
"..........." I stared at him in disbelief. This couldn't possibly be true.
"Well, anyway, you wanna come inside?" He changed the subject as he turned the handle and the door swung open.
"Yeah, sure."
I took a few steps forward and turned on the light to the living room which was left in sort of a mess. Socks were scattered all over, shirts were flung over the back of the sofa. It was sorta nice to see that The Yamato Ishida wasn't a total perfectionist.
"Ignore the mess....." Yamato yelled as he closed the door, "Oh yeah, and make yourself at home."
"Don't I always?" I replied in a sad attempt to try and change the mood to at least a happier one.
He just gave me a look like I wore white to a funeral or something and then turned down a hall to his room. I heard the door shut and then a small click to signal that he had locked the door.
"What's wrong with him today?" I asked myself. First he was completely 'happy' and 'giddy' like a little school girl, then he turns into a raging monster at the theater. He turns completely normal in the car, and then he kisses me....If this was a case of a hormonal imbalance, then holy shit Yamato's hormones are crazy.
I sat and thought about this on the sofa for a few minutes. In complete silence.... I was sure that you could hear a pin drop in his apartment until......a huge *boom* sorta noise came from Yamato's room. I ran down the hall and listened to make sure he was alright.
"Yama?.." I knocked lightly on his door, "....are you ok?"
"..........Leave me alone." Came a muffled voice.
"How can I leave you alone if you want me to stay?"
"I don't know, you figure it out."
"Well, I can't. So let me in Yama."
"I don't want to...."
"Geez, I haven't heard that one since 3rd grade."
"Just.......go and watch TV or something. I'll come out when I want to......"
"Well, I want you to come out now, or I'll go in there.....you choose."
"I choose 'or'...."
"Fine.....I'm coming in then."
"What are you gonna do Tai? Break the door down?"
"Don't tempt me....but I do know other ways of getting in there...."
I went to the kitchen and took out a screwdriver from the drawer next to the utensils and once again approached the locked room that contained the blonde.
I stuck the tool in the hole that was for unlocking it in emergencies and moved it around. 'How were you supposed to do this?' I thought to myself, 'First up, then down and push and turn the handle.....I think....'
Before I could complete the procedure the handle turned by itself in my hand and it opened to reveal a crying Yamato and a pretty banged up guitar in the corner below a decently large dent in the wall.
"What did you do in here?" I asked in a worried tone.
"What does it look like I did? I threw my guitar against the wall..." He sat on his bed and buried his face in his hands, "I just don't know what went wrong with me today..."
I sat down next to him and put a comforting hand on his leg, "Hey it's okay. I'm here, if you want to talk about it, my ears are free for a listen."
He looked at me, rested his head on my shoulder and started to speak. At first I didn't notice a word he was saying. All I felt that my body could do was feel the vibrations from his voice reverberating through my whole body. It gave a me a comforting feeling......
"Hey, I thought your ears were free for a listen....."
"Oh sorry, what were you saying?" I looked down at him on my shoulder.
"Well.....never mind, if your not listening, then why should I talk?" He replied as he lifted his head from it's resting position.
"Because, I'm ready to listen now."
".......Fine, but you're willing to listen to anything I say right? Even if......even if you might hear something that you might not like?......"
Did he want me to be unsure about this? Why did he have to be so confusing?! Why are boys so confusing?! Wait.....I'm a boy....never mind....
"Yeah, I'm sure...."
"Well, when I....you know...kissed you tonight....I kinda had other thoughts running through my head........"
"Other thoughts?....."
What could he mean by that? Do you think it could be? Why am I interrogating myself about his questions? Well, back to him.....
"Yeah, but you swear not to get mad?"
"Promise...."
"I didn't say 'promise', I said do you swear?"
"Yeah, yeah, I swear....."
"Well, when you said that you'd never leave me alone.......I saw you in a totally different light."
I smiled when he said this. At this moment I didn't have a clue of how this talk could hurt me. But then, he dropped the bomb.
"You attracted me, and it lead to the kiss because......because I saw so much of Sora in you........"
".........." I stared at the ground in shock.
"And, to tell you the truth. When I was kissing you...I kept seeing you as Sora, and then you reacted to it and that's what made me deepen the kiss...."
".........."
