I told you I'm gonna update every day, here's another chapter. This one's
kinda short, sorry about that but I want this chapter to only be wrapping
up all this Willow stuff.
Chapter 7:
Buffy rushed into Willow's room. She saw Willow sitting on the floor chanting. Luckily only her eyes had become that familiar black color, not her hair.
"Willow, you have to stop," Buffy said as she ran to Willow. "You're not doing Tara a favor by bringing her back. She's in heaven just like I was. She'll be in so much pain if you bring her back. You can't dot hat to her, you just can't! If you love her don't do this to her," Buffy explained to Willow. As she was telling Willow this she began to think maybe bringing Spike back was not such a good idea. He was probably in heaven and feeling no worldly pains like she was and he the pain he would feel if she brought him back would be almost unbearable when he came back. When she looked at Willow and thought about the pain she was in herself, she came up with the conclusion that she didn't want to bring Spike into a world filled with pain and misery.
As Willow continued to chant Buffy's thoughts went back to her, "Willow you have to stop!"
Willow finally responded by magically sending Buffy flying across the room. Buffy slammed into the wall but walked right back to Willow. "Willow you're hurting her! Do you think Tara's going to want to be with you? How are you so sure she'll come back the same?" Buffy screamed.
Willow broke her chant for the first time but did not let the spell stop, "Why should I stop? I'm not causing her any pain she's causing me pain and I want this pain to stop! I love her and she's the only other person who has ever loved me."
Kennedy entered the room just as Willow made this last statement. She felt hurt, didn't Willow know that she loved her? "But Willow, I love you," Kennedy said as she rushed to Willows side with tears running down her face, "You know I love you and I'll always love you. I'm here for you Willow. You have to let go of the past and hang on to the present. Willow, Willow please stop!" at this point Kennedy gave up, seeing that Willow had no intention of stopping she got up and began to leave, "I thought you loved me but I guess I was wrong," she whispered, "good-bye Willow, I'll love you forever," and she exited the room.
As Willow realized what happened she stopped chanting and her eyes changed back. There was pain in her eyes, she hadn't known that Kennedy cared so much about her and before that Willow didn't know that she had such strong feelings for her. "Kennedy, please come back," she called out in a small voice. Kennedy was just outside the room crying like she had never cried before. When she heard this she didn't go back. Willow needed to learn a lesson and she wasn't going to give in.
Inside the room Willow was in Buffy's arm as she began to cry. Buffy held her patiently until she stopped crying. She helped Willow to the bed and she left the room knowing she had someone else to take care of. When she walked out of the room she saw Kennedy sitting quietly sobbing. Buffy gently helped her up and took her to her own room. After she successfully stopped Kennedy from crying Buffy sat down and showed Kennedy that they needed to talk.
Buffy began the conversation, "You know that she's sorry."
"I know but should I give in so easily? I think she needs to learn that everything can't always go her way."
"I know but right now she needs someone to comfort her and someone to talk to her about this."
"I can't talk to her, I don't know if I'll be able to talk to her again. Maybe in a while but not right now."
"You have to talk to her right now or you'll never solve this problem."
"Is it really my problem to solve?" Kennedy yelled, letting her anger get the best of her, "I never did anything to hurt her. I've just been there for her, I thought I already helped her get over this problem I don't know if I can do it again."
"I'm going to go talk to Willow now," Buffy said as she rose to leave, "just think about it. She needs you, she needs someone that loves her in the same way Tara loved her."
As Buffy walked out of Willow's room she saw Willow sitting there with silent tears running down her face.
"Did you hear everything we said?" Buffy asked Willow.
Willow nodded and just kept crying. "Kennedy's right you know," Buffy continued the conversation, "she doesn't have to be with you on this one, you might lose her forever cause of what you did. I thought you had gotten over Tara, and what's all this of brining her back? Don't realize how stupid you've been? You'd think you would have learned after what happened with me not to mess with things like this. Now you have to find a way to fix this problem yourself. I'll help you a little but this has to be your effort." Buffy pulled Willow into a hug and let her cry again.
