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Matt and Jeff staring into space. It was offical, they felt lost. Being away from the ring was the worst thing they ever had to do. Matt, feeling alone...nothing for him left in this world...Jeff, feeling nutral, like nothing was real. Adam, obviously aware that his two friends were going insane slowly. Adam saw Jeff...nothing to him...he used to be this amazing creature, who had everything he ever wanted, who made fun out of aluminum foil. Matt, one of his closest friends, just plain... nothing-ness
Vince made the worst decision of his life by cutting Matt and Jeff... from that day foward, they feel into a deep hole. Alone, a hole of darkness, and all they had was eachother...or so they thought.
Adam, destrought by the fact that two of his best friends, were not able to continue on with their dreams. He thought to himself "I cant do this...I cant be in the ring knowing my best friends are unable to do so." ...the next day Adam quit.
Slowly following Adam's lead, Shane and Shannon quit too. They all made a promise, they wouldn't sign with the WWE again unless they could all be together.
Weeks went by and nothing changed. Adam feeding off of Jeffs saddness.
"I cant do this Jeff, we have to go out...move on!" Adam said demandingly to Jeff. "I want to...but how?" Jeff replied sadly "Get out of this slump, hang out with me,...me and you just like the old times." "Well, maybe I can try it...its worth a try"
That night Jeff and Adam went out...having alot of fun at a club..drinking and talking about good times.
Adam realized then and there he loved Jeff, but was too afraid to admit it.
Jeff started talking about how he feels, and how he wants to be back in the ring, as tears compeletly covered his eyes...all Adam could do was hold his hand and tell him it was all going to be ok.
"I dont think I have ever felt this hollow...nothing is to me...all I wanted was to be a wrestler...what do I do now...? I feel like my heart is empty" Jeff said. "I gave up everything for you and Matt and your complaining...we have eachother now, so please, give me a fucking break and try thinking about me for once!" Adam said showing his side that hes been hiding with all his saddness. "I didnt fucking ask you to give up shit!" Jeff screams and stands up practly throwing everything off the table.
Adam stands up and tries to calm him down. Jeff screams and recultenly pushes Adam into the wall. Adam changes the position and slams Jeff into the wall. Adam thinking "this is perfect...Adam,...make your move.." and thats exactly what he did. He moved in and kisses Jeff directly on the lips. Jeff in absolute shock, kisses back with passion he had never felt before. He breaks the kiss slowly, and gave Adam a blank stare..."no" was all he could let out, as he stormed out of the club.
Walking home Jeff sat at the beach, staring at the moon, and he pulled out his scissors. Carving words to express how he feels in his skin... He sat there watching the blood dribble down his arm...not affected by the pain he was inflecting on himself.
Jeffs P.O.V
What was that? Adam...I know how I feel about him but I am not supposed to care. I am not supposed to have any feeling for him. He is not what I fucking need right now, all I need is myself. I want to be alone. I dont want to hurt Adam though, I care about him, everyone knows I do. He is one of the best friends I have ever had, what am I to do though, I dont want to hurt Adam, thats the last thing I want to do.
Matt and Jeff staring into space. It was offical, they felt lost. Being away from the ring was the worst thing they ever had to do. Matt, feeling alone...nothing for him left in this world...Jeff, feeling nutral, like nothing was real. Adam, obviously aware that his two friends were going insane slowly. Adam saw Jeff...nothing to him...he used to be this amazing creature, who had everything he ever wanted, who made fun out of aluminum foil. Matt, one of his closest friends, just plain... nothing-ness
Vince made the worst decision of his life by cutting Matt and Jeff... from that day foward, they feel into a deep hole. Alone, a hole of darkness, and all they had was eachother...or so they thought.
Adam, destrought by the fact that two of his best friends, were not able to continue on with their dreams. He thought to himself "I cant do this...I cant be in the ring knowing my best friends are unable to do so." ...the next day Adam quit.
Slowly following Adam's lead, Shane and Shannon quit too. They all made a promise, they wouldn't sign with the WWE again unless they could all be together.
Weeks went by and nothing changed. Adam feeding off of Jeffs saddness.
"I cant do this Jeff, we have to go out...move on!" Adam said demandingly to Jeff. "I want to...but how?" Jeff replied sadly "Get out of this slump, hang out with me,...me and you just like the old times." "Well, maybe I can try it...its worth a try"
That night Jeff and Adam went out...having alot of fun at a club..drinking and talking about good times.
Adam realized then and there he loved Jeff, but was too afraid to admit it.
Jeff started talking about how he feels, and how he wants to be back in the ring, as tears compeletly covered his eyes...all Adam could do was hold his hand and tell him it was all going to be ok.
"I dont think I have ever felt this hollow...nothing is to me...all I wanted was to be a wrestler...what do I do now...? I feel like my heart is empty" Jeff said. "I gave up everything for you and Matt and your complaining...we have eachother now, so please, give me a fucking break and try thinking about me for once!" Adam said showing his side that hes been hiding with all his saddness. "I didnt fucking ask you to give up shit!" Jeff screams and stands up practly throwing everything off the table.
Adam stands up and tries to calm him down. Jeff screams and recultenly pushes Adam into the wall. Adam changes the position and slams Jeff into the wall. Adam thinking "this is perfect...Adam,...make your move.." and thats exactly what he did. He moved in and kisses Jeff directly on the lips. Jeff in absolute shock, kisses back with passion he had never felt before. He breaks the kiss slowly, and gave Adam a blank stare..."no" was all he could let out, as he stormed out of the club.
Walking home Jeff sat at the beach, staring at the moon, and he pulled out his scissors. Carving words to express how he feels in his skin... He sat there watching the blood dribble down his arm...not affected by the pain he was inflecting on himself.
Jeffs P.O.V
What was that? Adam...I know how I feel about him but I am not supposed to care. I am not supposed to have any feeling for him. He is not what I fucking need right now, all I need is myself. I want to be alone. I dont want to hurt Adam though, I care about him, everyone knows I do. He is one of the best friends I have ever had, what am I to do though, I dont want to hurt Adam, thats the last thing I want to do.