"I Want"

I want to kill you

I want to help you survive.

I want to feel you.

To let me know you're alive.

I want to be you.

Then I would be the prize of perfection.

I want to win you.

Because, I'm nothing without winning.

I want to help you,

With what I'm not sure.

I want to cure you.

From the disease you've carried your whole life.

I want to hold you.

Because I know you want it too.

But I can't love you.

That's not what I do.