disclaimer: don't own. i beat my brother up after that review he wrote. (little moocher) he said he really liked the poems, but he just wrote that to see what i would do. im keeping that review on though, just incase anyone feels like cussing him out (hint hint) lol. anyways, i hope you're enjoying my work. i know its deep and kinda depressing, but these poems come from the heart. please remember to R&R and tell me if i should stop writing these, or if i should continue.

The rain beat against the window.

For a second I think that maybe it will wash away all the pain,

But I know that pain is here to stay.

I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling.

I know what I must do,

I must destroy those androids.

But how?

I know I'm stronger now,

But it would help if Mom was here.

Mom.....

I blink back the tears,

Trying not to cry.

But it's so hard, I just wish I would die.

To be rid of all this pain,

To see my family again.

Oh what I wouldn't give.

It would be so easy just to end it.

Two deep cuts is all it would take.

It would hurt, yes,

But in the end, it might be for the best.

No!

I can't give up!

I can't let these androids win!!!

I slowly get out of bed and walk outside,

Wishing Gohan could have lived.

Stop dwelling in the past!! I scream at myself.

You must go on.

But I can't go on!!

Yes you can, what would your father do?

I shut my eyes tight,

Wishing with all my might that God would take me away.

I wanted to see my family again!

I wanted to--. "Trunks...."

Someone was calling my name.

It sounded like.....Mom?

My eyes opened wide, in hopes of seeing my mother again.

But all that was there, was just destruction and sin.

My tears blended with the rain.

Why must God torture me like this?!?

"Trunks....."

I hear that voice again, coming from behind me.

I spin around.

But no one's there.

I shake my head in disgust, then I felt something on my shoulder.

My first thought was that it was the androids,

But when I turned around, it was an angel standing there.

"Hi Trunks....."

"Mom?" I asked.

The angel ran her hand down my cheek and smiled.

My mother's smile.

"I'm so proud of you, honey."

It's a dream, it's all a dream!!

But what a wonderful dream it is.

To see my mother again, to hear her voice.

Her blue hair flew in the wind, making her look more like an angel.

"You're daddy is proud of you too."

I swallowed hard.

"Gohan says you're doing so good."

I put my hand to my cheek, feeling my mother's soft skin.

"You can beat the androids, Trunks. Everyone is with you."

I stayed quiet, wanting my mother's voice to never end.

"But I must go now, Trunks."

I shook my head, and held on to my mother's hand.

"Please Mom, don't leave me."

Mom leaned in and kissed my forehead,

Her feet rose above the ground.

"I will never leave you, Trunks. Never."

I held onto my mother's hand as long as I could,

Untill she disappeared.

"Mother!!! Come back!!! Please come back!!!!!"

I fell to my knees, the rain soaking through my clothes.

"Please....." I whispered.

I woke up in a cold sweat,

My breah shallow and uneven.

I felt my chest, my face, my forehead.

My mother's voice rang in my ears,

"I will never leave you, Trunks. Never."

I stood up.

I knew what I had to do.

I had to beat those androids,

Make them pay for what they have done.

I pulled on some clothes and strapped my sword to my back.

I was ready.....

For the biggest battle of my life.