A/N: Hi everyone! I am free! Exams are over and no school! Yes! No waking
up and six am everyday now! I can dance I am so happy! *Does a Kirby dance*
There! Now I am back at full blast on my writing! Enjoy!
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Haruka drove slowly, without even realizing where she was going. After a while she stopped and realized she was in front of a park. Since it was Friday night she didn't care if she was up all night. Getting out of the car she walked to a bench and looked up at the sky. It was dark, not a single star in sight. Clouds covered the sky like a black drape of sadness.
Sitting down she looked up again resting her head on her hands. Michiru was going to say she loved her. It seemed so off limits. That word. Love. Confusion coursed through her mind. A long time ago she had begged Kaori to say that she loved Haruka. And now Michiru willingly loved her and Haruka had rejected her. Why?
"Why is my life like this?" Haruka asked the air, "Why do I feel so lost?" In a sudden jolt she realized she cared for Michiru...but why did she hurt her. At that moment Haruka wanted to cry but the tears won't come. She let out a strangled cry of desperation. Suddenly lightning struck and thunder roared. After a while rain fell down upon her. She let herself get soaked, letting the rain wash her worries away momentarily.
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Michiru pressed her face into her pillow...tears soaked the pillow wet. Every sob was suppressed. But her heart was screaming. Why Haruka? Why? The questions were asked but no answer came.
*I'm sitting here alone up in my room*
*And thinking about the times that we've been through*
She placed her hand under her pillow and felt something. Pulling it out he looked at the picture of her and Haruka with blurry tears. To her they looked together.
*I'm looking at a picture in my hand*
*Trying my best to understand*
*I really want to know what we did wrong*
*With a love that felt so strong*
She gazed at the phone longingly. Maybe she should call Haruka. Maybe Haruka would tell her it was a misunderstanding...
*If only you were here tonight*
*I know that we could make it right*
Or then again maybe not. Fresh tears came to her red eyes.
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Cause you're the only one within my heart*
*I was born to make you happy*
She wished Haruka could hear her. Oh Haruka! Her heart called, Come back to me!
*Always and forever you and me*
*That's the way our life should be*
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
She wanted to close her eyes and fall into a dream of her hand Haruka. In such a little while she had gotten so attached to her. It scared her, it scared her to even think about being so bound to someone. Maybe Haruka felt the same...
*I know I've been a fool since you've been gone*
*I'd better give it up and carry on*
*Cause living in a dream of you and me*
*Is not the way my life should be*
*I don't want to cry a tear for you*
*So forgive me if I do*
But then again it was not so. Haruka didn't love her and that broke her down to her very core...she felt that now her heart was broken it would take a very long time to collect each piece and put it back in its place...she fumbled as her tears fell on the picture...
*If only you were here tonight*
*I know that we could make it right*
She knew that she wouldn't be able to let Haruka go...Never...With a new determination she wiped her eyes on her sleeve and decided to win Haruka...Haruka who won...Haruka would be won...
*I'd do anything, I'd give you my world*
*I'd wait forever to be your girl*
*Just call out my name, and I will be there*
*Just to show you how much I care*
A knock on her door startled her. Michiru quietly lay down and made no noise to make Sonoko think she was sleeping. She had made a vow...but did not what to do next. Sobbing silently she fell asleep with only one thought: I love you Haruka.
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Cause you're the only one within my heart*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Always and forever you and me*
*That's the way our life should be*
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
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The song "Born To Make You Happy" is by Brittany Spears
A/N: Ok done! This chapter was basically lyrics...ya basically.....but I needed that to get back on track ^_^ Enjoy! Thnx for the revus!
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Haruka drove slowly, without even realizing where she was going. After a while she stopped and realized she was in front of a park. Since it was Friday night she didn't care if she was up all night. Getting out of the car she walked to a bench and looked up at the sky. It was dark, not a single star in sight. Clouds covered the sky like a black drape of sadness.
Sitting down she looked up again resting her head on her hands. Michiru was going to say she loved her. It seemed so off limits. That word. Love. Confusion coursed through her mind. A long time ago she had begged Kaori to say that she loved Haruka. And now Michiru willingly loved her and Haruka had rejected her. Why?
"Why is my life like this?" Haruka asked the air, "Why do I feel so lost?" In a sudden jolt she realized she cared for Michiru...but why did she hurt her. At that moment Haruka wanted to cry but the tears won't come. She let out a strangled cry of desperation. Suddenly lightning struck and thunder roared. After a while rain fell down upon her. She let herself get soaked, letting the rain wash her worries away momentarily.
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Michiru pressed her face into her pillow...tears soaked the pillow wet. Every sob was suppressed. But her heart was screaming. Why Haruka? Why? The questions were asked but no answer came.
*I'm sitting here alone up in my room*
*And thinking about the times that we've been through*
She placed her hand under her pillow and felt something. Pulling it out he looked at the picture of her and Haruka with blurry tears. To her they looked together.
*I'm looking at a picture in my hand*
*Trying my best to understand*
*I really want to know what we did wrong*
*With a love that felt so strong*
She gazed at the phone longingly. Maybe she should call Haruka. Maybe Haruka would tell her it was a misunderstanding...
*If only you were here tonight*
*I know that we could make it right*
Or then again maybe not. Fresh tears came to her red eyes.
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Cause you're the only one within my heart*
*I was born to make you happy*
She wished Haruka could hear her. Oh Haruka! Her heart called, Come back to me!
*Always and forever you and me*
*That's the way our life should be*
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
She wanted to close her eyes and fall into a dream of her hand Haruka. In such a little while she had gotten so attached to her. It scared her, it scared her to even think about being so bound to someone. Maybe Haruka felt the same...
*I know I've been a fool since you've been gone*
*I'd better give it up and carry on*
*Cause living in a dream of you and me*
*Is not the way my life should be*
*I don't want to cry a tear for you*
*So forgive me if I do*
But then again it was not so. Haruka didn't love her and that broke her down to her very core...she felt that now her heart was broken it would take a very long time to collect each piece and put it back in its place...she fumbled as her tears fell on the picture...
*If only you were here tonight*
*I know that we could make it right*
She knew that she wouldn't be able to let Haruka go...Never...With a new determination she wiped her eyes on her sleeve and decided to win Haruka...Haruka who won...Haruka would be won...
*I'd do anything, I'd give you my world*
*I'd wait forever to be your girl*
*Just call out my name, and I will be there*
*Just to show you how much I care*
A knock on her door startled her. Michiru quietly lay down and made no noise to make Sonoko think she was sleeping. She had made a vow...but did not what to do next. Sobbing silently she fell asleep with only one thought: I love you Haruka.
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Cause you're the only one within my heart*
*I was born to make you happy*
*Always and forever you and me*
*That's the way our life should be*
*I don't know how to live without your love*
*I was born to make you happy*
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The song "Born To Make You Happy" is by Brittany Spears
A/N: Ok done! This chapter was basically lyrics...ya basically.....but I needed that to get back on track ^_^ Enjoy! Thnx for the revus!