A/N: I take back that apology. I will be updating. K? Ok!!!!! Enjoy. I did this one on my own.

"It's Been A While" (From Nny to Devi, requested by me. I changed it, too.)

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I first saw you

And it's been awhile

Since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile

Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile

Since I can say that I was in control

And it's been awhile

Since I can say I love myself as well

And it's been awhile

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it's been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when I was with you

And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile

Since I've seen the way all the stars light your face

And it's been awhile

But I can still imagine just the way you'd taste

And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

I don't remember what he did for me

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

A/n: I am still taking requests. this thing won't end until there are twenty chapters or until people tell me how much they despise it continuously, until I kill myself with a spork. Whichever comes first. Pleasant something, people.

Leah