"Free of You" (But are you free of me?)
Pretend you don't care,
But I see past your glare,
To a romance that no one ever knew.
When you look at me,
Theirs possibility
Of drowning in sliver and blue.
The days turn to mouths,
And the months turn to years,
Yet I can still remember your face.
It's like being away from you
Doesn't help at all,
It only makes me remember all the things in this place.
Act like it doesn't matter,
But who else knew you;
Like I did.
I knew you body,
From head and to toe,
Things that nobody else knows,
But you deny it.
Do you lie in bed at night?
And wonder what to do?
Because when you say you love me,
It doesn't make it true.
Between the lies,
And All the truths I used to know,
When you Say it's raining,
It's always winter snow.
Cause your lair.
Everything you do is false.
Never get to close,
Don't get consumed by fire.
But now that I'm gone,
I bet you sob and hold you knees,
Wishing it was me.
But I'm not their,
Because nothing that I did,
Was ever worth shit,
To you.
Between the morning and the night,
I could never make it right.
It seems like it's only the best for you
So try and tell yourself,
That you are over me,
But how could you be,
When all you do is wonder;
Where I am.
But I'm okay now,
Even though I want you bad,
Wondering if what we had,
Was something.
But I now I know differently,
Something's aren't meant to be,
So I can finally let you go now.
So when you wake up,
Knowing that I'm gone,
Nothing to grow from;
Cause it's over,
Even as I write this poem,
You sitting all alone;
Probably waiting for me to owl.
Begging you,
To come home to me,
But baby that won't be,
Because thanks to me,
And only me,
I'm finally free.
I
Pretend you don't care,
But I see past your glare,
To a romance that no one ever knew.
When you look at me,
Theirs possibility
Of drowning in sliver and blue.
The days turn to mouths,
And the months turn to years,
Yet I can still remember your face.
It's like being away from you
Doesn't help at all,
It only makes me remember all the things in this place.
Act like it doesn't matter,
But who else knew you;
Like I did.
I knew you body,
From head and to toe,
Things that nobody else knows,
But you deny it.
Do you lie in bed at night?
And wonder what to do?
Because when you say you love me,
It doesn't make it true.
Between the lies,
And All the truths I used to know,
When you Say it's raining,
It's always winter snow.
Cause your lair.
Everything you do is false.
Never get to close,
Don't get consumed by fire.
But now that I'm gone,
I bet you sob and hold you knees,
Wishing it was me.
But I'm not their,
Because nothing that I did,
Was ever worth shit,
To you.
Between the morning and the night,
I could never make it right.
It seems like it's only the best for you
So try and tell yourself,
That you are over me,
But how could you be,
When all you do is wonder;
Where I am.
But I'm okay now,
Even though I want you bad,
Wondering if what we had,
Was something.
But I now I know differently,
Something's aren't meant to be,
So I can finally let you go now.
So when you wake up,
Knowing that I'm gone,
Nothing to grow from;
Cause it's over,
Even as I write this poem,
You sitting all alone;
Probably waiting for me to owl.
Begging you,
To come home to me,
But baby that won't be,
Because thanks to me,
And only me,
I'm finally free.
I