Mya's feet keep moving one foot in front of the other, one foot in front of the other, again and again. She's afraid that if she stops walking, she won't be able to go. She stops at the end of the driveway and hesitates. She takes one last look at Buffy's humble home, absorbing in every detail possible. She looks ones last time at the house that welcomed her without asking any questions what so ever. She shakes off her sappy-fit and begins walking again.
Mya finds a hotel to stay in until she decides where she wants to go. She doesn't want to go back to her warehouse. She doesn't want to be bothered by Blake or any of his undead friends. Alas, it is too early in the morning for her to start her journey, with her sun-allergy and all. She finds a decent place to sleep in and get her rest before deciding where to restart her un-life and get settled.
Mya opens the door of her hotel room and takes a look around her surroundings. The room is dimly lit with flowery wallpaper that is tearing at some places. It is barely furnished with a few tables and a bed. The bed is as hard as a rock but it was far more comfortable than the floor of her warehouse.
Mya falls onto the bed on her back, but she forgets how hard it actually. She falls onto the bed with a thump as pain shoots through her back sending her brain a signal f her stupidity.
"OWW!" Mya screams at herself. "If I knew how much of a dank hole this was gonna be I would've found another place to crash." Mya says to herself.
Mya reluctantly climbs underneath the covers and tries to go to sleep. She tosses and turns trying to find a comfortable position. There is no such thing as a comfortable position on this piece of crap, Mya thinks to herself. She finally finds a comfy position on her side and quickly drifts into sleep after her rough, unforgettable day.
…:::Mya's Dream:::…
Mya is in the living room of Buffy's house. Everyone is in the room, Buffy Spike, Giles, Xander, Willow and Dawn. They all glare at her, as she stands alone of the other side of the room.
"You are not trustworthy," Buffy says and starts to circle Mya.
"You are insignificant to us," Willow adds and follows Buffy in an odd fashion.
"You are unneeded here," Xander spits and whips about Mya.
"Contrary to what they all say, you are not strong enough," Giles says.
"And I thought you were cool," Dawn snaps.
Mya feels her head start to spin while everyone is shouting at her and circling around her. They all repeat the phrases over and over. The figures begin to blur together as they circle and the voices start to bleed together also. They all disappear out of the blue and the room falls silent. Mya looks to find no one at all in the room which moments ago was filled with infuriated voices.
Mya turns her head back to where she was looking before and an impious Spike stands before her with his trademark smirk plastered across his face.
"Spike." Mya mutters.
"Remember when I told you I'd give you what you wanted. You wanted devotion didn't you?" Spike questions.
"I remember, but –" Mya tries to say.
"I gave you devotion. I gave you your devotion to evil. You stand loyal to devotion, not to me, never." Spike interrupts.
"No." Mya whispers.
"You're nothing but evil. I can never trust you. How did I ever trust you? Bullocks! I never did. I can't believe I let you fight by my side. I constantly had to watch my back, makin' sure you wouldn't stab me through it." Spike spits.
Mya suddenly becomes short of breath. She can't believe the words that Spike has just uttered to her. He doesn't trust her; he has never trusted her. She stares at Spike skeptically. She knows this wasn't her Spike, her best friend.
"This isn't you. You're not Spike," Mya stutters.
"This [Spike waves his arms around himself] is all me. This is me William the Bloody, or better known as Spike. Vampires we are, but you betrayed, didn't you? Didn't stay loyal to your best friend now did you?" Spike says.
Mya is speechless. She is struck with incredulity as Spike batters her with his words. The demon inside Spike has surfaced. She has never seen him this way. She had only known him to be the slayer-obsessed vampire who constantly worried about his girl, Drusilla. She has never seen him so evil.
"No…" Mya whispers.
"Yes, and we have to get rid of this rubbish now, don't we?" Spike says grimly.
Mya stands confused as Spike draws closer to her. He stalks nearer and nearer to Mya, as she stands disorientated. Mya doesn't get any time to react before Spike pulls a stake out of his duster and plunges it into her heart. Spike smiles evilly as he withdraws the stakes and watches the dust settle upon the floor. Spike brushes the dust off his hands as he walks back to a newly arrived Buffy. He grabs her arms and kisses her hard on the mouth before grabbing her waist and walking out the door.