A/N: sorry that's my updating has taken so long, it's been a busy week, my high school had a walk-a-thon yesterday and I'm really tired, I'm doing this all for my devoted fans *waves*

Warning: you know I don't even know what I'm going to write, so well just see won't we!?!?

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Harper's eyes shot open, was he dead? Did heaven look exactly like the med. bay?

"Oh your awake!!" Said Trance as she hide one of the triangular shaped bullets she had been examining.

"Are you and angel?" ask the very drugged Harper.

"No, but I know that your delusional!!" laughed Trance as she walked over to Harper's bedside.

"Am I?" Asked Harper looking around trying to piece everything together.

"Yes you are, Harper do you remember what happened?" Asked Trance seeing confusion on Harper's face.

"Kinda, but everything is all blurry, like I dreamed it all..."

"Well it wasn't a dream...do you remember anything before...you um blacked out?" Said Trance cautiously.

"Before...before..."Harper mumbled the same word over and over again letting it pass around in his brain.

Harper looked over at Trance, he saw it again, he in Trance what he had seen in his dream.

"Your still you..."Said Harper in a half whisper as he sat up.

Trance looked at him, confusion was written all over her face.



"I thought we'd already moved past that?" said Trance kind or taken back, of all the things he could've said...

"Yes...yes I know that, it's just...Ok think about it from a different point of view. If I had gone and come back as some super-gotta-save-the- universe-and-everyone in it hunk, would you believe that it was me?"

"Would you still be cute?" said Trance smiling

Harper was so caught off guard that he had started to laugh, but than he abruptly stopped.

"Before.." said Harper who's brain had started to go into hyper speed again.

"You mean before I blacked out.."Said Harper who had suddenly become oddly silent.

"Yes Harper, that's what I meant..."Replied Trance who was now kicking herself for bringing up the subject; but what was she suppose to do?

"I.." Harper started "...can't do this.."

"PLEASE...Harper just tell me..."Said Trance; she was tired of waiting.

Harper laid back down and stared blankly at the ceiling.

"FINE, have you any idea what this is doing to me, why don't you just say that you DON'T LOVE ME!!!" Said Trance as she walked over to a consul and tired to busy herself; she wasn't going to cry.

Harper just lay there, he could hear muffled sobs (a/n: I knoe you ppl don't think she would cry but just go along w/ it otay?!?) coming from Trances direction.

He had done that to her, he had made her cry and he hadn't even done anything, well he hadn't said anything either, geez he was confused.

All he knew is that he had to fix this, fix what he hadn't done.

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TOLD YOU I WOULD UPDATE!!! Anywho so um more to come just wait, I have to go update a few other stories of mine ;) L8ter Dayz ~*~Medusa~*~