Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ or "Going under" by Evanescence.
*Now i will tell you what i've done for you*
"Kakarrotto." I whisper as i lay on the cold tile floor in the gravity room.
*50 thousand tears i've cried*
Tears escaping from my closed eyes. For so long i have wanted you. *
*Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you*
We would lie to our families saying that we wanted to spar with one another when in reality we made love.
*And you still won't hear me*
Yet now you've turned your back on me.Ignoring all the love i ever showed you.
*Don't want your hand this time i'll save myself*
I have isolated myself once again. Just to have you come around trying to cheer me up. I pretend as if your not there
*Maybe i'll wake up for once*
It seems as if my whole life has been a nightmeare. One nasty event after another, all i ever wanted was for this horror story to end.
*Not tormented daily defeated by you*
You've been dead for so long, yet everything around reminds me of you, torturing me, increasing my pain.
*Just when i thought i'd reached the bottom*
Never would i have thought myself mourning over my mate for so long,I thought there was no possible way for me to feel shittier
*I'm dying again*
I can feel my Chi weakening, my breath slowing as my need for you consumes me.
*I'm going under*
The memories that we shared flash before my eyes.
*drowning in you*
The way we would make love all night and drown in each other's loving embrace.
*I'm falling forever*
I'm slacking with my training, All i want is you
*I've got to break through*
I've been trying for so long to commit suicide just to be with you.
*I'm going under*
I can hear my children's panicked voices, As they find me.
*Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies*
Why are they worried? They never cared about me did they?
*So i don't know what's real and what's not*
Reality has become such a horrid place to live for me, i've confuse it with my fantasies.
*Always confusing the thoughts in my head*
The thoughts i've had for Kakarotto have always caused my confusion, i followed my instincts and lost him due to them.
*so i can't trust myself anymore.*
I knew i could never love another until it was too late,
*I'm dying again*
Here i am dying and now i finally realize just how strong my feelings for him are.
*I'm going under*
Only if you knew what i planned on doing to you the minuet we are reunited
*Drowning in you*
I can still remember the way you taste, the way you would let me devour you until i was satisfied
*I'm falling forever*
I bet you never would've imagined me committing suicide just to be with you
*I've got to break through*
I can feel my body becoming ice cold, so it was true that once a bonded mate died the other would follow shortly after
*So go on and scream*
"Snap out of it father,you can do it." My son whispers between sobs
*Scream at me I'm so far away*
"DADDY NOOOO!!!!!!!!!" My youngest screams as she holds my lifeless body close to her own.
*I won't be broken again*
As I pass i know the only man who was ever able to break me was Kakarotto
I've got to breathe i can't keep going under.
*Now i will tell you what i've done for you*
"Kakarrotto." I whisper as i lay on the cold tile floor in the gravity room.
*50 thousand tears i've cried*
Tears escaping from my closed eyes. For so long i have wanted you. *
*Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you*
We would lie to our families saying that we wanted to spar with one another when in reality we made love.
*And you still won't hear me*
Yet now you've turned your back on me.Ignoring all the love i ever showed you.
*Don't want your hand this time i'll save myself*
I have isolated myself once again. Just to have you come around trying to cheer me up. I pretend as if your not there
*Maybe i'll wake up for once*
It seems as if my whole life has been a nightmeare. One nasty event after another, all i ever wanted was for this horror story to end.
*Not tormented daily defeated by you*
You've been dead for so long, yet everything around reminds me of you, torturing me, increasing my pain.
*Just when i thought i'd reached the bottom*
Never would i have thought myself mourning over my mate for so long,I thought there was no possible way for me to feel shittier
*I'm dying again*
I can feel my Chi weakening, my breath slowing as my need for you consumes me.
*I'm going under*
The memories that we shared flash before my eyes.
*drowning in you*
The way we would make love all night and drown in each other's loving embrace.
*I'm falling forever*
I'm slacking with my training, All i want is you
*I've got to break through*
I've been trying for so long to commit suicide just to be with you.
*I'm going under*
I can hear my children's panicked voices, As they find me.
*Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies*
Why are they worried? They never cared about me did they?
*So i don't know what's real and what's not*
Reality has become such a horrid place to live for me, i've confuse it with my fantasies.
*Always confusing the thoughts in my head*
The thoughts i've had for Kakarotto have always caused my confusion, i followed my instincts and lost him due to them.
*so i can't trust myself anymore.*
I knew i could never love another until it was too late,
*I'm dying again*
Here i am dying and now i finally realize just how strong my feelings for him are.
*I'm going under*
Only if you knew what i planned on doing to you the minuet we are reunited
*Drowning in you*
I can still remember the way you taste, the way you would let me devour you until i was satisfied
*I'm falling forever*
I bet you never would've imagined me committing suicide just to be with you
*I've got to break through*
I can feel my body becoming ice cold, so it was true that once a bonded mate died the other would follow shortly after
*So go on and scream*
"Snap out of it father,you can do it." My son whispers between sobs
*Scream at me I'm so far away*
"DADDY NOOOO!!!!!!!!!" My youngest screams as she holds my lifeless body close to her own.
*I won't be broken again*
As I pass i know the only man who was ever able to break me was Kakarotto
I've got to breathe i can't keep going under.