"But then I realized that pretending that you were Sora wouldn't do anything, I would still be alone in the end. That's why I wanted to know if you meant what you said about never leaving me alone, because I was afraid that you would run and leave me after I was done....."
".........So, you took advantage of me and my promise to you?"
"......I guess you could put it that way........."
".........." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My eyes stung from holding back tears.
"So, I wanted to say I'm sorry, and I do love you Tai, just in a best friend way. And if I led you on, I hope you can forgive me..........."
I stood up and looked deep into those sapphire eyes that I swore could never hurt me, "I'll think about it Yamato......"
Just as my foot reached the hall Yamato asked, "Are you leaving?"
I turned around and said to him,
"No, I already told you, I won't leave you alone. I just need to think for a bit." I turned back and started walking towards the next room, "I'll be in the living room if you need me for something other than pretending to be Sora............."
~*TBC*~
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Ok......*takes a deep breath*........Was it.......ok? That put a major twist in the story didn't it? But you'll see, it'll all get better very soon, trust me, I should know.....^_^ I am the author after all! If all goes well this story will probably go for another 4-6 chapters.....Do you think that's enough? Tell me what you think , especially about this chapter. I didn't want Yamato to say that, but something in me made him do it! Well, I better go so I can update at least another chapter before I have to work again -_-;; Please Review! Ja ne!
Nochido omeni kakarimasho!
~*Emiru*~
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Konnichiwa Minna-san! I know this update is late once again, and I'm very sorry! Work this week has been hectic and I sometimes really don't know why I like kids so much.
Over the last week I made about $135, a decent amount for baby-sitting, but for the hours I put in! I'm getting ripped off here people! I baby-sat 12 hours a day for 5 days, and I baby-sat extra on Thursday night, so I'm totally wrecked right now. The baby (2 years old), freaking poops like 4 times a day! And trust me, in Yamato's words, 'I'd rather face the Dark Masters again than do that.' Then the mom offered me like a $50-$60 bonus if I can potty train the kid, but that's like impossible! Then the actual kid (5 years old), tries to tell me, ME! about Digimon and Yu-Gi-Oh! and such. He tells me that I'm wrong on certain things, (like Digivolutions and character names and stuff). Then he tried to teach me how to play the Yu-Gi- Oh! TCG, but every single rule he said was wrong, so I corrected him, and then he threw a freaking tantrum on me! Then I check around the house for a comp so I can write my fics while the kids are taking a nap, but I can't find one! So I leave all my disks at home the next day, and then she tells me that she has a laptop and I can use it if I want!!! BUT IT WAS TOO LATE!!! MY DISKS WERE AT HOME!!! *cries* Well, now to things other than my horrid job.
OMG, have any of you guys read FAKE? or seen it? I dunno why, but I love it! I just bought volume 2 (since that's the latest one) and it is soo great! If you like Taito/Yamachi, or just Yaoi for that matter, I'm telling you all to read it!! (and if you already have...then I'm sorry for wasting your time) Sorry, I had to get that out of my system. ^_^ It could possibly be my fave Manga! All I can say about it is, Naughty Dee! Trying to get into Ryo's pants all the time! Tsk tsk! LOL! I'm such a dork! ^_^
Well, now to the reviewers:
CCPheonix: OMG!! How could I forget you in chapter 4?! *hits head repeatedly* It most definitely was an accident! I'm such a dolt! *says to herself* Bad Emiru BAD! How could you forget CC?! Well, I'm glad you still like the story, but something's gonna happen that.....well you'll see. Once again Domo Arigatou! ^_^
matt4ever: You weren't supposed to agree with me when I said I was evil!......j/k, I know I am. You'll see how evil I am in this chappie.....Mwahahahahaha!!!
nEo-cHaN: U luv this story?! YAYAYAYAY!!! I feel loved......*hugs herself*
Sillie: Another one who agrees with the evil.....or should I say ebil? Thanx for reviewing!
vialana: Thanx for reviewing! And I have to add yet another name to the list of people who agree with my evilness-ness! Mwahahaha!!
Gokuchan: *joins in with the dancing* I'm glad you love it! And for the seme and uke thing, that's just personal taste....I like both.....^_^
lil Hawk: Ok! Ok! There's no need to put my nipple in jeopardy over the continuation of my story, but just in case...here it is!
