A/N: Well lets just get on with it. Thanks for reading people and for revuing.

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Michiru sat on the couch with Sonoko. They were drinking hot chocolate.

"Are you still thinking about her?" Sonoko asked softly.

"Yes," Michiru replied, "I thought I could change her. I just thought..."

"Shush! Don't cry, she's not worth it, please!" Sonoko begged.

"I am not crying," Michiru sobbed, "Really...I don't want to." Sonoko held her until the tears stopped.

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~I am a monster~ Haruka told herself as she walked into the racetrack.

"Haruka!" Said an elderly man, "Nice to see you are back."

"Hi," she said, "Is my car working properly?"

"Ofcourse!" the man said, "We kept it in working conditions like you told us to."

She walked to the garage where she saw Jeriko.

"Oh," he acknowledged her with raised eyebrows. She didn't care, just went to her car opening the door and slipped in. There was no dust, no sign that it hadn't been used in years.

She watched as Jeriko left her alone. That's when she felt something wet on her cheeks. Touching them, she realized she was crying.

~I am crying~ she thought ~I am actually crying!~

*How will I start*

*Tomorrow without you here*

*Who's heart will guide me*

*When all the answers disappear*

She placed her hands on the steering wheel, trying to get the feel of the car back. Starting it, she heard the familiar sound of engine. Only it wasn't comforting.

*Is it too late*

*Are you too far gone to stay*

*This one's forever*

*Should never have to go away*

She drove around slowly, all the while tears flowed down her cheeks. All the tears she had held back from the painful years were flowing, making their was down her cheeks, unchecked.

*What will I do*

*You know I am only half without you*

*How will I make it through*

She wanted to drive forever, and push all the thoughts out of her head. But the voice and the face of Michiru kept flashing into her head.

*If only tears could bring you back to me*

*If only love could find a way*

*What I would do, what I would give*

*If you returned to me, someday*

*Somehow, some way*

*If my tears could bring you back to me*

~Are you crying too Michiru? Are you? Do you still love me? I hope you do~ Haruka drove faster by the minute.

*I'd cry you an ocean*

*If you'd sail on home again*

*Wings of emotion*

*Will carry you, I know they can*

~I wish I can tell you that I do love you!~ Haruka cried and drove faster, ~Just come back to me, don't leave me! I don't want to be so alone~

*Just light will guide you*

*And your heart will chart the course*

*Soon you'll be drifting*

*Into the arms of your true north*

*Look in my eyes*

*And you'll see a million tears have gone by*

*And still they're not dry*

~I don't deserve to live~ Haruka told herself, ~I hurt people who care for me. I never care for anyone. All I want is someone to love me and heal me. I pushed Michiru away, and now she will never be back~

*If only tears could bring you back to me*

*If only love could find a way*

*What I would do, what I would give*

*If you returned to me someday*

*Somehow, someway*

*If my tears could bring you back to me*

Haruka remembered the dance, that day when she first felt something for the girl. Maybe she should have acknowledged it then, maybe she should have just told her about Kyori. Maybe that would have made things better.

*I hold you close*

*And shout the words I only whispered before*

*For one more chance, for one last dance*

*There is nothing that I would not give and more*

Haruka sped up, faster and faster. Her eyes blurred in the tears. She made fast and dangerous turns but still didn't slow down. She wanted to drive into oblivion.

*If only tears could bring you back to me*

*If only love could find a way*

*What I would do, what I would give*

*If you returned to me someday*

*Somehow, someway*

*If my tears could bring you back to me*

She realized a bit too late that she couldn't make the turn that was coming up, the car was too fast. She had to break, but her foot won't come off the accelerator. Through tear filled eyes she watched as the car rammed into the metal fence and before everything went blank, she whispered only one name and the three magic words. Michiru, I love you.

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The song is "If only tears could bring you back" from Pokemon the first movie soundtrack.

A/N: How tragic. *sigh* not much left now, just a little bit more of it left. Did Haruka die? Who knows?