~Chapter 3~

Depression

Disclaimer alert/Author's notes: ....The third chapter of my story!!! Thanks for sticking up with me...Anyways, Don't you think Sakura over- reacted or it's okay for her to react that way for Li Shaoran creating that kind of action? Again, I don't own anyone from CCS. Mar is one of my characters. The story is based from life so if anyone can relate to it, please review!!!! ^_^

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Sakura hated the class she's in so much.

She felt so alone. Well, she admits she may also be wrong at times and because the of fact that she became too moody that caused her to have fewer friends. She remembers her conversation with Tomoyo last time they met. Probably one of those dismissal time.

"Hey Sakura, guess what?! Majority of my classmates came from the same class were in last year!"

"Really...?" Sakura just bowed her head. She couldn't say how unfortunate she is for the class she's in so far. "Tomoyo, you're so lucky."

And she also remembers a time whenever she goes along with Rica and Chiharu, And she couldn't ride along with them, She would always blame herself for being not so flexible. There was a time when she told Chiharu that she looks like Kaye (Kaye is one of Sakura's friends when they were in the 1st year, and still, a friend of Chiharu and Rica since Gradeschool.) Chiharu answered Sakura with a somewhat ugly manner: "Of course, because were friends....not like you!"

"Not like me? Just what exactly does she think of me so? Am I her enemy?" Sakura thought to herself. She was offended by what she said. In Sakura's side she thinks she's doing her best. But it turns out on that side...She wasn't even worth caring for...

All she ever needed was a friend.

She kept that deep inside her.

And it was hard for her.

Whenever she remembers about what happened, She always think that she's so unworthy...that she's so helpless.

When dismissal comes, she's so relieved a worst day has finally ended. And sometimes, when it's really not her day, she would always turn to Naoko and cry herself out, letting go of that freaky feeling that sometimes she also believes she's overacting.

Maybe she's on the state of depression.....

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Author's notes: Another chapter ended here, and I know it's also boring, but please bear with me.......This past chappies were all chapters to know Sakura's personality, the challenges she have been through her adolecent age. Thanks for bearing with me until now!!! so long to a next chappie!!!! ^_^