Faith- I have returned with the second chapter of my fic. Hooray! *cheers dully* Thanks to all of you have reviewed in the past! I shall take into consideration what you said and now put whatever people are saying in quotation marks and thoughts like this: "//thoughts\\" Seto thought.
So um enjoy the fic!
Rated R for graphic language and some yaoi sexuality (boy + boy) Summary- Just the second chapter. Basically more angst and desire between Seto and Yami.
Disclaimer- I STILL don't own yuugioh
It was five AM in the Kaiba mansion (and everywhere else for that matter). There was no noise to be heard, and the sun was beginning to rise outside. Mokuba Kaiba was sleeping peacefully in his quite messy room, and his older brother, the wealthy inheritor of Kaiba Corp., was awakened by his alarm clock on his night stand.
"//Bleh.. winter break is over and now its back to school. Great, that week lasted so fucking long. I wonder what pointless crap we shall learn in the second semester with that annoying teacher who talks like she's drunk all the time? Why do I get up so early anyway? Its five am, school doesn't start for almost 3 hours. But my slaves are back! Goodie! Coffee time.\\" Seto thought as he put on a silk robe and walked down stairs.
"Good morning Mr. Kaiba!" greeted a cheerful looking maid with red hair, "What can I get for you?"
"Just some black coffee please," He said rather tiredly.
She made the coffee and he looked at the newspaper she set in front of him.
"//This is one of the best servants I have ever had. She's so, nice\\" he thought.
The front page of the paper had Otogi on it.
"//I guess he finally got that idiotic game of the ground. Hmm.. whatever. Seems it could be amusing, not as amusing as that pharaoh. Oh here we go again. That wasn't enough?! That great night just made me want him more. Fuck it, I give up on trying to figure love out. I hate emotions. I wish I could lock them inside of me and never feel their harshness. Usually I would just have one night like that and forget the person existed. But he is different. I don't want to hurt him. It's like, I just want him to feel like he can be with me and feel comfortable.\\" His servant placed the coffee in front of him.
"What's your name?" he asked.
"Celia," she said.
"You're here awfully early," he said smirking.
"Well the person who told me I should work here said you needed servants to be here early and late so here I am," she replied and smiled.
"//Oh gods, another one who likes me. What is it with you women?! I am a cold-hearted, stuck up, uptight, asshole, and you still like me? Great, a servant who will do whatever I say.\\" He looked at her eyes, they were a nice color, green with brown and hints of orange.
"//Bleh, I do not like women. I like guys. Wow that's the first time I have said that. I should fire her. But that would be wrong.. What am I saying? I am wrong, I shouldn't give a shit if she cares about this job. Damn Yami and his softening me. I used the be a fucking asshole!\\ He started to become flustered and went to go get changed, it was after all, six o clock.
"//This is going to be a trying day..\\" He thought.
*Moutou Residence*
Yami sat awake in bed writing something down.
Yami's writing:
Thoughts I need to address..
Yes, I finally got to see Seto. More than just that. I got to feel him next to me. His warmth enclosing around me like some beautiful steam. I just felt caught in a dream. I was surprised he wanted me back. It boosted my self esteem knowing I am not chasing after something that isn't there. I mean, now I know the love is there. I hope it's love not just some kind of fling. I guess I am just too insecure. I just feel like he deserves so much more than me. So much more than I could ever have. It feels like I love him and care for him more than anything I ever have. I sound so fucking pathetic. I tried to deny my feelings but then I realized I do love him. I guess it was because, when I was sad, I wanted him to comfort me. When I was happy, I wanted him to be there to enjoy it with me. But it fucking sucks that I have to keep it all a secret from all the closed-minded homophobics. Well back to school time. Better get Yugi up. I cannot stand his constant "Anzu" yells.
"Yugi! Yugi get up. We have to get ready. School starts again today," Yami said as he shook the small boy.
"Fine," Yugi said as he pushed the covers off himself and followed Yami into the kitchen.
Yugi began to pour himself a bowl of `Fruit Loops'. Yami just made himself coffee and sat down at the table.
(*A/N- Yes they are allll addicted to coffee)
"Aren't you going to eat anything?" Yugi said flicking a blue fruit loop off his spoon.
"No. I am not very hungry. Coffee will do just fine," he replied and sipped the coffee, "Besides, I could stand to lose some weight."
" YOU? Please Yami. You are very skinny. You are so skinny your withering away in those leather clothes."
"Suurree I am," Yami said and gave a sarcastic okay sign.
"Well, let's get moving. It's almost 7 and we still have to get dressed and walk all the way to school." Yugi said putting his bowl in the sink.
"//Yay, now I get to go to hell and see my little demon god! Did I just call him a demon god.. Okay I must be really loosing it now.\\" Yami thought as he slipped on his leather pants.
*Seto's Point of View*
Seto climbed into the back of his limo after dropping Mokuba off at school.
"Ah finally alone. I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Considering how my thoughts wander. I wish he was here. Damn him and his.. I dunno,
ish-ness! There. Yes, him and his ish-ness. Am I talking to myself? I am such a weirdo. Yes, I, Seto Kaiba, a queer weirdo. But hey, the pole isn't shoved so far up my ass anymore so it's progress.. Damn it, it's fucking raining again. Didn't it just stop?" He said quietly as he looked out a tinted window.
"Is that Yami, and Yugi? Walking to school in this kind of rain? Maybe I should give them a ride," he said and motioned to the driver to pull over and rolled down his window.
"Well, well, well, the king of games and his aibou walking down the street in the rain. Need a ride?" he asked as Yami looked at him with horror. He gave him a wink and they climbed in.
"Thanks Kaiba!" Yugi said cheerfully.