"I thought I was over Tara," Willow whispered, "until I started having these dreams. They were dreams of all the fun times we used to have and I just started to miss her more and more. I didn't think anyone else loved me the way she did. I guess I never thought that Kennedy loved me I just thought she liked me. I was so stupid, how could I have done that to Kennedy?" Willow began to cry harder.
Kennedy walked out of Buffy's room and she walked over to Willow, "You were stupid but I still love you." She helped Willow up and led her back to their room. She comforted Willow and they had a conversation that cleared everything up. Kennedy wasn't ready to completely forgive Willow but she was going to help her.
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After Willow and Kennedy had left Buffy remembered Dawn. She ran down the stairs to find Dawn sitting there and laughing. When Dawn saw Buffy she yelled out, "Guess what Buffy! I'm like a really powerful witch or something. Giles thinks it has something to do with me being the key and stuff but its like totally cool that spell was tight," turning to Giles, Dawn, asked Giles if she could do another spell.
"Not right now, I think the best thing is to teach you the basics on a daily basis. It'll be a while before you're ready to do spells; you have to learn about the history of witchcraft and things like that. That is if it's okay with Buffy."
"Buffy can I please learn? Please I really want to do this."
Buffy looked at her sister's eager face. Even though she wasn't excited about her sister learning witchcraft after everything that had happened to Willow she hadn't seen Dawn get so excited about something in a long time.
"Sure, you can learn all about witchcraft," Buffy said as she looked at her sister's face.
Dawn squealed, "This is so cool, wait till I tell Conner. Gotta go," she said as she rushed out of the room.
Buffy thought about this for a minute. Conner? When had Dawn become such good friends with Conner? Then she began to remember how close they had looked the other day when they came back from the movies. Buffy hadn't noticed this because she had almost been in a trance, her thoughts always on Spike. This ordeal with Willow had brought her out of her trance and Buffy recognized the fact that she needed to keep on living, if not for herself for everyone else. She went outside a took a deep breath, "Hello world, I'm back."
TBC.
The next chapter's going to be kind of sad it's going to be mostly about Faith.
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Chapter 7:
Buffy rushed into Willow's room. She saw Willow sitting on the floor chanting. Luckily only her eyes had become that familiar black color, not her hair.
"Willow, you have to stop," Buffy said as she ran to Willow. "You're not doing Tara a favor by bringing her back. She's in heaven just like I was. She'll be in so much pain if you bring her back. You can't dot hat to her, you just can't! If you love her don't do this to her," Buffy explained to Willow. As she was telling Willow this she began to think maybe bringing Spike back was not such a good idea. He was probably in heaven and feeling no worldly pains like she was and he the pain he would feel if she brought him back would be almost unbearable when he came back. When she looked at Willow and thought about the pain she was in herself, she came up with the conclusion that she didn't want to bring Spike into a world filled with pain and misery.
As Willow continued to chant Buffy's thoughts went back to her, "Willow you have to stop!"
Willow finally responded by magically sending Buffy flying across the room. Buffy slammed into the wall but walked right back to Willow. "Willow you're hurting her! Do you think Tara's going to want to be with you? How are you so sure she'll come back the same?" Buffy screamed.
Willow broke her chant for the first time but did not let the spell stop, "Why should I stop? I'm not causing her any pain she's causing me pain and I want this pain to stop! I love her and she's the only other person who has ever loved me."
Kennedy entered the room just as Willow made this last statement. She felt hurt, didn't Willow know that she loved her? "But Willow, I love you," Kennedy said as she rushed to Willows side with tears running down her face, "You know I love you and I'll always love you. I'm here for you Willow. You have to let go of the past and hang on to the present. Willow, Willow please stop!" at this point Kennedy gave up, seeing that Willow had no intention of stopping she got up and began to leave, "I thought you loved me but I guess I was wrong," she whispered, "good-bye Willow, I'll love you forever," and she exited the room.
