Disclaimer: I don't own them okay! *sniff*
Author's Notes: Well okay, this is the continuation of my long lost fic that was in the bowels of you know…………… I really had no idea how to continue this fic so please don't blame me if this chapter is sucky. I promise to make the next part good so please review.
Pairings: Sorry for the confusion. (But everything is still questionable)
Kenxaya, Ayaxomi, Youjixaya, Omixken, Omixyouji, Nagixomi (there will be changes soon) ^-^
Warnings: Shounen ai, slight OOCs (you'll soon find out why I intentionally made it that way) and many more like me the author…… bwhahahaha!!!!!!!
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Chapter II
(Omi's Diary…… Ouka)
July 15, Tuesday
Dear Ouka,
Ouka I'm really lost………………… I really love Ken-kun………………. I couldn't hide it anymore………………… I feel like dying whenever I see him with Aya-kun………….. it practically breaks my heart.
I know that he knows that I'm head over heels over him. But he just doesn't show it. He doesn't know how much pain that causes me.
Because of this love! I lost my best friend Nagi! He was so shocked when I told him that I love Ken-kun……………….. maybe he didn't like the fact that I am…………………… gay…………………… but I'm not………………… it just happens that I like Ken-kun and Youji-kun………… I love you Ouka………… see I told you I'm not gay.
I really love Ken-kun……. But Ken-kun really loves Aya-kun………….. Then I will love Youji-kun…………………but I think he loves Aya-kun……………… stupid Aya!!!!!!!!………kun…… I wish he dies from his injury last night.
I know I'm selfish……. But…….but……..
Well that's all…………………………… See you again Ouka-chan ^-^
Love,
Omi-kun
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(Ken's Diary……. Kaze)
July 15, Tuesday
Dear Kaze,
I still don't know why the hell I called my journal Kaze…………………… oh well……….
Well as you can see I'm a wreck………… which I know you practically enjoy seeing……………… because of Aya and Omi………….. Well Aya because he's badly injured and Omi because since the day I answered Aya he's been giving me the Stink-eye…………….. I'm starting to think that he also likes Aya……………
But what can I do? I know that he is my best friend but the thing is I really love Aya………….. I'm really sorry to say this but I think love is more important than a friendship…………….. I mean you can't just give away everything for the sake of friendship…………… I know I still got Youji………………. He's still my friend I guess………… and you…………….. maybe not you but still I know I still have lots of friends……… I know that this is selfish but I will do whatever it takes for my love………… I'll do whatever it takes even if this means my friendship with Omi………
Ken
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(Ran's Diary…………. Aya)
July 14, Monday
Dear Imoutto,
I know it is crazy to call my diary Aya…………………… but I think it's because I want to remember my imoutto even more……………..
I finally made my conclusion………….. Tomorrow I am going to tell Ken what I really feel………………… I really can't stand it anymore………… I can't hurt him anymore………………… he must know the truth…………….. that I………….. I really don't love him………….. I love Omi………….. that I just used him to get Omi's attention…………. I know that this is crazy………….. I know that I am older than him………………. That I am just using Ken as a bait……………..tomorrow I'm sure going to tell him.
Love,
Anata no Onisan desu
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Author's notes: Yes I know that this chapter is really weird……………… but I just want to get to the change part………………..Sorry minna……………… And yes
I know that Aya's diary is a day behind everybody's…………….. didn't I tell that he is in a coma? Well that's it. thank you for your earlier reviews it really motivated me to continue this fic. I really have no idea why the pairing Ayaxomi is in the fic oh well………… maybe because it will complete the love……. How do you call it again?.................. oh yah! Pentagon………
Special Thanks Goes to:
Hele
mizu
shiro kagami
mitchy
Dark-Hooded Eriol the Mag
koneko bombay
Sliver Flame
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Additional Info: All of there diaries like Yotan's, are all in the laundry………….. and that's where the switch begins.
Next chapter: Switch