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;0) lotza luuurv, badger

Evening time, 22nd of the 5th

I am SO ANGRY, with him!!! He is so inconsiderate! Let me tell you what has happened.

I went down to the wooden hall where we meet and have meals and discuss plans and things, only to find out that that great ingrate Godric had given her my breakfast. To which he replied when I shouted at him, that I had said there was only enough for four and it would not do to starve our guest. To this I replied with

"And who is she? To take my food and my bed must require a person of great standing and importance,"

I must regret that I sounded most inhospitable, but under the circumstances I think I acted quite righteously. But my mind was quite changed about the blond fragile looking witch as she blushed furiously and apologised most profusely for the trouble she had seemed to cause. But the thing that overrode me completely was the fact that she was able to interrupt Godric who had started to defend himself piteously.

As for the rest of the day, I spent it with Helga, which turned out to be her name, describing about what we were trying to do. Godric seemed to be highly affronted by my offer as if he wanted to take her around. That would have been too dangerous for her. Any woman who was not warned about him before hand was likely to be hurt. It is just a fact of nature. I have been able to overcome his sad little attempts at wooing me, which were entirely laughable, he has since thankfully given up.

I showed her the diagrams Salazar and I had drawn on one side of the wood hall to show the finished drawings of the castle. She seemed so eager and interested I even offered to give her a tour of what we had already done. I am still a bit ashamed of what we had started six months ago but she seemed absolutely ecstatic and in pure awe at the chiselled stone for the foundation we had managed to finish during the last month. It was quite a large area and Godric had already started the first floor of the main hall and the dining hall.

He was continuing as we were talking and he had removed his outer layer of robes leaving only the tan breeches and his boots on. I was very accustomed to seeing this by now but my original embarrassment at this act of indecency seemed to manifest in Helga, she blushed furiously and turned around to investigate instead a highly uninteresting rock. Godric noticed, of course, he notices everything, and he sent me a jaunty wink, I sent him a disgusted look and continued on to the gardens that Salazar was starting on.

By the end of the tour she was eagerly giving advice about advancements she had seen in France and Italy over her own travels. I have now completely changed my idea about the east wing, my one. She is truly an inspiration and I will be sorry to see her go. But now that I think about it I have a feeling she might not want to leave. From what she has told me she tracked us down. She heard tell of our venture from my father! And she immediately set off to find us. I have to tell father how grateful I am once keenan has returned to her stoop in my tent tonight.

But the thing that really upset me? Godric started to drink at dinner. Yes! He got so intoxicated he started to profess his undying love to me. But you see the thing about professing is that it has to be committed in a complete sober mood and preferably to the person you love and not to the table leg he had fallen in front of. Then he started to pull himself up by the table but fell onto my lap instead. Now I was trying to take this in the most dignified way as possible but it was quite hard as no sooner than he had seen my real face did he lean forwards and kiss me!! Not on the lips thankfully, he missed them, but he did claim my chin and my neck.

I don't think I will ever be able to rid myself of that feeling no matter how long I soak in the lake.

Stupid man.!!

Love