As Willow realized what happened she stopped chanting and her eyes changed back. There was pain in her eyes, she hadn't known that Kennedy cared so much about her and before that Willow didn't know that she had such strong feelings for her. "Kennedy, please come back," she called out in a small voice. Kennedy was just outside the room crying like she had never cried before. When she heard this she didn't go back. Willow needed to learn a lesson and she wasn't going to give in.
Inside the room Willow was in Buffy's arm as she began to cry. Buffy held her patiently until she stopped crying. She helped Willow to the bed and she left the room knowing she had someone else to take care of. When she walked out of the room she saw Kennedy sitting quietly sobbing. Buffy gently helped her up and took her to her own room. After she successfully stopped Kennedy from crying Buffy sat down and showed Kennedy that they needed to talk.
Buffy began the conversation, "You know that she's sorry."
"I know but should I give in so easily? I think she needs to learn that everything can't always go her way."
"I know but right now she needs someone to comfort her and someone to talk to her about this."
"I can't talk to her, I don't know if I'll be able to talk to her again. Maybe in a while but not right now."
"You have to talk to her right now or you'll never solve this problem."
"Is it really my problem to solve?" Kennedy yelled, letting her anger get the best of her, "I never did anything to hurt her. I've just been there for her, I thought I already helped her get over this problem I don't know if I can do it again."
"I'm going to go talk to Willow now," Buffy said as she rose to leave, "just think about it. She needs you, she needs someone that loves her in the same way Tara loved her."
As Buffy walked out of Willow's room she saw Willow sitting there with silent tears running down her face.
"Did you hear everything we said?" Buffy asked Willow.
Willow nodded and just kept crying. "Kennedy's right you know," Buffy continued the conversation, "she doesn't have to be with you on this one, you might lose her forever cause of what you did. I thought you had gotten over Tara, and what's all this of brining her back? Don't realize how stupid you've been? You'd think you would have learned after what happened with me not to mess with things like this. Now you have to find a way to fix this problem yourself. I'll help you a little but this has to be your effort." Buffy pulled Willow into a hug and let her cry again.
"I thought I was over Tara," Willow whispered, "until I started having these dreams. They were dreams of all the fun times we used to have and I just started to miss her more and more. I didn't think anyone else loved me the way she did. I guess I never thought that Kennedy loved me I just thought she liked me. I was so stupid, how could I have done that to Kennedy?" Willow began to cry harder.
Kennedy walked out of Buffy's room and she walked over to Willow, "You were stupid but I still love you." She helped Willow up and led her back to their room. She comforted Willow and they had a conversation that cleared everything up. Kennedy wasn't ready to completely forgive Willow but she was going to help her.
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After Willow and Kennedy had left Buffy remembered Dawn. She ran down the stairs to find Dawn sitting there and laughing. When Dawn saw Buffy she yelled out, "Guess what Buffy! I'm like a really powerful witch or something. Giles thinks it has something to do with me being the key and stuff but its like totally cool that spell was tight," turning to Giles, Dawn, asked Giles if she could do another spell.
"Not right now, I think the best thing is to teach you the basics on a daily basis. It'll be a while before you're ready to do spells; you have to learn about the history of witchcraft and things like that. That is if it's okay with Buffy."
"Buffy can I please learn? Please I really want to do this."
Buffy looked at her sister's eager face. Even though she wasn't excited about her sister learning witchcraft after everything that had happened to Willow she hadn't seen Dawn get so excited about something in a long time.
"Sure, you can learn all about witchcraft," Buffy said as she looked at her sister's face.
Dawn squealed, "This is so cool, wait till I tell Conner. Gotta go," she said as she rushed out of the room.
Buffy thought about this for a minute. Conner? When had Dawn become such good friends with Conner? Then she began to remember how close they had looked the other day when they came back from the movies. Buffy hadn't noticed this because she had almost been in a trance, her thoughts always on Spike. This ordeal with Willow had brought her out of her trance and Buffy recognized the fact that she needed to keep on living, if not for herself for everyone else. She went outside a took a deep breath, "Hello world, I'm back."
TBC.
The next chapter's going to be kind of sad it's going to be mostly about Faith.
Please REVIEW!!