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Summary-*spoilers* Naruto's thoughts after Sasuke leaves. Some shonen-ai.
Disclaimer-It's not mine, and I'm not making any money off it.
A/N- There's some VERY MILD hardly even there shonen-ai. If you can't handle it, go away. Now.
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Sasuke's gone
Sakura-chan told me. In between sobs. She a freakin' faucet. I never knew anyone had the much water in them. The rest of his fan club is like that too. The rest of his fan club is like that too. There's gonna be a river running through the village any time now. I mean every girl is crying her god damn eyes out! But now that Sasuke is gone, maybe Sakura will pay more attention to me, right? Once she stops crying, anyway. Someone should notice me now that Sasuke's gone, right?
I should be happy that he's gone. I should be jumping for joy. He's out of my way now. I mean, sure he's a good ninja and all and we are teammates, but he always calls me stupid, idiot, dead-last.and it always made me so mad. Plus everyone is always going on about how great and cool and wonderful he is, so if he wasn't here maybe, just maybe they might pay more attention to me. What the hell, why did I even think of that? Without Sasuke they'll start going on about Neji, or Lee, or someone else. Anyone but me. But that isn't why I'm mad. I'm mad because I could only get recognition if I beat him. I could never become Hokage if I couldn't beat the little shit. I can't beat him if he's not here.
Maybe Kakashi-sensei was right. Maybe all I want is Sasuke to see me as an equal, not just a ramen-slurping (mmm, ramen), stupid, weak jerk he somehow got stuck on a team with. Maybe I want him to see me as I real rival.
Maybe I want him to see me as a friend.
I really am a dunce for thinking that he could care about me at all. When he jumped between me and Haku, on the bridge, I thought it might have been because he thought I was important. I don't know why he did it, and he said he didn't know either. Damn him! All he cares about is revenge! He doesn't give a rat's ass about us. About me. Especially me. No one gives a rat's ass about me.
There goes the little nasty voice in my head. Telling me there are people who care about me. Iruka-sensei, Kakashi- sensei, Jiraiya-sama, Sakura-chan. Sakura-chan? Where did that come from? She only likes Sasuke, or my name isn't Uzumaki Naruto. Which it is. And she's crying like a baby because he's gone. Know what? I don't care if she finally opens her eyes and sees me, because I just realized I don't care. It's not Sakura I have to prove myself to. I don't care about those girls.
Did I just say what I think I said? Oh well. Maybe it's true. Dammit. And I bet the next thing I'm gonna say is that I'm really MADLY in love with Uchiha "You're-a-dunce-I-must- kill-my-brother-no-I-don't-want-any-of-you-hot-sexy-girls-I- have-revenge-on-my-mind-dammit" Sasuke? Ha. Not today. Not ever. I don't know why I'm getting all worked up about this. Oh, there goes the little voice again. No, seriously, I don't know why!
I'm going to stop thinking about you, Sasuke. I'm not going to care. What are you gonna do if someone got to Itachi before you? What are you gonna do if you do manage to beat him? What then? You're not old enough. You're not strong enough. You're gonna die. And I won't care. I won't. Because I hate you Sasuke. I hate you.
I'm getting carried away again. Maybe I don't hate you. Maybe I do care. For now.
All I know is that I don't mind that you were my first kiss so much anymore. ---------------
So.that is the end of my first Naruto fic. Like it? Want to see more? Want to tell me how much it sucked? Review!
Summary-*spoilers* Naruto's thoughts after Sasuke leaves. Some shonen-ai.
Disclaimer-It's not mine, and I'm not making any money off it.
A/N- There's some VERY MILD hardly even there shonen-ai. If you can't handle it, go away. Now.
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Sasuke's gone
Sakura-chan told me. In between sobs. She a freakin' faucet. I never knew anyone had the much water in them. The rest of his fan club is like that too. The rest of his fan club is like that too. There's gonna be a river running through the village any time now. I mean every girl is crying her god damn eyes out! But now that Sasuke is gone, maybe Sakura will pay more attention to me, right? Once she stops crying, anyway. Someone should notice me now that Sasuke's gone, right?
I should be happy that he's gone. I should be jumping for joy. He's out of my way now. I mean, sure he's a good ninja and all and we are teammates, but he always calls me stupid, idiot, dead-last.and it always made me so mad. Plus everyone is always going on about how great and cool and wonderful he is, so if he wasn't here maybe, just maybe they might pay more attention to me. What the hell, why did I even think of that? Without Sasuke they'll start going on about Neji, or Lee, or someone else. Anyone but me. But that isn't why I'm mad. I'm mad because I could only get recognition if I beat him. I could never become Hokage if I couldn't beat the little shit. I can't beat him if he's not here.
Maybe Kakashi-sensei was right. Maybe all I want is Sasuke to see me as an equal, not just a ramen-slurping (mmm, ramen), stupid, weak jerk he somehow got stuck on a team with. Maybe I want him to see me as I real rival.
Maybe I want him to see me as a friend.
I really am a dunce for thinking that he could care about me at all. When he jumped between me and Haku, on the bridge, I thought it might have been because he thought I was important. I don't know why he did it, and he said he didn't know either. Damn him! All he cares about is revenge! He doesn't give a rat's ass about us. About me. Especially me. No one gives a rat's ass about me.
There goes the little nasty voice in my head. Telling me there are people who care about me. Iruka-sensei, Kakashi- sensei, Jiraiya-sama, Sakura-chan. Sakura-chan? Where did that come from? She only likes Sasuke, or my name isn't Uzumaki Naruto. Which it is. And she's crying like a baby because he's gone. Know what? I don't care if she finally opens her eyes and sees me, because I just realized I don't care. It's not Sakura I have to prove myself to. I don't care about those girls.
Did I just say what I think I said? Oh well. Maybe it's true. Dammit. And I bet the next thing I'm gonna say is that I'm really MADLY in love with Uchiha "You're-a-dunce-I-must- kill-my-brother-no-I-don't-want-any-of-you-hot-sexy-girls-I- have-revenge-on-my-mind-dammit" Sasuke? Ha. Not today. Not ever. I don't know why I'm getting all worked up about this. Oh, there goes the little voice again. No, seriously, I don't know why!
I'm going to stop thinking about you, Sasuke. I'm not going to care. What are you gonna do if someone got to Itachi before you? What are you gonna do if you do manage to beat him? What then? You're not old enough. You're not strong enough. You're gonna die. And I won't care. I won't. Because I hate you Sasuke. I hate you.
I'm getting carried away again. Maybe I don't hate you. Maybe I do care. For now.
All I know is that I don't mind that you were my first kiss so much anymore. ---------------
So.that is the end of my first Naruto fic. Like it? Want to see more? Want to tell me how much it sucked? Review!