Try and Tell me you love ,

Like a father loves his son .

Try and tell you won't hurt me .

But I feel the burn like the sun .

Try and hold me back,

Try and make my choices,

It's always been up to you .

Try and hold me back .

Make me what you want,

Nothing's ever good enough.

Sometimes sitting here in this bed,

I wonder what could be worse.

Having you for a father,

Or just killing myself.

I don't know why I bother.

Because I hate you ,

When you hold me back .

I hate the way you walk ,

And the way you act.

I hated when you give me

The cold burn ,

Because it hurts so bad.

I hate it when you leave on dark nights,

For the one you call your master .

I hate when you sleep at night,

With some much on your mind,

How could you get beyond that light?

I hate when you hold me back .

Because one day I'll leave you .

Whether's it's for Heaven or hell,

Doesn't matter when I leave you;

I'd rather be dead then anywhere near here.

Cause then you couldn't hold me back.