Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ so please don't sue me, you wouldn't get a lot of money.
As I look up at the stars my mind drifts to the only person who can make my heart
beat faster and slower at the same time, the man who makes my world spin just by the sound of his voice.
When i'm with him it's hard to breathe and when we're not together I burn for his touch.
I want him to notice me more than just a friend yet i always see him with a oblivious female.
He seems so happy, why would he ever want to be with me?
Even if I were a girl he wouldn't even so much as look my way.
Laying on my stomach i buried my face in my arms hoping no one would bother looking for me.
I had to get away, the temptation was becoming more serious everytime i was around him.
The accidental touches when we sparred were clouding my mind with hentai fantasies.
Tears soaked my forearm as i began to cry in frusteration and anger.
"Goten?" Trunks whispered placing a hand on my shoulder "Are you alright?"
I pushed myself to my feet, wiping the tears away with the back of my hand.
"I'm fine." I muttered "What do you want?"
"I went over to your house to see if you wanted to spar, your dad said something was bugging you so i followed your chi, What's bothering you?"
"You wouldn't understand." I whispered while turning my back toward him.
"Man, knock this shit off and tell me what is bothering you!" Trunks spat angrily
I grabbed his face pulling it toward mine. Pressing my lips to his in an aggressive, brutal kiss.
When I broke the kiss and looked at him. His blue eyes were widened with shock. He backed away from me slowly.
I narrowed my eyes and advanced toward him until he he was cornered.
"Goten, you know i'm not gay it's just...just.. wrong." He stuttered as his emotions overwhelmed him. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be." I snorted " How could you ever love me anyways? You act as if those bimbo's actually satisfy you."
"Please understand Goten, we can just pretend that the kiss never happened." He pleaded.
I growled placing my hand around his throat cutting off his oxygen. My rage was consuming me.
Why didn't he see how much i loved him? Couldn't he see that i would do anything for him?
"You expect me to deny my feelings for you? You deny my request you give you everything you've ever wanted,
you don't want me to pleasure you non-stop? I was willing to give you my fucking heart Trunks.
I wanted to be your lover, and what do you do? You throw it all away because of what "people" will think.
there is nothing wrong with being intimate with your own gender, love is love trunks. I can tell you that no damn female will
EVER satisfy you like i can." I hissed.
I let go of his throat letting him fall to the ground rubbing his neck.
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
"I just...can't, I'm really sorry."
"As i said before, don't be. I'm leaving." I whispered and walked away from him
"Where are you going goten?" Trunks choked out.
"As far away as possible." i looked over my shoulder glaring at him. "Don't follow me."
The farther i got away from him my anger increased.
How could he think love was wrong?
I knew i could never stop loving him, and running away didn't seem like the adult thing to do.
But i just had to get away from it all, i wanted to start over, have a new purpose in life, and most importantly
i wanted to forget about Trunks.
A/N: Tell me what ya think. Do ya'll have any idea's or suggestions? Please review!!
As I look up at the stars my mind drifts to the only person who can make my heart
beat faster and slower at the same time, the man who makes my world spin just by the sound of his voice.
When i'm with him it's hard to breathe and when we're not together I burn for his touch.
I want him to notice me more than just a friend yet i always see him with a oblivious female.
He seems so happy, why would he ever want to be with me?
Even if I were a girl he wouldn't even so much as look my way.
Laying on my stomach i buried my face in my arms hoping no one would bother looking for me.
I had to get away, the temptation was becoming more serious everytime i was around him.
The accidental touches when we sparred were clouding my mind with hentai fantasies.
Tears soaked my forearm as i began to cry in frusteration and anger.
"Goten?" Trunks whispered placing a hand on my shoulder "Are you alright?"
I pushed myself to my feet, wiping the tears away with the back of my hand.
"I'm fine." I muttered "What do you want?"
"I went over to your house to see if you wanted to spar, your dad said something was bugging you so i followed your chi, What's bothering you?"
"You wouldn't understand." I whispered while turning my back toward him.
"Man, knock this shit off and tell me what is bothering you!" Trunks spat angrily
I grabbed his face pulling it toward mine. Pressing my lips to his in an aggressive, brutal kiss.
When I broke the kiss and looked at him. His blue eyes were widened with shock. He backed away from me slowly.
I narrowed my eyes and advanced toward him until he he was cornered.
"Goten, you know i'm not gay it's just...just.. wrong." He stuttered as his emotions overwhelmed him. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be." I snorted " How could you ever love me anyways? You act as if those bimbo's actually satisfy you."
"Please understand Goten, we can just pretend that the kiss never happened." He pleaded.
I growled placing my hand around his throat cutting off his oxygen. My rage was consuming me.
Why didn't he see how much i loved him? Couldn't he see that i would do anything for him?
"You expect me to deny my feelings for you? You deny my request you give you everything you've ever wanted,
you don't want me to pleasure you non-stop? I was willing to give you my fucking heart Trunks.
I wanted to be your lover, and what do you do? You throw it all away because of what "people" will think.
there is nothing wrong with being intimate with your own gender, love is love trunks. I can tell you that no damn female will
EVER satisfy you like i can." I hissed.
I let go of his throat letting him fall to the ground rubbing his neck.
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
"I just...can't, I'm really sorry."
"As i said before, don't be. I'm leaving." I whispered and walked away from him
"Where are you going goten?" Trunks choked out.
"As far away as possible." i looked over my shoulder glaring at him. "Don't follow me."
The farther i got away from him my anger increased.
How could he think love was wrong?
I knew i could never stop loving him, and running away didn't seem like the adult thing to do.
But i just had to get away from it all, i wanted to start over, have a new purpose in life, and most importantly
i wanted to forget about Trunks.
A/N: Tell me what ya think. Do ya'll have any idea's or suggestions? Please review!!