Author's Note:
Hi there! I'm so sorry that I did not upload this chapter on Friday as promised. My computer had some connection problems. Anyway, as I broke my promise, so I decided to complete this chapter and the next chapter. So enjoy chapter 15 & 16!
Chapter 15 - I belong to Tsukasa
Tsukushi's POV:
'Mum?' I asked. I was shocked to see my mum standing at the door. Looking at her, I knew that she must have heard our conversation.
'Rui, you are Tsukushi's guardian Angel?' Mum asked, looking felicitous rather than shocked.
'Hai,' Rui replied. 'I'm sorry to have keep you in the dark.'
'It's okay. I was wondering why Tsukushi's guardian angel did not appear. I never thought it was you.' What does that mean? So Rui is telling me the truth. My father is an angel?
'Well, now you have,' Rui joked.
'Mum, why didn't you tell me what happened to dad?' I asked agitatedly. I was pissed off that my mum refused to tell me anything about her family history and dad.
'Go men, Tsukushi. I didn't know how to tell you. I was waiting for the right time,' Mum said. 'Forgive me, darling.' Mum looked at me with big teary eyes. How can I blame her? She is afterall my mum.
'It's okay mum. I didn't blame you in the first place.'
'Thank you,' Mum said as she embraced me tightly.
'Well, I guess I should be going, since I have told you what you want to know,' Rui said as he changed from his angel form back to human. 'Remember if anything happens, call 1800-angel-Rui.'
'Thanks Rui.'
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-10.30 p.m.-
'Tsukushi, it's getting late. I think you should be going to bed now,' Mum called out.
'Mum, I'm not a kid. I'm old enough to sleep late,' I answered.
'Now, I don't want you to fall ill again. You have discharge from the hospital, you don't want to make me worry sick for you again do you?' I hate it when Mum talks to me like that. I can't argue with her or she will act like a little baby and start whining. Sometimes, I really wonder who in here is the childish one. Me or her?
'Fine mum. Oyasumi then,' I said then kiss my mum goodnight before going back to my room. Lying on my bed, I can't help but think that perhaps all these angel thing that is happening to me is nothing but a dream. I mean this is like 2003. There are no ghost, angels whatsoever on earth. They are creatures of the past. If this is all but a dream, why do I feel that this is reality. Science can't explain everything right?
If Tsukasa is only a character in my dream, I wouldn't be so madly in love with him right? Tsukasa, I wish that you are here right now. Hold me tightly in your arms, make me feel that all this is not a dream.
'Wish granted,' Tsukasa said, as he embraced me tightly. 'Feel better now?' I nodded slightly as I blushed. But since now is so dark, he won't be able to see me blush right? 'Can't see, but I can feel and read your thoughts.'
'Is it true that all angels can read people's thoughts?' I asked. Not only Tsukasa could read my thoughts, Rui could too.
'True,' Tsukasa replied. I missed his hugged, his voice, his breath. I missed everything about him. This is what love is all about-missing your loved one when he is not around. 'Love is not only about that,' Tsukasa whispered to my ears. 'It's also about offering yourself to your loved one.' He put his hand under my shirt.
'We can't do this. My mum is not asleep yet. What if she comes and check on me?' I said, panicking as I was unsure what will happen between he and I.
'Don't worry. I have cast a spell. She can't see what we are doing. Even if she comes and check on you, she will see you asleep like a little sheep.'
'But I'm not prepared!'
'You don't have to worry alright? Just leave everything to me. I'll make you feel loved. Trust me, you don't have to do anything. I'll lead you to the unknown path ahead. I'll show you the way,' Tsukasa said, hypnotisingly. He kissed me on my lips lovingly, then he undressed me. I closed my eyes tightly as I felt my heart thumping rapidly and his hand on my breasts. Then, gently he squeezed them. I started moaning. I have never felt like this before. The thing scares me is that I don't hate this feeling at all. In fact I wanted more of these. Apart of me felt disgusted but I enjoy it. I felt that I was Tsukasa's toy. I wanted him to stop, but I did not have the strength to do it. My body just reacted the way he wanted me to. 'Tsukushi, I'm going to enter your body. I want you to feel loved. Just relax and enjoy this love I'm giving you.'
'Tsukasa,' I groaned and moaned as this new sensational feeling flowed through my body.
'Tsukushi, say that you love me,' Tsukasa panted.
'I love you. I. . . love.. . . you,' I moaned even louder, than panted as he stopped and looked at me.
'I love you too,' Tsukasa whispered as he panted. Still on top of me, brushed my hair then we kissed.
