Ehh I got bored and decided to write a suicide note from Vegeta to whoever..
Not my best work bet because i lost microsoft word and im stuck writing in text!!
Also my ,muse ran away!! that bitch!! ehh ermmm...
Disclaimer: I do not own dragonballz or any characters in this fanfiction blah blah blah..
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To End it All
To whomever this concerns,
Miserable, angry, insecure, and broken. This is how I feel everyday when my eyes flutter open.
Every single goddamned day I wake up and see these dead white walls...
I sometimes wonder how come im weak enough to let people effect me.
It burns my mind to think of them.
All the pain I've gone through, all of the torn memories I've had.
I remember them all. Every single day, every single night I think of them.
All the horrors plague my mind as I sit in my misery crying.
The Prince of all saiyans crying. That time you threatened to kill me,
those nights where you broke me, inch by inch,
yeah I remember them all.
The destruction of my home and the death of my father,
those days where you struck your hands at me, their all so vivid.
How about all those lies you told me?
How about all those times you made yourself look better glaring behind Zarbon and Didoria's
fucking shoulder. Although I know your stronger then them, combined even,
you always sent someone to do your fucking dirty work for you.
It seemed as if you had better things to do... Did you? No, you didn't.
I may be a murderer myself but I'm no coward.
You destroyed my planet because you were afraid.
You were scared that one day we would rise against your malicious army and tear you to
fucking pieces.
You knew we were stronger and that made you fear us.
You killed me Frieza...
Well, I cant give you that much credit considering the fact that you were always to pussy to do so.
You always wanted me around so you could-- You could toy with me... Raping me as a child,
beating me till I was submissive.
Those memories were always killing me slowly, not letting me sleep at night.
Oh how I wanted to hurt you...
Visualizing your blood on my hands and me glowing in victory. But, but no. I never could..
I was always to weak.
I will never run through a day not thinking of what you did to me.
You treat me like a rag doll throwing me around constantly spitting out orders.
Time after time humiliating me, breaking me.
I wish I could kill you. I wish I could show you how I feel. Show you how much I hate you.
You have not won though Frieza, oh no... I still have my pride... You know what gets me though?
You go through life never thinking of a day in advance. When you're a child, death is not even a
possibility to you.
You don't even think of tomorrow you live today.
You have this sense of braveness like you could take on the world and win. Its bullshit...
you wont win. I never have but this time its different, this time I am.
Ill see you in the next dimension Lord Frieza..
Oh and when I do, ill be ready.
Ill drag you down to the pits of hell making you scream for fucking mercy.
I cant wait... Goodbye
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well.. I hope you liked it..
It kind of was a sloppy write but ehh im in the middle of remaking my old fic.
What a night! I just needed some time away from all the humor writing :)
Not my best work bet because i lost microsoft word and im stuck writing in text!!
Also my ,muse ran away!! that bitch!! ehh ermmm...
Disclaimer: I do not own dragonballz or any characters in this fanfiction blah blah blah..
*/*//*///*/*//*///**/*//*///*/*//*///**/*//*///*/*//*///**/*//*///*/*//*///*
To End it All
To whomever this concerns,
Miserable, angry, insecure, and broken. This is how I feel everyday when my eyes flutter open.
Every single goddamned day I wake up and see these dead white walls...
I sometimes wonder how come im weak enough to let people effect me.
It burns my mind to think of them.
All the pain I've gone through, all of the torn memories I've had.
I remember them all. Every single day, every single night I think of them.
All the horrors plague my mind as I sit in my misery crying.
The Prince of all saiyans crying. That time you threatened to kill me,
those nights where you broke me, inch by inch,
yeah I remember them all.
The destruction of my home and the death of my father,
those days where you struck your hands at me, their all so vivid.
How about all those lies you told me?
How about all those times you made yourself look better glaring behind Zarbon and Didoria's
fucking shoulder. Although I know your stronger then them, combined even,
you always sent someone to do your fucking dirty work for you.
It seemed as if you had better things to do... Did you? No, you didn't.
I may be a murderer myself but I'm no coward.
You destroyed my planet because you were afraid.
You were scared that one day we would rise against your malicious army and tear you to
fucking pieces.
You knew we were stronger and that made you fear us.
You killed me Frieza...
Well, I cant give you that much credit considering the fact that you were always to pussy to do so.
You always wanted me around so you could-- You could toy with me... Raping me as a child,
beating me till I was submissive.
Those memories were always killing me slowly, not letting me sleep at night.
Oh how I wanted to hurt you...
Visualizing your blood on my hands and me glowing in victory. But, but no. I never could..
I was always to weak.
I will never run through a day not thinking of what you did to me.
You treat me like a rag doll throwing me around constantly spitting out orders.
Time after time humiliating me, breaking me.
I wish I could kill you. I wish I could show you how I feel. Show you how much I hate you.
You have not won though Frieza, oh no... I still have my pride... You know what gets me though?
You go through life never thinking of a day in advance. When you're a child, death is not even a
possibility to you.
You don't even think of tomorrow you live today.
You have this sense of braveness like you could take on the world and win. Its bullshit...
you wont win. I never have but this time its different, this time I am.
Ill see you in the next dimension Lord Frieza..
Oh and when I do, ill be ready.
Ill drag you down to the pits of hell making you scream for fucking mercy.
I cant wait... Goodbye
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well.. I hope you liked it..
It kind of was a sloppy write but ehh im in the middle of remaking my old fic.
What a night! I just needed some time away from all the humor writing :)