"Yes, thank you. It was very nice of you," Yami said his voice cracking.
"Mm hm. So did you have a good break?" Seto asked.
"I enjoyed it," Yami said looking at Seto who smirked.
"I thought it was nice to get away from school," Yugi added.
"Yes, yes it was. Ah, here we are," Seto said and opened the door.
"Thanks again Kaiba. Wow we're early," Yugi said.
"Yes, well I have to go to the bathroom," Seto said and began walking away.
"And.. I am hungry so I am going to the um.. cafeteria, meet up with you later Yugi," he said and walked quickly towards Seto.
"Okay then, bye!," he yelled and walked towards Joey who was sitting on the steps.
*Yami's POV*
I quickened my pace to catch up with Seto. That CEO was NOT getting off that easy. I saw him look back at me and he smirked. He knew I was following him. He turned a corner sharply and went up the stairs. There was nobody there so he stopped and faced me.
"I can't believe I can't stop thinking about you," he said and looked at me who was climbing the steps towards him.
"Shh.. don't think about that now. Let's just--" I was cut off by his lips pressing against mine. I felt consumed again. Like he was sending electrons through my bones. We sat on the steps and just kissed. It felt like his body was made for mine and we fit so perfectly together. As I was kissing him I heard a gasp that wasn't his and broke away.
It was Bakura. He was now laughing hysterically. "You.. and HIM? Faggots? Seto Kaiba a fag?! With the ex-pharaoh of Egypt? This is so funny!," he laughed and started to walk away.
"No! Bakura come back you can't tell anyone!" I yelled but it was too late he had already left. I looked at Seto who was looking at me and we both ran in different directions.
*Normal POV*
Bakura was standing on all of his textbooks in the middle of the hallway when Yami came out from the stairwell.
"Everyone! I have interesting news concerning the infamous Seto Kaiba!" Bakura yelled.
Yami ran as fast as he could but was blocked by a heavy crowd formed around Bakura. He smirked evilly, obviously enjoying this very much.
"He is gay!" Bakura said and there were many gasps from the crowd.
Yami saw Yugi, Joey, Honda, and Anzu all look at him open mouthed.
"And... he is currently seeing Yami Moutou!" Bakura added and stepped down from his textbooks.
Yami finally broke into the crowd.
" It's not true! He's lying!" Yami screamed but nobody was listening. He knew this would mean Seto and he would have to lay low for a while and not see each other to raise suspicion.
"Yami, how could you? With Seto? After what he has done to you and I?" Yugi said tearfully.
"Yugi wait!" Yami called as Yugi ran down the hall.
*Yami's POV*
Now everybody knows. Seto and I. Rivals of past and present. But also lovers. I cannot deny that I love him. I do. Nothing can ever break that. But now I can't see him again until this dies down. Fucking Bakura. Evil asshole. Just had to tell the whole school didn't he? Okay better pay attention or the drunk teacher will reprimand me with that horrible breath of hers.
Seto, he looks so depressed sitting there. The way he wears his uniform. The jacket buttoned up all the way. It makes me want to rip it off. Why me?
*Seto's POV*
I am going to kill that Bakura. Exposing me like that. What have I ever done to him? Okay so maybe I have been a jerk off to him and Malik. Which reminds me. They're gay too. I saw them making out at the beach.
That was just gross. An image that will further poison the contents of my brain. Yami, trying to concentrate. If only we were Yami and Hikari. Then I could talk to him right now.
This is torture. Everyone is looking at me. Fucking retards. So I'm gay. What's the big deal? Lots of men are gay. Just because I am is nothing to make a big deal out of. Okay maybe it is. But--
*Normal POV*
His thoughts were cut off by the drunk teacher slapping his desk with her ruler.
"Mr. Kaiba! You were... not.. listening to.. me! Why.. do.. you even bother.. coming to.. school.. anyway?" she asked beginning to lose interest.
He glared at her. Then he got up and said, " I don't know." Then he walked out of the door.
"Mr. Kaiba! I will.. call.. your parents..."
"Oh I am not scared all of my family is dead!" With that he slammed the door and called his limo driver. Within a matter of minutes the limo arrived and he climbed in.
*Seto's POV*
"//Fuck. I need another vacation.\\" He thought.
He opened up his mini bar in the back of his limo.
"Rum, scotch, vodka, champagne, wine.. gods I am one big alcoholic," he said and took out the vodka and a lemon, "Ah the sweet taste of alcohol."
The limo pulled up in front of the Kaiba mansion and Seto walked inside.
"//I need a nap\\" he thought and walked upstairs to his room. The bed was made even thought he left it messy earlier that morning. He flopped onto the bed and began to drift asleep.
*Yami's POV*
I can't believe he just left school like that. I wonder if he'll come back. Like he needs to, he's already the biggest brain in the class, although he might have a drinking problem. Oh well. I hope I can just see him again. Now that everyone knows we're in a relationship together I cannot decide if we should hide it and deny it or embrace it as a new beginning? Damn Yugi keeps looking at me so hatefully. Poor kid, he just doesn't know what to think. Its like he's afraid to walk close to me now.
Oh god Seto I need you right now. Right here to be with me. Goddammit, why can't I just have you?
"Yami," Yugi muttered sheepishly.
"Yes Yugi?" Yami replied quite shocked by his sudden comment.
"I want to know the truth. Do you really have feelings for Seto, honestly?" he asked.
"Yes Yugi. I do, I am sorry I hid it from you," Yami said.
" But how!? I don't know how you can have feelings for him! I just don't understand, he's so cruel and cold-hearted Yami," Yugi cried.
"Yugi you have to understand, he isn't like that when I am around him. It's like he's another person. He really is a nice guy," Yami said, rubbing Yugi's shoulder, " Please aibou try to understand."
