Chapter 2- Dramatic Sirius
Sirius ran out of the portrait hole and he ran out onto the grounds and onto the quidditch field. He sat down under the poles. He saw Remus, James, and Peter out on the field, looking for him.
"Sirius!" James called, hands cupped over his mouth to magnify the sound of his voice.
Sirius backed away, tripping over something, making a slight yelp of pain.
"He's over here!" Remus called, hurrying toward where Sirius was.
Sirius turned around and transformed into a dog and curled up in a dark corner. Remus crawled under the posts and went over to Sirius. James was next, and then Peter.
Remus shook Sirius slightly, but the dog made no movement of any sort, except for that of his furry chest moving up and down in the breathing rhythm.
"Sirius? Look I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. Okay?"
The dog looked up into Remus' eyes, and transformed back into the friend Remus, James, and Peter, knew and loved.
" No, you had the right to say every word you mouth uttered, and I know that."
And So, he got up and walked away.
A couple minutes later, Remus headed back to their dorm. There he found Sirius, Conjuring a rope and tying it in midair, made a noose hung it up and stuck his head in it.
"Oh , Sirius! Quit being dramatic! Erasero!" Remus said, walking into the room.
And with a gentle flick of his wand, the noose vanished.
Sirius didn't say anything, he just looked into Remus eyes, without blinking.
::God, I hate it when he does that. James, too. It feels as if they're looking right through me. It feels as if they are looking right through me. Such a disturbing thought.:: Remus thought.
::God, he has such beautiful eyes!:: Sirius thought.
Remus finally got Sirius down off the stool and got rid of that, too.
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The next night at dinner, Sirius never appeared. After dinner they all headed up toward their dormitory. When they got inside, Sirius stuff was gone, and there was a note on his bed it read,
Prongs, Moony, Wormtail-
Look, I betrayed you guys. I moved out so you could be alone, without me for a while. Don't bug me. I'm not telling you what room I moved into but, I can tell I'm very nearby.
-Padfoot
Remus rushed out of the room, up the stairs, one flight, and into a room on the left. Sirius was standing there with a razor inches from his wrist.
"Put it down, Sirius!"
"No, Remus!"
"Yes!"
"No! How'd you find me anyway?"
"You always come here when you're alone."
"How'd you know that?"
"I've seen you, and followed you. So I've seen you come here many times, when you told Peter, James, and I that you wanted to be alone."
"You're smart and usually prepared, Moony. I'll admit that." He said, with a smirk.
"What'd you mean, by 'I'm usually prepared'?"
"Well, were you prepared for this?!"
He muttered something and ropes shot out of the end of his wand and wrapped themselves around him, binding him, and making it almost impossible to move, even an inch.
"Well?! Were you my good friend, Moony?" He said, amusement in his voice, and an insanely scary grin on his face.
"No." Remus choked, looking terrified.
"Didn't you?! Hm, I guess Remus Lupin isn't always prepared then is he?!"
"Sirius, you're scaring me. Where have you put Padfoot?! Where?! Sirius, you sound like you're."
But, Sirius muttered something that sent a gag shooting straight out of his wand and gagging Remus.
"Like what, Moony?! Like I'm insane, crazy, or maybe you just think I've lost my mind altogether, is that it Moony?!"
He was grinning insanely at Remus, and Sirius' face was mere inches from Remus'.
"Lost my marbles, eh?! Or is their some proper term that I should be saying, Moony?! Maybe I'm, Mentally damaged for life?! Is that it?!"
Remus shook his head. Sirius turned back to the razor that was still in his hand. He put it onto his wrist, pressed it down, as hard as he could, bit his lip and pulled it down. Sirius slightly winced when the razor cut his skin. Remus turned his head away, tears filling his eyes, because he wanted the old Sirius back, his Sirius.
"Damn, I missed the vein." Remus heard Sirius mutter to himself. Remus just shivered at those words. Remus looked back toward Sirius who had the razor back inches from his wrist. Just then, the door slammed open and Peter and James rushed in. James frowned at Sirius and hurried over to him. He snatched the razor from his hands and threw it across the empty dorm.
"Wrapero!" James said, pointing his wand at Sirius' wrist.
Bandages flew out of James' wand and wrapped themselves around Sirius' wrist.
Sirius looked down at the carpet, because he knew that James was looking at him, very upset.
::What was I thinking?! I tied up Remus and acted like a maniac! Bad Sirius! Bad Sirius!:: Sirius thought.
"Inflamero!" Peter muttered and, the ropes broke at the point where his wand had touched the bindings. Remus got to his feet and pulled the gag out of his mouth.
"Sirius?! God, have you gone completely insane?! You tried to kill yourself!"
"Very good, Remus." Sirius said, sarcastically, not looking him in the eye.
"And I almost had to witness the suicide!" Remus continued, as if Sirius had not said anything rude, or for that matter anything at all.
"Okay, Moony. You wanna know?"
"Yeah. Why else would I ask?"
"Fine. Truthfully, I knew you were one of the only people I could take on. And I was right, it wasn't hard. At all."
"You're probably right Sirius, but I didn't want to witness you die. I'm your friend!"
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Sirius ran out of the portrait hole and he ran out onto the grounds and onto the quidditch field. He sat down under the poles. He saw Remus, James, and Peter out on the field, looking for him.
