Ryuichi opened his eyes. The sund was shining, the birds were singing. This
would be a beautiful day. Ryuichi looked at the boy lying in his arms. He
was so sweet when he was asleep. He looked so young and innocent. 'He's
only 17. What am I doing here? His brother will kill me. And what will the
people say? His only 17. I'm sure it will cause him lots of trouble if
people get to know that we like each other. But does he really like me? Or
does he only like my fame? Perhaps he is just like all the others. I should
end this up before one of us gets hurt.' Ryuichi gave a soft kiss to
Tatsuha and got up out of the bed.
When Tatsuha woke up he was alone in bed. He got up and looked for Ryuichi, but he only found a letter. 'Dear Tatsuha, thanks for last night, I had lots of fun. If you want to you can take a shower. I hope you haven't gotten the wrong idea about last night, it was a one shot. I could never have a relationship with a kid like you. This would be bad for my image. I'm sure you understand that. See ya' Tatsuha couldn't believe this. He turned totally pale. His fingers shivered so bad he dropped the letter. His tears fell on the letter. 'This can't be true. Why does he say such mad things? We like each other, don't we? Ryuichi isn't this superficial. He would never mean something like this. Why Ryuichi? Why?' Tatsuha grabbed his things and hurried out of the appartment. His heart was aching.
'Now that my dream came true. I met Ryuichi and also spend a night with him. I never believed this would happen. And now? This can't be! Am I just a toy to him? Didn't he feel anything last night? I can't believe this. There was something in his eyes that came straight from the heart last night.'Tatsuha sank into his bed. From the walls Ryuichis green, bright eyes looked at him. Ryuichi, what does this letter mean? You don't really feel that way. Don't you?'
"Ryuichi! You missed your part again! What's wrong with you? It's already the 10th time this happens today! I think we should stop, it makes no sense to go on when you're like this." Gomen Thoma." "It's o.k. I just hope it will be over tomorrow. You know that the performance will be the day after tomorrow. I hope there you will give your best again."
At home Ryuichi threw his bag on the floor. His appartment was empty. He knew it would be, but somehow he hoped Tatsuha would still be there. Wanting to talk to him, convincing him of his true feelings. He thought Tatsuha was different. Not just one of his superficial fans. No letter, nothing. It seemed he was just like the rest, only wanting his body, his fame, his money. 'I was sure he is different. There was so much love in his eyes last night. Didn'the feel anything last night? Was I just a toy to him? Is he just another one of them? I can't believe this.' Sad Ryuichi layed down on his bed and watched the big, bright full moon. Ryuichi took out a piece of paper and began to write.
Tatsuha stared at the moon and listened to his favourite Grasper song. 'Ryuichi, what are you thinking right now?'
When Tatsuha woke up he was alone in bed. He got up and looked for Ryuichi, but he only found a letter. 'Dear Tatsuha, thanks for last night, I had lots of fun. If you want to you can take a shower. I hope you haven't gotten the wrong idea about last night, it was a one shot. I could never have a relationship with a kid like you. This would be bad for my image. I'm sure you understand that. See ya' Tatsuha couldn't believe this. He turned totally pale. His fingers shivered so bad he dropped the letter. His tears fell on the letter. 'This can't be true. Why does he say such mad things? We like each other, don't we? Ryuichi isn't this superficial. He would never mean something like this. Why Ryuichi? Why?' Tatsuha grabbed his things and hurried out of the appartment. His heart was aching.
'Now that my dream came true. I met Ryuichi and also spend a night with him. I never believed this would happen. And now? This can't be! Am I just a toy to him? Didn't he feel anything last night? I can't believe this. There was something in his eyes that came straight from the heart last night.'Tatsuha sank into his bed. From the walls Ryuichis green, bright eyes looked at him. Ryuichi, what does this letter mean? You don't really feel that way. Don't you?'
"Ryuichi! You missed your part again! What's wrong with you? It's already the 10th time this happens today! I think we should stop, it makes no sense to go on when you're like this." Gomen Thoma." "It's o.k. I just hope it will be over tomorrow. You know that the performance will be the day after tomorrow. I hope there you will give your best again."
At home Ryuichi threw his bag on the floor. His appartment was empty. He knew it would be, but somehow he hoped Tatsuha would still be there. Wanting to talk to him, convincing him of his true feelings. He thought Tatsuha was different. Not just one of his superficial fans. No letter, nothing. It seemed he was just like the rest, only wanting his body, his fame, his money. 'I was sure he is different. There was so much love in his eyes last night. Didn'the feel anything last night? Was I just a toy to him? Is he just another one of them? I can't believe this.' Sad Ryuichi layed down on his bed and watched the big, bright full moon. Ryuichi took out a piece of paper and began to write.
Tatsuha stared at the moon and listened to his favourite Grasper song. 'Ryuichi, what are you thinking right now?'