"I.. I'll try Yami," Yugi said and they walked into the Game Shop.
*Seto's POV*
It was a misty mountain top. Crisp clean air touched my face gently as the sun set behind the clouds in front of me, turning them orange and pink.
"It's beautiful isn't it?"
I heard a voice say. I turned around and there was the Pharaoh. He looked at me and I smiled.
"Yeah.. it is," I replied dazily.
"Not as beautiful as you are my love," Yami whispered and kissed me passionately. His warm lips brushing against mine and his tongue mving along my bottom lips. I opened my mouth anf felt his tongue and mine Twisting together nicely. I broke away and he held me.
" No I am not beautiful, never as much as you," I said gazing at the pools of blood which were his eyes.
"You are, I love you Seto," Yami said back, and kissed my cheek as the sun sank lower and lower.
"Love you too Yami," I said, " Always.."
"Mr. Kaiba.. Mr. Kaiba!" I awoke to see Celia shaking me.
"What is it?" I asked irritably.
"I just thought you might want some dinner, I made beef stew," she said and walked out of my room.
I walked downstairs and saw Mokuba eating his beef stew happily.
"Hey Seto!" He greeted.
"Hello Mokuba," I said back, " No thanks Celia, I am going to go out."
"Okay Mr. Kaiba! Have a good time!" She said.
"Have a good time Seto!" Mokuba said.
"Yeah, I'll work on that," I said sarcastically and left.
"//All right where to go where to go? I could go to a bar, or a club? Yeah they have that new bar/ club, on, Ryouko Blvd. Eh, sounds good, it could keep my mind off Yami for an hour at least. Where did I put my car keys?\\" Seto thought as he rummaged through his trenchcoat pockets.
*Yami's POV*
"Hey Yami?" Yugi asked.
"Yes, Yugi, what is it?" Yami said looking up from his notebook he was writing in earlier this morning.
"Anzu just called and said she was going out with Honda and Joey to that new club on Ryouko Blvd. She wanted to know if you and I wanted to go with them. So how's about it?" Yugi said quietly looking at his Yami with a hopeful expression.
"I suppose I can tag along with you guys, give you advice on Anzu," Yami replied closing his notebook.
"Thanks Yami! Wait.. Who said I said I need advice on Anzu?" Yugi asked.
"Oh, come on aibou, you don't know what to do when you're around girls. But it's okay that's what I'm here for," Yami said.
Yugi smiled at him. Yami could see he was still uneasy about Yami's feelings for Seto.
"Come let's get ready. Where are we meeting the gang?" Yami asked.
``Downstairs in twenty minutes," Yugi said and walked over to their closet to pick out and outfit to wear.
"//My aibou, so sweet and innocent. What a beautiful sunset\\" Yami thought as he gazed out the window. The sky was a creamy peach and pink with a few blood-stained clouds and the sun was a fiery orange.
Yami sighed as he wished Seto was there to experience the breath taking-ness of it.
"You okay Yami?" Yugi asked as he looked over at Yami. "You were spacing out."
Yami shook his head making his wild hair shake as it caught the sun.
"I'm.. fine.." He said and sighed.
"Yami? You really like Seto, don't you?" Yugi inquired.
"...Yes aibou, I really like Seto... really," Yami replied as he tried hard to hold back the tears he had in his eyes.
"//Who am I kidding? I love Seto.. He makes me feel like I.. belong. Like I am loved and wanted. Maybe that IS true love.. but true love could mean a different thing for everybody.. I mean, hardly anybody finds their soulmate when they're in high school.. right? I can believe I am thinking of soul mates when, I don't even know what I want. Well I know I want him.. but it feels deeper than that. God I want to cry.. No. I can't cry. Not over love.\\" Yami thought to himself as he picked out his clothes for the evening.
He pulled out a dark blue zip-up vest with no sleeves and lots of pockets. He put on a tight, white, long-sleeved shirt underneath, and blue leather pants with his famous two belts. He went into the bathroom and looked at his reflection.
"//Ra, I look horrible. I look like the life as been drained out of me. My skin is so pale and blotchy and, I have horrible dark circles under me eyes. Speaking of eyes, my eyes are so, dazed looking. So blank, like nothing is there behind them. Oh whatever, let me just put some more gel in my hair and then we can get going to this club out of the way.\\"
*Seto's POV*
"Finally I found my damn keys." Seto said as he pulled out a long strand of silver keys with various key chains. "Let's hope this is worth it." He said as he started the car and started to drive towards Ryouko Blvd.
He stopped at a light and put on the radio.
"i'Cause we lost it all.. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be.. perfect../i"
"That's awfully sad.. Whatever might as well listen to this.." Seto said as he began to drive again.
"iNow it's just too late and we can't go back. I'm sorry, I can't be.. perfect../i"
"//Maybe a different station this song is getting.. depressing..\\" Seto thought as he browsed through the stations.
He found nothing good so he went back to Simple Plan.
"i I try not to think, about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be, my, hero?/i"
"//Oh damn I'm here better find a place to park\\"
"iAll the days you spend with me.. Now seem so far away/i"
Seto spotted a sign that said `Parking for Pyro Static night club'.
"Ah, parking." Seto said and turned off the radio.
He pulled his car in a spot and got out of the car. He was wearing a black trenchcoat, a white shirt that fit his toned muscles perfectly, and leather pants with his Kaiba Corp. belt.
He approached the entrance and saw the colorful `Grand Opening!' sign. He entered the club and was engulfed by horribly loud music and very dim flashy lights.
"//This place is a hell hole waiting to have the cops called on them.. Oh well could always sit at the bar and have a drink.. Yeah that sounds good.\\ Seto thought as he made his way through the large crowd as a few girls looked at him and giggled.