Aero-Grrl: Yay! you liked both of my chapters! I feel special again.......
There you go! My responses were a bit shorter than usual, but that's because I had to add this part fast, because it was the last thing I needed to do....Well, Enjoy! ^_^
AN: One thing, there's something in this chapter that might make you mad at me (especially you Suta-chan, I seriously think you might kill me after this o_o;;)You'll see what I'm talking about.... it's something that Yamato does/says...well, I'm not gonna give it away here....go read it!....no I'm serious about that.....
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- School Buddy for Life - part 6
At first I wasn't really sure what was going on. Well, I mean, I knew, but it was confusing me. Never in my life did I ever expect Yamato to kiss me, but I couldn't complain.
I kept opening my eyes to check that it was real. In my thoughts I even said, 'Oh god, somebody pinch me.'
The kiss deepened and I grew more comfortable with the feeling of it. Just as I closed my eyes...he pulled back and gasped slightly. He looked at me with an expression of shame upon his face and mumbled,
"I'm sorry Tai. I don't know what came over me..."
He continued to fiddle with his keys as I stood there speechless. What was there to say? My lips were still warm from his, my heart was still beating fast, a million thoughts were running through my head, until they were interrupted by the sound of keys hitting the ground.
I looked at them for a second and then bent down to pick them up.
"I'll get it...." I said to Yamato.
"No, it's ok..." He replied as he also went for the keys.
Just as my hand reached them, so did his and my stomach did a flip at his touch. He jerked his hand back and I noticed that a light shade of pink swept across his cheeks.
"Here..." I handed the keys back.
"Thanks....."
He didn't even look at me as he grasped the small piece of metal in his hand. He was totally focused on it, so he could avoid eye contact. Yamato was seriously the definition of the saying about 'eyes being a window to a person's soul' If he wouldn't look at you, you would know that it was time to leave him alone because he did not want you to know what he was thinking or feeling.
"Yamato, I can go home if you want. We could just do this next weekend or something."
"No. Stay Taichi. I invited you, so you're staying, and anyways.....You said you'd never leave me alone....."
I blushed again. He did hear me. And I really did mean what I said about never leaving him alone. I mean, loneliness is like the worst feeling, and Yamato experiences it nearly everyday of his life. It's really rather depressing when you think about it. I've always been surrounded by my family and tons of friends, and if it wasn't that, I was usually at soccer practice with about 15 other guys, but Yamato. He's got school and his band that rehearses once or twice a week, but that's pretty much it with his Dad's mega-busy work schedule and all. Truthfully, I was all that he had.
"Taichi?" Yamato said as he stuck the key into the hole and stared at it.
"Yeah?"
"Do you really mean it?"
"Mean what?"
"That you'll never leave me alone."
"Of course. Why wouldn't I?"
"Because no one, not even my parents, has ever said that to me. Even when I was little, never did I hear anyone say something like that to me."
"..........." I stared at him in disbelief. This couldn't possibly be true.
"Well, anyway, you wanna come inside?" He changed the subject as he turned the handle and the door swung open.
"Yeah, sure."
I took a few steps forward and turned on the light to the living room which was left in sort of a mess. Socks were scattered all over, shirts were flung over the back of the sofa. It was sorta nice to see that The Yamato Ishida wasn't a total perfectionist.
"Ignore the mess....." Yamato yelled as he closed the door, "Oh yeah, and make yourself at home."
"Don't I always?" I replied in a sad attempt to try and change the mood to at least a happier one.
He just gave me a look like I wore white to a funeral or something and then turned down a hall to his room. I heard the door shut and then a small click to signal that he had locked the door.
"What's wrong with him today?" I asked myself. First he was completely 'happy' and 'giddy' like a little school girl, then he turns into a raging monster at the theater. He turns completely normal in the car, and then he kisses me....If this was a case of a hormonal imbalance, then holy shit Yamato's hormones are crazy.
I sat and thought about this on the sofa for a few minutes. In complete silence.... I was sure that you could hear a pin drop in his apartment until......a huge *boom* sorta noise came from Yamato's room. I ran down the hall and listened to make sure he was alright.
"Yama?.." I knocked lightly on his door, "....are you ok?"
"..........Leave me alone." Came a muffled voice.
