Traces
~Fawkes
AN: Just something I had lying around. It's a Harper/Tyr for the season 3 finale. A few slightly bad words. Not enough to make it an R fic. Another one of my Harper babbling things. There's angst ahead kiddies so grab some tissues and enjoy!
Sndtrck: Your Wall ~Revis
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I miss you.
I never knew three words could hurt so much.
I miss you.
I should hate you for leaving me, but I can't. There's too much of me wrapped up in you. And if I start hating you…
I guess I don't understand why you left. Every time you said you needed me, I was there. Every time. So, why when I need you the most, are you gone?
But that's a problem too--it's like you never left. Every where I look I find reminders of you-things you touched, things you liked, things we shared. I can hear your voice echo off the walls, and it's like you've just left the room. If I wait long enough, you'll come back in…
God, it's like you're a ghost and you follow me around. You're everywhere, and I'm stuck in the middle of you.
God, I love you so much. I miss you. Get the hell out of my head.
Leave me alone!
If I can't have you, then at least stop haunting me. Having you stuck in my heart hurts like hell. You left, but I'm still here. So why won't you let me go? You still have me caught up in your moment. Just like I always was.
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. I know you're not coming back but I still sit and wait for you to walk through the door.
But if you walked through the door now, I'd probably throw a nanowelder at your head.