He sat down at the bar next to a guy who looked a little older than him wearing blue jeans and a red shirt. The bartender was a short blonde with crimped hair and a shirt that said `Club Pyro Static" that had been cut to be very revealing.
"What can I get for y'all?" The bartender said to Seto with a southern accent.
"I'll have a beer," Seto replied as the bartender began to pour him a mug.
"Thanks," he said as she handed the glass to him.
*Yami's POV*
I walked downstairs with Yugi and saw the gang sitting around looking rather bored.
"Jeez, what took ya so long I am dying to go check out this place already." Joey said.
"Okay Joey lets go," I said as we walked out of the game shop and began walking towards Ryouko Blvd.
"Bye Grandpa!" Yugi yelled to his grandfather who was sweeping outside.
"Goodbye Yugi and Yami and oh.. everyone else!" Sorougoku Moutou yelled back and waved then went back to sweeping.
After the very long walk to Ryouko Blvd (even longer than normal because Joey had to stop for Pizza) we arrived at this club called `Pyro Static'.
*Normal POV*
"We're here!" Yugi sighed and then they all walked through the doorway.
"Oh my," Anzu gasped as she saw the atmosphere of the club. "I thought this was a nice club where I could show off my dancing skills." She whined as the gang approached a thick crowd gathered around a large stage with an exotic dancer flirting with onlookers.
Yami looked around, not interested in the dancer and saw Bakura and Malik making out on a comfortable looking couch in the corner close to the bar.
*Yami's POV*
"//I can't believe Bakura is gay too. Seems there are more and more gay couples now days. Maybe I should go talk to him.. Nah, let them have their `fun'\\" Yami thought as he started to walk away from the gang.
"//I miss you Seto..\\" He walked towards the bar and spotted Seto drinking a beer.
He went over to him and tapped his shoulder lightly and whispered dangerously close to his lover's ear, "Didn't think I'd find you hear.."
"...Yami," he gasped as he turned around to face Yami, his eyes were sparkling against the dim flashing lights in the background.
"Come on, lets go outside.." Yami said mysteriously tugging at Seto's arm.
He looked around the club and saw that Yugi was with Joey and Honda looking at Anzu dancing on one of the stages, as they proceeded towards the exit.
*Seto's POV*
"//Oh my Ra. I can't believe I saw him.. I am so glad.. Happiness, something I haven't felt in a while, only when I am around him.\\"
He looked over at Yami. "//I ache for that Pharaoh..\\"
"I can't take this.. I can't take it Yami.. I want you so bad.. it hurts.." Seto said painfully, putting both his hands on Yami's shoulders.
Yami looked at him, his beautiful eyes painfully jabbing at the insides of Seto's soul.
"I NEED you Seto, I love you.." Yami weakly said. He took one of Seto's hands and rubbed it against his cheek and kissed it ever so lightly. "Your touch, your kiss, your eyes, your voice.. It makes me want to just melt.."
"I.. I love you too, Yami," Seto replied and pulled Yami closer holding him.
"You.. do?" Yami said looking up at the taller boy who had him in his arms.
"But of course."
Seto could feel warm tears through his tight shirt. "Whats wrong?" He asked with a worried look.
"It just.. feels like, you deserve so much better than me. I don't deserve you and I just love you so much.." Yami cried. Seto just held him tighter and kissed a tear comming from his eyes.
"Shh, of course I deserve you. Nobdy could be better for me than you, Yami." Seto cooed. He could see Yami shivered as a breaze blew by. Seto took of his trenchcoat and draped it over Yami's shoulders. "Come on lets go," Seto said and took Yami's hand walking him towards the parking lot.
"Where are we going?" Yami asked looking puzzled clutching the sides of the trenchcoat.
"Just get in," he said and opened the car door. "Maybe we'll go to Akiyama Mountain.. I have a small vacation house there.."
"Its beautiful up there.." Yami sighed.
"I know.. Its also very.. secluded" Seto said. He began to drive as Yami rested on his shoulder. In a few minutes, Yami was asleep, and Seto kept driving. In an hour they arrived at Seto's vacation house at Akiyama Mountain.
"Yami.. wake up.." Seto said lightly in Yami's ear. He was still fast asleep.
Seto sighed and kissed Yami hard on the lips making him sit up and gasp for air.
"Ah, I knew that would wake you up.." Seto laughed and opened the door for Yami who climbed out.
He looked at the house.
"This.. is SMALL?" He gasped at the two story house with a beatiful porch and lovely bay windows.
"Come on let's go inside," Seto said.
Once inside Seto called his brother while Yami looked around.
*Yami's POV*
"//This is incredible. I can't believe I am in this beautiful place.. with him. This is amazing. I. Can't. Breathe.\\" Yami thought as he sat down next to Seto who was saying his goodbyes to Mokuba.
Once he hung up the phone he looked at me with those eyes. So beautiful. I realized I was still wearing his trenchcoat. It smelled like him and it was so comfortable. I guess I mainly like wearing it because it was HIS..
I began to take it off and fold it very nicely handing it to Seto.
"You keep it. You seem to like it." Seto said handing it back.
"Thank you.." I said back and hugged him. I could feel his muscles again and rubbed his back. Seto pulled me on his lap and kissed my neck very softly it made my skin prickle. I put my arms around his neck and crushed my lips against his, making him fall back on the couch. He smiled at me and I curled up next to him leaning my head on his chest falling asleep slowly as he caressed my cheek.
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Faith- You may all go `Aww' now because I have decided to do a cliffhanger ish type thing.
People who read- Damn you!!
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Seto- Oh Ra..