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To be continued..
Hi there! I'm so sorry that I did not upload this chapter on Friday as promised. My computer had some connection problems. Anyway, as I broke my promise, so I decided to complete this chapter and the next chapter. So enjoy chapter 15 & 16!
Chapter 15 - I belong to Tsukasa
Tsukushi's POV:
'Mum?' I asked. I was shocked to see my mum standing at the door. Looking at her, I knew that she must have heard our conversation.
'Rui, you are Tsukushi's guardian Angel?' Mum asked, looking felicitous rather than shocked.
'Hai,' Rui replied. 'I'm sorry to have keep you in the dark.'
'It's okay. I was wondering why Tsukushi's guardian angel did not appear. I never thought it was you.' What does that mean? So Rui is telling me the truth. My father is an angel?
'Well, now you have,' Rui joked.
'Mum, why didn't you tell me what happened to dad?' I asked agitatedly. I was pissed off that my mum refused to tell me anything about her family history and dad.
'Go men, Tsukushi. I didn't know how to tell you. I was waiting for the right time,' Mum said. 'Forgive me, darling.' Mum looked at me with big teary eyes. How can I blame her? She is afterall my mum.
'It's okay mum. I didn't blame you in the first place.'
'Thank you,' Mum said as she embraced me tightly.
'Well, I guess I should be going, since I have told you what you want to know,' Rui said as he changed from his angel form back to human. 'Remember if anything happens, call 1800-angel-Rui.'
'Thanks Rui.'
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-10.30 p.m.-
'Tsukushi, it's getting late. I think you should be going to bed now,' Mum called out.
'Mum, I'm not a kid. I'm old enough to sleep late,' I answered.
'Now, I don't want you to fall ill again. You have discharge from the hospital, you don't want to make me worry sick for you again do you?' I hate it when Mum talks to me like that. I can't argue with her or she will act like a little baby and start whining. Sometimes, I really wonder who in here is the childish one. Me or her?
'Fine mum. Oyasumi then,' I said then kiss my mum goodnight before going back to my room. Lying on my bed, I can't help but think that perhaps all these angel thing that is happening to me is nothing but a dream. I mean this is like 2003. There are no ghost, angels whatsoever on earth. They are creatures of the past. If this is all but a dream, why do I feel that this is reality. Science can't explain everything right?
If Tsukasa is only a character in my dream, I wouldn't be so madly in love with him right? Tsukasa, I wish that you are here right now. Hold me tightly in your arms, make me feel that all this is not a dream.
'Wish granted,' Tsukasa said, as he embraced me tightly. 'Feel better now?' I nodded slightly as I blushed. But since now is so dark, he won't be able to see me blush right? 'Can't see, but I can feel and read your thoughts.'
'Is it true that all angels can read people's thoughts?' I asked. Not only Tsukasa could read my thoughts, Rui could too.
'True,' Tsukasa replied. I missed his hugged, his voice, his breath. I missed everything about him. This is what love is all about-missing your loved one when he is not around. 'Love is not only about that,' Tsukasa whispered to my ears. 'It's also about offering yourself to your loved one.' He put his hand under my shirt.
'We can't do this. My mum is not asleep yet. What if she comes and check on me?' I said, panicking as I was unsure what will happen between he and I.
'Don't worry. I have cast a spell. She can't see what we are doing. Even if she comes and check on you, she will see you asleep like a little sheep.'
'But I'm not prepared!'
'You don't have to worry alright? Just leave everything to me. I'll make you feel loved. Trust me, you don't have to do anything. I'll lead you to the unknown path ahead. I'll show you the way,' Tsukasa said, hypnotisingly. He kissed me on my lips lovingly, then he undressed me. I closed my eyes tightly as I felt my heart thumping rapidly and his hand on my breasts. Then, gently he squeezed them. I started moaning. I have never felt like this before. The thing scares me is that I don't hate this feeling at all. In fact I wanted more of these. Apart of me felt disgusted but I enjoy it. I felt that I was Tsukasa's toy. I wanted him to stop, but I did not have the strength to do it. My body just reacted the way he wanted me to. 'Tsukushi, I'm going to enter your body. I want you to feel loved. Just relax and enjoy this love I'm giving you.'
'Tsukasa,' I groaned and moaned as this new sensational feeling flowed through my body.
'Tsukushi, say that you love me,' Tsukasa panted.
'I love you. I. . . love.. . . you,' I moaned even louder, than panted as he stopped and looked at me.
'I love you too,' Tsukasa whispered as he panted. Still on top of me, brushed my hair then we kissed.
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To be continued..