"How can I leave you alone if you want me to stay?"
"I don't know, you figure it out."
"Well, I can't. So let me in Yama."
"I don't want to...."
"Geez, I haven't heard that one since 3rd grade."
"Just.......go and watch TV or something. I'll come out when I want to......"
"Well, I want you to come out now, or I'll go in there.....you choose."
"I choose 'or'...."
"Fine.....I'm coming in then."
"What are you gonna do Tai? Break the door down?"
"Don't tempt me....but I do know other ways of getting in there...."
I went to the kitchen and took out a screwdriver from the drawer next to the utensils and once again approached the locked room that contained the blonde.
I stuck the tool in the hole that was for unlocking it in emergencies and moved it around. 'How were you supposed to do this?' I thought to myself, 'First up, then down and push and turn the handle.....I think....'
Before I could complete the procedure the handle turned by itself in my hand and it opened to reveal a crying Yamato and a pretty banged up guitar in the corner below a decently large dent in the wall.
"What did you do in here?" I asked in a worried tone.
"What does it look like I did? I threw my guitar against the wall..." He sat on his bed and buried his face in his hands, "I just don't know what went wrong with me today..."
I sat down next to him and put a comforting hand on his leg, "Hey it's okay. I'm here, if you want to talk about it, my ears are free for a listen."
He looked at me, rested his head on my shoulder and started to speak. At first I didn't notice a word he was saying. All I felt that my body could do was feel the vibrations from his voice reverberating through my whole body. It gave a me a comforting feeling......
"Hey, I thought your ears were free for a listen....."
"Oh sorry, what were you saying?" I looked down at him on my shoulder.
"Well.....never mind, if your not listening, then why should I talk?" He replied as he lifted his head from it's resting position.
"Because, I'm ready to listen now."
".......Fine, but you're willing to listen to anything I say right? Even if......even if you might hear something that you might not like?......"
Did he want me to be unsure about this? Why did he have to be so confusing?! Why are boys so confusing?! Wait.....I'm a boy....never mind....
"Yeah, I'm sure...."
"Well, when I....you know...kissed you tonight....I kinda had other thoughts running through my head........"
"Other thoughts?....."
What could he mean by that? Do you think it could be? Why am I interrogating myself about his questions? Well, back to him.....
"Yeah, but you swear not to get mad?"
"Promise...."
"I didn't say 'promise', I said do you swear?"
"Yeah, yeah, I swear....."
"Well, when you said that you'd never leave me alone.......I saw you in a totally different light."
I smiled when he said this. At this moment I didn't have a clue of how this talk could hurt me. But then, he dropped the bomb.
"You attracted me, and it lead to the kiss because......because I saw so much of Sora in you........"
".........." I stared at the ground in shock.
"And, to tell you the truth. When I was kissing you...I kept seeing you as Sora, and then you reacted to it and that's what made me deepen the kiss...."
".........."
"But then I realized that pretending that you were Sora wouldn't do anything, I would still be alone in the end. That's why I wanted to know if you meant what you said about never leaving me alone, because I was afraid that you would run and leave me after I was done....."
".........So, you took advantage of me and my promise to you?"
"......I guess you could put it that way........."
".........." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My eyes stung from holding back tears.
"So, I wanted to say I'm sorry, and I do love you Tai, just in a best friend way. And if I led you on, I hope you can forgive me..........."
I stood up and looked deep into those sapphire eyes that I swore could never hurt me, "I'll think about it Yamato......"
Just as my foot reached the hall Yamato asked, "Are you leaving?"
I turned around and said to him,
"No, I already told you, I won't leave you alone. I just need to think for a bit." I turned back and started walking towards the next room, "I'll be in the living room if you need me for something other than pretending to be Sora............."
~*TBC*~
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Ok......*takes a deep breath*........Was it.......ok? That put a major twist in the story didn't it? But you'll see, it'll all get better very soon, trust me, I should know.....^_^ I am the author after all! If all goes well this story will probably go for another 4-6 chapters.....Do you think that's enough? Tell me what you think , especially about this chapter. I didn't want Yamato to say that, but something in me made him do it! Well, I better go so I can update at least another chapter before I have to work again -_-;; Please Review! Ja ne!
Nochido omeni kakarimasho!
~*Emiru*~