Joyous Revelation-Chapter 3
Warnings: Masturbation in this chapter, yes I know. Me? Write that? But I did so, don't hurt me please! If you don't like, don't read!
I pulled away from Relena quickly as the song ended, smiling down at her as she squeezed my hand and walked back to her friends and I made my way back to Duo. He sat there the entire time, watching me with a small smile on his face. I sat beside him again and leaned back, trying hard to not to give off any weird vibes toward him.
"Have a nice kiss there, Heero?" he asked, smiling that lopsided smile again.
I blushed and nodded, smiling at the thoughts that had swam in my head then banished them in a fit of slight panic. He smiled at me and stretched, as most of the couples had taken to corners to make out. I shook my head and looked at the clock, it read 11:30 and that was still really early.
"Hey, you wanna get out of here and hang out at my place?" I asked, shocked at me boldness.
"You sure you wanna hang around in your house with a gay guy?" Duo asked, quirking an eyebrow and giving me a playful shove.
I nodded and stood up, walking to Relena and gave her a bullshit answer as to why we were leaving. I think it had something to do with me not feeling good or something, which was pretty much true. I wasn't feeling myself and that was for damned sure. **
We got to my house around 12 or so and I tossed my keys on the table and smiled, turning a circle. I motioned to the couch and he sat, smiling and acting the perfect guest. I ran a hand through my hair and smiled at him, sighing to myself.
"Um, you can stay as long as you like, I live alone here. Oh, want a drink or anything?" I asked, perking up a bit.
He nodded and tugged at the end of his braid, "A soda maybe?" he asked me, smiling sweetly. I nodded and got us both one, picking up the remote and flopping down beside him. He smiled and I propped my feet up on the table, handing him the cold can.
I flipped on the TV while Duo looked around at my dark living room. He smiled at the candles lining the walls, commenting on how I should light them when I had company. Though I had to wonder, what kind of company are we talking here?
"Well uh, I think I should get going, I'm kind of tired so I'll leave you alone, my dear Heero." Duo said, standing and pulling me up with him.
My eyes widened, no, I didn't want Duo to leave. I wanted him to stay and talk like we had all night. I wanted to be with him, to hang out and he was leaving! Wait, I shouldn't be thinking like this, he was just a friend and he was going home. It's not like I wouldn't see him again, right? But why did it feel like I wouldn't?
"Yeah, I'll see you around. But hey, how are you going to get home?" I asked, looking at him.
He shrugged and smiled at me again, reaching out to gently touch my cheek, "I'll walk, it's not far, eh?" he said and turned to go, but stopped and faced me.
I gave him a questioning look but it was ended when Duo's lips were on my own. I blinked in surprised but eased into it, my arms reaching up to take hold of his shoulders. He pulled away from me quickly, giving me a wink of secrecy and turned to go again, but stopped yet again to give me a quick peck on the lips.
"Thoughts speak louder than words." He said, giving another wink and walking out the door, leaving me to stand stupefied in my living room.
Did he seriously just kiss me? **
Later that night I made my way up to my room on the second floor, my head still swimming with the thoughts of the kiss. I still couldn't believe it, Duo had kissed me and I liked it. Was that a bad thing? No, guys experiment with each other all the time, right? And so what if I liked it? It's not like it would mean anything to him or my friendship, would it? Maybe I should speculate on this a little more before I make my final decision.
I looked at my bed and bit my lower lip, deciding that a shower might be a better idea. Is it just me or do all great solutions to life's questions come when you're in the shower? Anyway, I opened the door to the bathroom and turned on the water, smiling as steam already started to fill the air. I sighed and leaned against the counter of the sink and took in my reflection in the mirror. I looked horrible.
I peeled off my shirt, jeans and socks then tossed them into the dirty clothes bin, sighing. I stepped into the shower and gave a small yelp of pleasure as the hot water poured over my body and face. Nice, hot and steamy was what is was, and that was what I needed. I closed my eyes and pulled the bar of soap off of the dish and worked it into my hands, rubbing my arms with the musk scented lather. It was nice to just be in this world of steam, as lonely as it was. My mind wandered as I worked shampoo into my hair. I closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of my fingers massaging my scalp. I sighed again and bit my lip as the thought of Duo emerged in my mind, the raw sight of him smiling at me. It was a good thought.**
I slipped into bed as soon as I dried myself off. It called my name and even after that shower I had no more answers than when I had started tonight, Slowly, I felt the tugs of sleep at my mind but it did nothing but slip away seconds later.
I could see Duo when I closed my eyes, pretend it was Duo touching me again, making my erection swell, that feeling course over my skin once more. My hand eased down my stomach, fingers wrapping firmly around the shaft that was tenting the bedclothes. That felt almost too good, but I continued, pumping into my hand slowly, feeling the building of release. My hips thrust off the bed, back arching gently, moans leaving my mouth as I pictured Duo above me, moving over him. Those eyes would be filled with lust, that face reflecting the desire he felt.
With a muffled cry, I turned his face into the pillow, feeling the wet, heated spatter of orgasm fall onto my hand, drip down my stomach. Sleep overcame me in seconds, dreams wrapping their woolly arms about my head, drawing me down into the embrace of darkness.
[ A/N: OH MY GOD DID I JUST WRITE THAT????? I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!]