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Faith- Psh.. whatever.. anyway the song on the radio by the way is `Perfect' by Simple Plan.. I will try to write more guys..Thanks
So um enjoy the fic!
Rated R for graphic language and some yaoi sexuality (boy + boy) Summary- Just the second chapter. Basically more angst and desire between Seto and Yami.
Disclaimer- I STILL don't own yuugioh
It was five AM in the Kaiba mansion (and everywhere else for that matter). There was no noise to be heard, and the sun was beginning to rise outside. Mokuba Kaiba was sleeping peacefully in his quite messy room, and his older brother, the wealthy inheritor of Kaiba Corp., was awakened by his alarm clock on his night stand.
"//Bleh.. winter break is over and now its back to school. Great, that week lasted so fucking long. I wonder what pointless crap we shall learn in the second semester with that annoying teacher who talks like she's drunk all the time? Why do I get up so early anyway? Its five am, school doesn't start for almost 3 hours. But my slaves are back! Goodie! Coffee time.\\" Seto thought as he put on a silk robe and walked down stairs.
"Good morning Mr. Kaiba!" greeted a cheerful looking maid with red hair, "What can I get for you?"
"Just some black coffee please," He said rather tiredly.
She made the coffee and he looked at the newspaper she set in front of him.
"//This is one of the best servants I have ever had. She's so, nice\\" he thought.
The front page of the paper had Otogi on it.
"//I guess he finally got that idiotic game of the ground. Hmm.. whatever. Seems it could be amusing, not as amusing as that pharaoh. Oh here we go again. That wasn't enough?! That great night just made me want him more. Fuck it, I give up on trying to figure love out. I hate emotions. I wish I could lock them inside of me and never feel their harshness. Usually I would just have one night like that and forget the person existed. But he is different. I don't want to hurt him. It's like, I just want him to feel like he can be with me and feel comfortable.\\" His servant placed the coffee in front of him.
"What's your name?" he asked.
"Celia," she said.
"You're here awfully early," he said smirking.
"Well the person who told me I should work here said you needed servants to be here early and late so here I am," she replied and smiled.
"//Oh gods, another one who likes me. What is it with you women?! I am a cold-hearted, stuck up, uptight, asshole, and you still like me? Great, a servant who will do whatever I say.\\" He looked at her eyes, they were a nice color, green with brown and hints of orange.
"//Bleh, I do not like women. I like guys. Wow that's the first time I have said that. I should fire her. But that would be wrong.. What am I saying? I am wrong, I shouldn't give a shit if she cares about this job. Damn Yami and his softening me. I used the be a fucking asshole!\\ He started to become flustered and went to go get changed, it was after all, six o clock.
"//This is going to be a trying day..\\" He thought.
*Moutou Residence*
Yami sat awake in bed writing something down.
Yami's writing:
Thoughts I need to address..
Yes, I finally got to see Seto. More than just that. I got to feel him next to me. His warmth enclosing around me like some beautiful steam. I just felt caught in a dream. I was surprised he wanted me back. It boosted my self esteem knowing I am not chasing after something that isn't there. I mean, now I know the love is there. I hope it's love not just some kind of fling. I guess I am just too insecure. I just feel like he deserves so much more than me. So much more than I could ever have. It feels like I love him and care for him more than anything I ever have. I sound so fucking pathetic. I tried to deny my feelings but then I realized I do love him. I guess it was because, when I was sad, I wanted him to comfort me. When I was happy, I wanted him to be there to enjoy it with me. But it fucking sucks that I have to keep it all a secret from all the closed-minded homophobics. Well back to school time. Better get Yugi up. I cannot stand his constant "Anzu" yells.
"Yugi! Yugi get up. We have to get ready. School starts again today," Yami said as he shook the small boy.
"Fine," Yugi said as he pushed the covers off himself and followed Yami into the kitchen.
Yugi began to pour himself a bowl of `Fruit Loops'. Yami just made himself coffee and sat down at the table.
(*A/N- Yes they are allll addicted to coffee)
"Aren't you going to eat anything?" Yugi said flicking a blue fruit loop off his spoon.
"No. I am not very hungry. Coffee will do just fine," he replied and sipped the coffee, "Besides, I could stand to lose some weight."
" YOU? Please Yami. You are very skinny. You are so skinny your withering away in those leather clothes."
"Suurree I am," Yami said and gave a sarcastic okay sign.
"Well, let's get moving. It's almost 7 and we still have to get dressed and walk all the way to school." Yugi said putting his bowl in the sink.
"//Yay, now I get to go to hell and see my little demon god! Did I just call him a demon god.. Okay I must be really loosing it now.\\" Yami thought as he slipped on his leather pants.
*Seto's Point of View*
Seto climbed into the back of his limo after dropping Mokuba off at school.
"Ah finally alone. I am not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Considering how my thoughts wander. I wish he was here. Damn him and his.. I dunno,
ish-ness! There. Yes, him and his ish-ness. Am I talking to myself? I am such a weirdo. Yes, I, Seto Kaiba, a queer weirdo. But hey, the pole isn't shoved so far up my ass anymore so it's progress.. Damn it, it's fucking raining again. Didn't it just stop?" He said quietly as he looked out a tinted window.
"Is that Yami, and Yugi? Walking to school in this kind of rain? Maybe I should give them a ride," he said and motioned to the driver to pull over and rolled down his window.
"Well, well, well, the king of games and his aibou walking down the street in the rain. Need a ride?" he asked as Yami looked at him with horror. He gave him a wink and they climbed in.
"Thanks Kaiba!" Yugi said cheerfully.
"Yes, thank you. It was very nice of you," Yami said his voice cracking.
"Mm hm. So did you have a good break?" Seto asked.