"Sirius!" James called, hands cupped over his mouth to magnify the sound of his voice.
Sirius backed away, tripping over something, making a slight yelp of pain.
"He's over here!" Remus called, hurrying toward where Sirius was.
Sirius turned around and transformed into a dog and curled up in a dark corner. Remus crawled under the posts and went over to Sirius. James was next, and then Peter.
Remus shook Sirius slightly, but the dog made no movement of any sort, except for that of his furry chest moving up and down in the breathing rhythm.
"Sirius? Look I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. Okay?"
The dog looked up into Remus' eyes, and transformed back into the friend Remus, James, and Peter, knew and loved.
" No, you had the right to say every word you mouth uttered, and I know that."
And So, he got up and walked away.
A couple minutes later, Remus headed back to their dorm. There he found Sirius, Conjuring a rope and tying it in midair, made a noose hung it up and stuck his head in it.
"Oh , Sirius! Quit being dramatic! Erasero!" Remus said, walking into the room.
And with a gentle flick of his wand, the noose vanished.
Sirius didn't say anything, he just looked into Remus eyes, without blinking.
::God, I hate it when he does that. James, too. It feels as if they're looking right through me. It feels as if they are looking right through me. Such a disturbing thought.:: Remus thought.
::God, he has such beautiful eyes!:: Sirius thought.
Remus finally got Sirius down off the stool and got rid of that, too.
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The next night at dinner, Sirius never appeared. After dinner they all headed up toward their dormitory. When they got inside, Sirius stuff was gone, and there was a note on his bed it read,
Prongs, Moony, Wormtail-
Look, I betrayed you guys. I moved out so you could be alone, without me for a while. Don't bug me. I'm not telling you what room I moved into but, I can tell I'm very nearby.
-Padfoot
Remus rushed out of the room, up the stairs, one flight, and into a room on the left. Sirius was standing there with a razor inches from his wrist.
"Put it down, Sirius!"
"No, Remus!"
"Yes!"
"No! How'd you find me anyway?"
"You always come here when you're alone."
"How'd you know that?"
"I've seen you, and followed you. So I've seen you come here many times, when you told Peter, James, and I that you wanted to be alone."
"You're smart and usually prepared, Moony. I'll admit that." He said, with a smirk.
"What'd you mean, by 'I'm usually prepared'?"
"Well, were you prepared for this?!"
He muttered something and ropes shot out of the end of his wand and wrapped themselves around him, binding him, and making it almost impossible to move, even an inch.
"Well?! Were you my good friend, Moony?" He said, amusement in his voice, and an insanely scary grin on his face.
"No." Remus choked, looking terrified.
"Didn't you?! Hm, I guess Remus Lupin isn't always prepared then is he?!"
"Sirius, you're scaring me. Where have you put Padfoot?! Where?! Sirius, you sound like you're."
But, Sirius muttered something that sent a gag shooting straight out of his wand and gagging Remus.
"Like what, Moony?! Like I'm insane, crazy, or maybe you just think I've lost my mind altogether, is that it Moony?!"
He was grinning insanely at Remus, and Sirius' face was mere inches from Remus'.
"Lost my marbles, eh?! Or is their some proper term that I should be saying, Moony?! Maybe I'm, Mentally damaged for life?! Is that it?!"
Remus shook his head. Sirius turned back to the razor that was still in his hand. He put it onto his wrist, pressed it down, as hard as he could, bit his lip and pulled it down. Sirius slightly winced when the razor cut his skin. Remus turned his head away, tears filling his eyes, because he wanted the old Sirius back, his Sirius.
"Damn, I missed the vein." Remus heard Sirius mutter to himself. Remus just shivered at those words. Remus looked back toward Sirius who had the razor back inches from his wrist. Just then, the door slammed open and Peter and James rushed in. James frowned at Sirius and hurried over to him. He snatched the razor from his hands and threw it across the empty dorm.
"Wrapero!" James said, pointing his wand at Sirius' wrist.
Bandages flew out of James' wand and wrapped themselves around Sirius' wrist.
Sirius looked down at the carpet, because he knew that James was looking at him, very upset.
::What was I thinking?! I tied up Remus and acted like a maniac! Bad Sirius! Bad Sirius!:: Sirius thought.
"Inflamero!" Peter muttered and, the ropes broke at the point where his wand had touched the bindings. Remus got to his feet and pulled the gag out of his mouth.
"Sirius?! God, have you gone completely insane?! You tried to kill yourself!"
"Very good, Remus." Sirius said, sarcastically, not looking him in the eye.
"And I almost had to witness the suicide!" Remus continued, as if Sirius had not said anything rude, or for that matter anything at all.
"Okay, Moony. You wanna know?"
"Yeah. Why else would I ask?"
"Fine. Truthfully, I knew you were one of the only people I could take on. And I was right, it wasn't hard. At all."
"You're probably right Sirius, but I didn't want to witness you die. I'm your friend!"
Okay, once again, 3 reviews. Sorry it took so long for me to post. I'm terribly sorry, and I hope I didn't keep you waiting, because I know how hard it is to wait for someone to post a stupid chapter, so sorry. R&R!
