Chapter 6

"I have decided"

Eric sat up and looked at me. "You shouldn't have to decide. I never should have started dating you. I loved you. I still love you. I will always be there for you but.." He looked away. "Mike was there first. You should pick him."

"Eric, you of all people disserves this the most. I know that. Don't question that." He looked at me with disbelief in his eyes.

"I have to go and talk to Michael. Can I have his address?"

"Yes." Eric passed me a card with his address.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes"

"Do you love you?"

"Yes"

"If I picked you would you marry me?"

"Yes, in a heart beat." I left to go to Michael's house. "Will you come?" "Why?"

"Because I don't want to say it twice."

"Ya"

15 minutes later

I knocked on Michael's door and he instantly answered.

"Hello."

"Hi. Can we come in?"

"Yes." He led us to the couch, we sit down facing each other. Michael takes to me first.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For leaving. For making you choose. For getting you pregnant."

"Never be sorry for getting me pregnant. I love those girls. I always will. I just wish you did too."

"I do love then"

"You haven't met them. You only love then because you made them," I practically yield. I could feel the tears and there was no way I was going cry in front of him. Calming down I continued, "I need to leave."

"Go."

"Not this house but this city. I am moving. I wont tell you where. I will tell you this." I took a deep breath. "I want you to know the girls. I wont have them growing up without a dad. I leave you and Eric this choice, the girls can stay and you can raise them, or I can take them. I need to go pee." Knowing they need to talk I leave the room and go to the washroom. I listened to what they said knowing I would have to make the choice.

"Wow" Eric said.

"Ya. She offered to leave her kids here while she left."

"She must hate us."

"Or really not want to pick."

"What do we do?"

"I don't know."

"I love those girls. But as much as I want to I know we can't keep them."

"Ya."

I walk back out and they looked up. "My plane leaves in an hour. I have already packed. Will know and will take care of the girls until you two come home. I trust you two to care for them and raise them. Tell them I'm sorry." I turn and walk out knowing I might not see them again.

The end

I hope you liked it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Thank you for reviewing. I have a start on a sequel but I don't know if I am going to post it.