"I enjoyed it," Yami said looking at Seto who smirked.
"I thought it was nice to get away from school," Yugi added.
"Yes, yes it was. Ah, here we are," Seto said and opened the door.
"Thanks again Kaiba. Wow we're early," Yugi said.
"Yes, well I have to go to the bathroom," Seto said and began walking away.
"And.. I am hungry so I am going to the um.. cafeteria, meet up with you later Yugi," he said and walked quickly towards Seto.
"Okay then, bye!," he yelled and walked towards Joey who was sitting on the steps.
*Yami's POV*
I quickened my pace to catch up with Seto. That CEO was NOT getting off that easy. I saw him look back at me and he smirked. He knew I was following him. He turned a corner sharply and went up the stairs. There was nobody there so he stopped and faced me.
"I can't believe I can't stop thinking about you," he said and looked at me who was climbing the steps towards him.
"Shh.. don't think about that now. Let's just--" I was cut off by his lips pressing against mine. I felt consumed again. Like he was sending electrons through my bones. We sat on the steps and just kissed. It felt like his body was made for mine and we fit so perfectly together. As I was kissing him I heard a gasp that wasn't his and broke away.
It was Bakura. He was now laughing hysterically. "You.. and HIM? Faggots? Seto Kaiba a fag?! With the ex-pharaoh of Egypt? This is so funny!," he laughed and started to walk away.
"No! Bakura come back you can't tell anyone!" I yelled but it was too late he had already left. I looked at Seto who was looking at me and we both ran in different directions.
*Normal POV*
Bakura was standing on all of his textbooks in the middle of the hallway when Yami came out from the stairwell.
"Everyone! I have interesting news concerning the infamous Seto Kaiba!" Bakura yelled.
Yami ran as fast as he could but was blocked by a heavy crowd formed around Bakura. He smirked evilly, obviously enjoying this very much.
"He is gay!" Bakura said and there were many gasps from the crowd.
Yami saw Yugi, Joey, Honda, and Anzu all look at him open mouthed.
"And... he is currently seeing Yami Moutou!" Bakura added and stepped down from his textbooks.
Yami finally broke into the crowd.
" It's not true! He's lying!" Yami screamed but nobody was listening. He knew this would mean Seto and he would have to lay low for a while and not see each other to raise suspicion.
"Yami, how could you? With Seto? After what he has done to you and I?" Yugi said tearfully.
"Yugi wait!" Yami called as Yugi ran down the hall.
*Yami's POV*
Now everybody knows. Seto and I. Rivals of past and present. But also lovers. I cannot deny that I love him. I do. Nothing can ever break that. But now I can't see him again until this dies down. Fucking Bakura. Evil asshole. Just had to tell the whole school didn't he? Okay better pay attention or the drunk teacher will reprimand me with that horrible breath of hers.
Seto, he looks so depressed sitting there. The way he wears his uniform. The jacket buttoned up all the way. It makes me want to rip it off. Why me?
*Seto's POV*
I am going to kill that Bakura. Exposing me like that. What have I ever done to him? Okay so maybe I have been a jerk off to him and Malik. Which reminds me. They're gay too. I saw them making out at the beach.
That was just gross. An image that will further poison the contents of my brain. Yami, trying to concentrate. If only we were Yami and Hikari. Then I could talk to him right now.
This is torture. Everyone is looking at me. Fucking retards. So I'm gay. What's the big deal? Lots of men are gay. Just because I am is nothing to make a big deal out of. Okay maybe it is. But--
*Normal POV*
His thoughts were cut off by the drunk teacher slapping his desk with her ruler.
"Mr. Kaiba! You were... not.. listening to.. me! Why.. do.. you even bother.. coming to.. school.. anyway?" she asked beginning to lose interest.
He glared at her. Then he got up and said, " I don't know." Then he walked out of the door.
"Mr. Kaiba! I will.. call.. your parents..."
"Oh I am not scared all of my family is dead!" With that he slammed the door and called his limo driver. Within a matter of minutes the limo arrived and he climbed in.
*Seto's POV*
"//Fuck. I need another vacation.\\" He thought.
He opened up his mini bar in the back of his limo.
"Rum, scotch, vodka, champagne, wine.. gods I am one big alcoholic," he said and took out the vodka and a lemon, "Ah the sweet taste of alcohol."
The limo pulled up in front of the Kaiba mansion and Seto walked inside.
"//I need a nap\\" he thought and walked upstairs to his room. The bed was made even thought he left it messy earlier that morning. He flopped onto the bed and began to drift asleep.
*Yami's POV*
I can't believe he just left school like that. I wonder if he'll come back. Like he needs to, he's already the biggest brain in the class, although he might have a drinking problem. Oh well. I hope I can just see him again. Now that everyone knows we're in a relationship together I cannot decide if we should hide it and deny it or embrace it as a new beginning? Damn Yugi keeps looking at me so hatefully. Poor kid, he just doesn't know what to think. Its like he's afraid to walk close to me now.
Oh god Seto I need you right now. Right here to be with me. Goddammit, why can't I just have you?
"Yami," Yugi muttered sheepishly.
"Yes Yugi?" Yami replied quite shocked by his sudden comment.
"I want to know the truth. Do you really have feelings for Seto, honestly?" he asked.
"Yes Yugi. I do, I am sorry I hid it from you," Yami said.
" But how!? I don't know how you can have feelings for him! I just don't understand, he's so cruel and cold-hearted Yami," Yugi cried.
"Yugi you have to understand, he isn't like that when I am around him. It's like he's another person. He really is a nice guy," Yami said, rubbing Yugi's shoulder, " Please aibou try to understand."
"I.. I'll try Yami," Yugi said and they walked into the Game Shop.
