No More Reason To Live "Hurt Me, Hate Me, Kill Me, Say You Don't Love Me, But Don't Leave Me"
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They stood there face to face, none of them moving, none of them speaking.
He was still beautiful just the way he remembered him. Those red eyes, the small frame, the same clothes, and his overwhelming scent.
He moved towards him.
He moved back.
Swiftly he pulled out his rose whip, and swiftly he put it back in his hair.
His red eyes widen, his clothes were split in half.
The green eyes looked at his soft skin and raised a hand out to grab him. He couldn't protest as his mouth was claimed by another, the kiss was deepen and he then pulled apart, his tongue slipping back into his mouth as his stuck out a little.
He was then flung onto the bed, two strong but soft hands pinned both his arms out.
The green eyes travled over his body. "There's don't seem to be any scars on your body." He spoke. The red eyes widen.
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Kurama rest his head against his chest. "Kurama, what are you so mad about?" Hiei finally asked, wondering how long his fox was searching... just for him?
"Why..." The tears were coming again. "Why did you leave me? Why didn't you say goodbye?" He did his best to keep his voice calm.
"Cause," Hiei began. "I have no desire to go on living. I found my inner peace and I..." He struggle with the words, struggle to make sure they come out right.
"Why, don't you have a desire to keep on living?" Kurama pushed himself up. "Is it because my love for you? Should I have not pour my love upon you? Should I have not tried to heal your loneliness?"
Hiei eyes grew wide. "_______...."
No, that wasn't it my beloved fox, my lover, my koibito. That wasn't it at all...
He watched his fox begin to cry, watching how much pain that was being poured out by tears from his green eyes.
"If you've lost your reason to live... and you feel no attachment to this world." The tears kept leaking from the green pools. "Then at least... please... can't you go on living for my sake?!"
Hiei watched him cry.
Kurama lowered himself to Hiei, warping his arms around his neck and burying his face against him.
Kurama... please...
Hiei slowly began to undo Kurama's shirt and slid it off him.
"Hiei... please..." Kurama whispered in his ear. "please... keep on living, even... even if you don't love me anymore..."
His muscles tensed. He moved his head towards Kurama's face, to see he was still crying. "Don't say I don't love you anymore, fox. I still do and will always do."
Claim by another kiss, slowly Hiei removed the rest of his fox's clothing.
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I'll go on living for you sake...
Beacuse I love you...
Because I care for you...
Because I caused you pain...
Because you're mine...
Whenever you come to a dead end and feel like giving up...
I'll make a way for you...
Until your death means the sametime as mine...
Because your alive...
I keep on living for you..
Kurama...
~+ Owari +~
~*~*~*
They stood there face to face, none of them moving, none of them speaking.
He was still beautiful just the way he remembered him. Those red eyes, the small frame, the same clothes, and his overwhelming scent.
He moved towards him.
He moved back.
Swiftly he pulled out his rose whip, and swiftly he put it back in his hair.
His red eyes widen, his clothes were split in half.
The green eyes looked at his soft skin and raised a hand out to grab him. He couldn't protest as his mouth was claimed by another, the kiss was deepen and he then pulled apart, his tongue slipping back into his mouth as his stuck out a little.
He was then flung onto the bed, two strong but soft hands pinned both his arms out.
The green eyes travled over his body. "There's don't seem to be any scars on your body." He spoke. The red eyes widen.
~*~
Kurama rest his head against his chest. "Kurama, what are you so mad about?" Hiei finally asked, wondering how long his fox was searching... just for him?
"Why..." The tears were coming again. "Why did you leave me? Why didn't you say goodbye?" He did his best to keep his voice calm.
"Cause," Hiei began. "I have no desire to go on living. I found my inner peace and I..." He struggle with the words, struggle to make sure they come out right.
"Why, don't you have a desire to keep on living?" Kurama pushed himself up. "Is it because my love for you? Should I have not pour my love upon you? Should I have not tried to heal your loneliness?"
Hiei eyes grew wide. "_______...."
No, that wasn't it my beloved fox, my lover, my koibito. That wasn't it at all...
He watched his fox begin to cry, watching how much pain that was being poured out by tears from his green eyes.
"If you've lost your reason to live... and you feel no attachment to this world." The tears kept leaking from the green pools. "Then at least... please... can't you go on living for my sake?!"
Hiei watched him cry.
Kurama lowered himself to Hiei, warping his arms around his neck and burying his face against him.
Kurama... please...
Hiei slowly began to undo Kurama's shirt and slid it off him.
"Hiei... please..." Kurama whispered in his ear. "please... keep on living, even... even if you don't love me anymore..."
His muscles tensed. He moved his head towards Kurama's face, to see he was still crying. "Don't say I don't love you anymore, fox. I still do and will always do."
Claim by another kiss, slowly Hiei removed the rest of his fox's clothing.
~*~
I'll go on living for you sake...
Beacuse I love you...
Because I care for you...
Because I caused you pain...
Because you're mine...
Whenever you come to a dead end and feel like giving up...
I'll make a way for you...
Until your death means the sametime as mine...
Because your alive...
I keep on living for you..
Kurama...
~+ Owari +~