Warnings: Masturbation in this chapter, yes I know. Me? Write that? But I did so, don't hurt me please! If you don't like, don't read!
I pulled away from Relena quickly as the song ended, smiling down at her as she squeezed my hand and walked back to her friends and I made my way back to Duo. He sat there the entire time, watching me with a small smile on his face. I sat beside him again and leaned back, trying hard to not to give off any weird vibes toward him.
"Have a nice kiss there, Heero?" he asked, smiling that lopsided smile again.
I blushed and nodded, smiling at the thoughts that had swam in my head then banished them in a fit of slight panic. He smiled at me and stretched, as most of the couples had taken to corners to make out. I shook my head and looked at the clock, it read 11:30 and that was still really early.
"Hey, you wanna get out of here and hang out at my place?" I asked, shocked at me boldness.
"You sure you wanna hang around in your house with a gay guy?" Duo asked, quirking an eyebrow and giving me a playful shove.
I nodded and stood up, walking to Relena and gave her a bullshit answer as to why we were leaving. I think it had something to do with me not feeling good or something, which was pretty much true. I wasn't feeling myself and that was for damned sure. **
We got to my house around 12 or so and I tossed my keys on the table and smiled, turning a circle. I motioned to the couch and he sat, smiling and acting the perfect guest. I ran a hand through my hair and smiled at him, sighing to myself.
"Um, you can stay as long as you like, I live alone here. Oh, want a drink or anything?" I asked, perking up a bit.
He nodded and tugged at the end of his braid, "A soda maybe?" he asked me, smiling sweetly. I nodded and got us both one, picking up the remote and flopping down beside him. He smiled and I propped my feet up on the table, handing him the cold can.
I flipped on the TV while Duo looked around at my dark living room. He smiled at the candles lining the walls, commenting on how I should light them when I had company. Though I had to wonder, what kind of company are we talking here?
"Well uh, I think I should get going, I'm kind of tired so I'll leave you alone, my dear Heero." Duo said, standing and pulling me up with him.
My eyes widened, no, I didn't want Duo to leave. I wanted him to stay and talk like we had all night. I wanted to be with him, to hang out and he was leaving! Wait, I shouldn't be thinking like this, he was just a friend and he was going home. It's not like I wouldn't see him again, right? But why did it feel like I wouldn't?
"Yeah, I'll see you around. But hey, how are you going to get home?" I asked, looking at him.
He shrugged and smiled at me again, reaching out to gently touch my cheek, "I'll walk, it's not far, eh?" he said and turned to go, but stopped and faced me.
I gave him a questioning look but it was ended when Duo's lips were on my own. I blinked in surprised but eased into it, my arms reaching up to take hold of his shoulders. He pulled away from me quickly, giving me a wink of secrecy and turned to go again, but stopped yet again to give me a quick peck on the lips.
"Thoughts speak louder than words." He said, giving another wink and walking out the door, leaving me to stand stupefied in my living room.
Did he seriously just kiss me? **
Later that night I made my way up to my room on the second floor, my head still swimming with the thoughts of the kiss. I still couldn't believe it, Duo had kissed me and I liked it. Was that a bad thing? No, guys experiment with each other all the time, right? And so what if I liked it? It's not like it would mean anything to him or my friendship, would it? Maybe I should speculate on this a little more before I make my final decision.
I looked at my bed and bit my lower lip, deciding that a shower might be a better idea. Is it just me or do all great solutions to life's questions come when you're in the shower? Anyway, I opened the door to the bathroom and turned on the water, smiling as steam already started to fill the air. I sighed and leaned against the counter of the sink and took in my reflection in the mirror. I looked horrible.
I peeled off my shirt, jeans and socks then tossed them into the dirty clothes bin, sighing. I stepped into the shower and gave a small yelp of pleasure as the hot water poured over my body and face. Nice, hot and steamy was what is was, and that was what I needed. I closed my eyes and pulled the bar of soap off of the dish and worked it into my hands, rubbing my arms with the musk scented lather. It was nice to just be in this world of steam, as lonely as it was. My mind wandered as I worked shampoo into my hair. I closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of my fingers massaging my scalp. I sighed again and bit my lip as the thought of Duo emerged in my mind, the raw sight of him smiling at me. It was a good thought.**
I slipped into bed as soon as I dried myself off. It called my name and even after that shower I had no more answers than when I had started tonight, Slowly, I felt the tugs of sleep at my mind but it did nothing but slip away seconds later.
I could see Duo when I closed my eyes, pretend it was Duo touching me again, making my erection swell, that feeling course over my skin once more. My hand eased down my stomach, fingers wrapping firmly around the shaft that was tenting the bedclothes. That felt almost too good, but I continued, pumping into my hand slowly, feeling the building of release. My hips thrust off the bed, back arching gently, moans leaving my mouth as I pictured Duo above me, moving over him. Those eyes would be filled with lust, that face reflecting the desire he felt.
With a muffled cry, I turned his face into the pillow, feeling the wet, heated spatter of orgasm fall onto my hand, drip down my stomach. Sleep overcame me in seconds, dreams wrapping their woolly arms about my head, drawing me down into the embrace of darkness.
[ A/N: OH MY GOD DID I JUST WRITE THAT????? I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!]