*Seto's POV*
It was a misty mountain top. Crisp clean air touched my face gently as the sun set behind the clouds in front of me, turning them orange and pink.
"It's beautiful isn't it?"
I heard a voice say. I turned around and there was the Pharaoh. He looked at me and I smiled.
"Yeah.. it is," I replied dazily.
"Not as beautiful as you are my love," Yami whispered and kissed me passionately. His warm lips brushing against mine and his tongue mving along my bottom lips. I opened my mouth anf felt his tongue and mine Twisting together nicely. I broke away and he held me.
" No I am not beautiful, never as much as you," I said gazing at the pools of blood which were his eyes.
"You are, I love you Seto," Yami said back, and kissed my cheek as the sun sank lower and lower.
"Love you too Yami," I said, " Always.."
"Mr. Kaiba.. Mr. Kaiba!" I awoke to see Celia shaking me.
"What is it?" I asked irritably.
"I just thought you might want some dinner, I made beef stew," she said and walked out of my room.
I walked downstairs and saw Mokuba eating his beef stew happily.
"Hey Seto!" He greeted.
"Hello Mokuba," I said back, " No thanks Celia, I am going to go out."
"Okay Mr. Kaiba! Have a good time!" She said.
"Have a good time Seto!" Mokuba said.
"Yeah, I'll work on that," I said sarcastically and left.
"//All right where to go where to go? I could go to a bar, or a club? Yeah they have that new bar/ club, on, Ryouko Blvd. Eh, sounds good, it could keep my mind off Yami for an hour at least. Where did I put my car keys?\\" Seto thought as he rummaged through his trenchcoat pockets.
*Yami's POV*
"Hey Yami?" Yugi asked.
"Yes, Yugi, what is it?" Yami said looking up from his notebook he was writing in earlier this morning.
"Anzu just called and said she was going out with Honda and Joey to that new club on Ryouko Blvd. She wanted to know if you and I wanted to go with them. So how's about it?" Yugi said quietly looking at his Yami with a hopeful expression.
"I suppose I can tag along with you guys, give you advice on Anzu," Yami replied closing his notebook.
"Thanks Yami! Wait.. Who said I said I need advice on Anzu?" Yugi asked.
"Oh, come on aibou, you don't know what to do when you're around girls. But it's okay that's what I'm here for," Yami said.
Yugi smiled at him. Yami could see he was still uneasy about Yami's feelings for Seto.
"Come let's get ready. Where are we meeting the gang?" Yami asked.
``Downstairs in twenty minutes," Yugi said and walked over to their closet to pick out and outfit to wear.
"//My aibou, so sweet and innocent. What a beautiful sunset\\" Yami thought as he gazed out the window. The sky was a creamy peach and pink with a few blood-stained clouds and the sun was a fiery orange.
Yami sighed as he wished Seto was there to experience the breath taking-ness of it.
"You okay Yami?" Yugi asked as he looked over at Yami. "You were spacing out."
Yami shook his head making his wild hair shake as it caught the sun.
"I'm.. fine.." He said and sighed.
"Yami? You really like Seto, don't you?" Yugi inquired.
"...Yes aibou, I really like Seto... really," Yami replied as he tried hard to hold back the tears he had in his eyes.
"//Who am I kidding? I love Seto.. He makes me feel like I.. belong. Like I am loved and wanted. Maybe that IS true love.. but true love could mean a different thing for everybody.. I mean, hardly anybody finds their soulmate when they're in high school.. right? I can believe I am thinking of soul mates when, I don't even know what I want. Well I know I want him.. but it feels deeper than that. God I want to cry.. No. I can't cry. Not over love.\\" Yami thought to himself as he picked out his clothes for the evening.
He pulled out a dark blue zip-up vest with no sleeves and lots of pockets. He put on a tight, white, long-sleeved shirt underneath, and blue leather pants with his famous two belts. He went into the bathroom and looked at his reflection.
"//Ra, I look horrible. I look like the life as been drained out of me. My skin is so pale and blotchy and, I have horrible dark circles under me eyes. Speaking of eyes, my eyes are so, dazed looking. So blank, like nothing is there behind them. Oh whatever, let me just put some more gel in my hair and then we can get going to this club out of the way.\\"
*Seto's POV*
"Finally I found my damn keys." Seto said as he pulled out a long strand of silver keys with various key chains. "Let's hope this is worth it." He said as he started the car and started to drive towards Ryouko Blvd.
He stopped at a light and put on the radio.
"i'Cause we lost it all.. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be.. perfect../i"
"That's awfully sad.. Whatever might as well listen to this.." Seto said as he began to drive again.
"iNow it's just too late and we can't go back. I'm sorry, I can't be.. perfect../i"
"//Maybe a different station this song is getting.. depressing..\\" Seto thought as he browsed through the stations.
He found nothing good so he went back to Simple Plan.
"i I try not to think, about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be, my, hero?/i"
"//Oh damn I'm here better find a place to park\\"
"iAll the days you spend with me.. Now seem so far away/i"
Seto spotted a sign that said `Parking for Pyro Static night club'.
"Ah, parking." Seto said and turned off the radio.
He pulled his car in a spot and got out of the car. He was wearing a black trenchcoat, a white shirt that fit his toned muscles perfectly, and leather pants with his Kaiba Corp. belt.
He approached the entrance and saw the colorful `Grand Opening!' sign. He entered the club and was engulfed by horribly loud music and very dim flashy lights.
"//This place is a hell hole waiting to have the cops called on them.. Oh well could always sit at the bar and have a drink.. Yeah that sounds good.\\ Seto thought as he made his way through the large crowd as a few girls looked at him and giggled.
He sat down at the bar next to a guy who looked a little older than him wearing blue jeans and a red shirt. The bartender was a short blonde with crimped hair and a shirt that said `Club Pyro Static" that had been cut to be very revealing.
"What can I get for y'all?" The bartender said to Seto with a southern accent.
"I'll have a beer," Seto replied as the bartender began to pour him a mug.
"Thanks," he said as she handed the glass to him.
*Yami's POV*
I walked downstairs with Yugi and saw the gang sitting around looking rather bored.
"Jeez, what took ya so long I am dying to go check out this place already." Joey said.
"Okay Joey lets go," I said as we walked out of the game shop and began walking towards Ryouko Blvd.
"Bye Grandpa!" Yugi yelled to his grandfather who was sweeping outside.
"Goodbye Yugi and Yami and oh.. everyone else!" Sorougoku Moutou yelled back and waved then went back to sweeping.
After the very long walk to Ryouko Blvd (even longer than normal because Joey had to stop for Pizza) we arrived at this club called `Pyro Static'.
*Normal POV*
"We're here!" Yugi sighed and then they all walked through the doorway.
"Oh my," Anzu gasped as she saw the atmosphere of the club. "I thought this was a nice club where I could show off my dancing skills." She whined as the gang approached a thick crowd gathered around a large stage with an exotic dancer flirting with onlookers.
Yami looked around, not interested in the dancer and saw Bakura and Malik making out on a comfortable looking couch in the corner close to the bar.
*Yami's POV*
"//I can't believe Bakura is gay too. Seems there are more and more gay couples now days. Maybe I should go talk to him.. Nah, let them have their `fun'\\" Yami thought as he started to walk away from the gang.
"//I miss you Seto..\\" He walked towards the bar and spotted Seto drinking a beer.
He went over to him and tapped his shoulder lightly and whispered dangerously close to his lover's ear, "Didn't think I'd find you hear.."
"...Yami," he gasped as he turned around to face Yami, his eyes were sparkling against the dim flashing lights in the background.
"Come on, lets go outside.." Yami said mysteriously tugging at Seto's arm.
He looked around the club and saw that Yugi was with Joey and Honda looking at Anzu dancing on one of the stages, as they proceeded towards the exit.
*Seto's POV*
"//Oh my Ra. I can't believe I saw him.. I am so glad.. Happiness, something I haven't felt in a while, only when I am around him.\\"
He looked over at Yami. "//I ache for that Pharaoh..\\"
"I can't take this.. I can't take it Yami.. I want you so bad.. it hurts.." Seto said painfully, putting both his hands on Yami's shoulders.
Yami looked at him, his beautiful eyes painfully jabbing at the insides of Seto's soul.
"I NEED you Seto, I love you.." Yami weakly said. He took one of Seto's hands and rubbed it against his cheek and kissed it ever so lightly. "Your touch, your kiss, your eyes, your voice.. It makes me want to just melt.."
"I.. I love you too, Yami," Seto replied and pulled Yami closer holding him.
"You.. do?" Yami said looking up at the taller boy who had him in his arms.
"But of course."
Seto could feel warm tears through his tight shirt. "Whats wrong?" He asked with a worried look.
"It just.. feels like, you deserve so much better than me. I don't deserve you and I just love you so much.." Yami cried. Seto just held him tighter and kissed a tear comming from his eyes.
"Shh, of course I deserve you. Nobdy could be better for me than you, Yami." Seto cooed. He could see Yami shivered as a breaze blew by. Seto took of his trenchcoat and draped it over Yami's shoulders. "Come on lets go," Seto said and took Yami's hand walking him towards the parking lot.
"Where are we going?" Yami asked looking puzzled clutching the sides of the trenchcoat.
"Just get in," he said and opened the car door. "Maybe we'll go to Akiyama Mountain.. I have a small vacation house there.."
"Its beautiful up there.." Yami sighed.
"I know.. Its also very.. secluded" Seto said. He began to drive as Yami rested on his shoulder. In a few minutes, Yami was asleep, and Seto kept driving. In an hour they arrived at Seto's vacation house at Akiyama Mountain.
"Yami.. wake up.." Seto said lightly in Yami's ear. He was still fast asleep.
Seto sighed and kissed Yami hard on the lips making him sit up and gasp for air.
"Ah, I knew that would wake you up.." Seto laughed and opened the door for Yami who climbed out.
He looked at the house.
"This.. is SMALL?" He gasped at the two story house with a beatiful porch and lovely bay windows.
"Come on let's go inside," Seto said.
Once inside Seto called his brother while Yami looked around.
*Yami's POV*
"//This is incredible. I can't believe I am in this beautiful place.. with him. This is amazing. I. Can't. Breathe.\\" Yami thought as he sat down next to Seto who was saying his goodbyes to Mokuba.
Once he hung up the phone he looked at me with those eyes. So beautiful. I realized I was still wearing his trenchcoat. It smelled like him and it was so comfortable. I guess I mainly like wearing it because it was HIS..
I began to take it off and fold it very nicely handing it to Seto.
"You keep it. You seem to like it." Seto said handing it back.
"Thank you.." I said back and hugged him. I could feel his muscles again and rubbed his back. Seto pulled me on his lap and kissed my neck very softly it made my skin prickle. I put my arms around his neck and crushed my lips against his, making him fall back on the couch. He smiled at me and I curled up next to him leaning my head on his chest falling asleep slowly as he caressed my cheek.
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Faith- You may all go `Aww' now because I have decided to do a cliffhanger ish type thing.
People who read- Damn you!!
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Seto- Oh Ra..
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Faith- Psh.. whatever.. anyway the song on the radio by the way is `Perfect' by Simple Plan.. I will try to write more guys..Thanks