A/N: This chapter contains (only slightly) sexual content (kinda not really) at the end (but knida not). Anyhoo, just be warned.

Enjoy, NOW! LOL!

'I never really thought about a 'magic date' as Jim so rightly put it, as I suppose it is really isn't it. Up and till now it feels like I have been married to Katherine for as long as I have known her, which I confess is not very long but it feels like years in my heart. So having to actually go through the whole ceremony seems even if anything a little pointless. Every time I want to talk to Katherine about the future she just fobs me off with excuses, such as, being too tired or she even was saying that its too early to talk about such arrangements. When has Captain Amelia ever been too tired? Surely love waits for no one, but then again I have just been saying do we really need to get married? Ahh, I get so confused, and she doesn't help, although if she did I would probably wish she didn't. Why is it that when it comes to astrophysics I can understand every nebula down to the last active galactic nucleus but when it comes to women, well I just don't understand them, their decision-making logic just baffles me. And also why do they spend so long in the washroom in the mornings?

One thing that has got me confused was at tea this evening, why did Jim give her that look, what has she done to make Jim give her a look like that and then why didn't she tell me what she had done for Jim to give her a look like that? Instead of giving me a straight answer she decides to say 'you shall never know' which, as would do to anyone, raises a million questions in my head. I cant for the life if me decide what that means, I feel like Im back on board the Legacy, and under her command not her husband to be, or maybe this is what a husband feels like? This type of living is so new to me, maybe I will get used to it after a time, I will have to, I simply love her too much not to.

I must give myself a pat on the back! The family gathering went extremely well. I believe that all my time and hard work was worth the effort, seeing that look on Katherine's face was so…, I cant describe it, I had never experienced anything before quite like it in my whole life, I got this warm feeling inside and all the hairs on the back of my neck stood up, well, I have had that feeling before, once, when I witnessed Miraya's Comet but it was never as nice and strong as this. I believe I liked it too.

The parents liked Katherine much to my surprise. Mother has started talking to me since the accident, which is one good thing to talk about, although my farther still wishes not to have anything to do with me. I truly can't believe that so much has happened in the past year, which I have been totally oblivious to. I must sadly write that my father has had yet another heart attack, yet still he wishes not to see me, he must realise how worried I have been about him. I can't stop thinking about what might happen if something does happen to farther, what about mother? What will she do? She can't come and live hear, not with Sarah and Jim staying, Katherine and I would get no time together and she would have even more excuses not to talk about the future. And I honestly doubt weather my brother would oblige. Why is it when I think that everything is going to all right, doubt comes into my head and spoils everything, all I want is to be happy with Katherine, is that too much to ask for?

I am really getting used to having Katherine around the house, although I do still jump when she manages to sneak up behind me to enquire about what im doing, im still not quite sure how she does it. I tried to do the same today but I was found out before I had even entered the room, I never though my doors made such a racket, must fix that, although it does give me some warning for when Katherine is coming. Although I don't know why I really need any warning, she is my wife, or wife to be - to be exact. I wonder what she was writing in before tea today, it certainly wasn't maps or charts, the book was far too thick for that, could have it been a diary perhaps? I wonder what she writes in it. Maybe she writes about me in it. I shall never know, as it is a private thing and I must not think…I wonder if she has written about what she had done for Jim. No, that's absurd, I must not think about it, it might not even be a diary; it might be something totally different, yes that's what it probably is. I do really want to know what she had done though.'

Delbert thought he heard something sounding like light footsteps behind him and turned around to look. The door opened and Amelia came into the room, she was wearing a dressing gown and from what Delbert could see he thought that was all. He turned back and dated the page in his journal

"What's that dear?" Amelia asked as she walked over and stood behind him and placed a light hand on his shoulder. Delbert slowly closed the book and replied

"Oh, nothing dear, just some charts and maps." He smiled and on hearing this and seeing his face Amelia stopped what she was going to say and gave a blank expression, then realising she had been found out for before a smile formed and she sat next to him on the end of the bed.

"Ah, I see." She said playfully

"Ok, well im ready for my shower now"

At this Delbert changed from his normal colour to an almost brilliant shade of red. He didn't know what to do. He tried to form a sentence but only the first letters of each word came out, several times.

Amelia could see what he how he felt and placed a finger over his mouth stopping his speaking, or trying too. She picked up his hand and slowly led him into the bathroom, closing the door behind her

The room had now already filled up with steam as the shower had been running in anticipation of the couple. Vision was only slightly impaired but Delbert was glad of that remembering the boxers he was wearing. Amelia now in front of Delbert slowly dropped the silk gown down to her waste revealing the curves of her back. Delbert now was even more worried, it was total silence and seeing Katherine for the first time in the way he was made him feel that he inferior, physically and mentally, not knowing what to do next, if anything and not having a body that he would kill for as Katherine certainly did. She turned her head to see Delbert almost frozen.

"I-I-Im sorry, umm, I-Its-Its my fir.." she stopped him once again by placing a firm finger over his mouth after turning around to face him "I know, its my first too" she said very softly. The gown that had hugged her body had now fallen onto the floor and she was just standing there in front of Delbert, just Amelia, nothing else. Delbert now totally embarrassed just looked at her face with an almost scared expression.

"I take it you normally take a shower with your clothes on then?" she said with playful sarcasm in her voice.

"W-Well." Delbert stopped as Amelia came foreward and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. Delbert getting slightly more confidence helped her and took it off revealing an almost flat chest. Amelia turned her head slightly surprised, she had not fallen in love with his body but his caring and loving mind, the eyes did something for as well.

"Your clothes don't complement you enough doctor"

He thought of a reply but then stopped as she undid hid belt with great accuracy and skill, even quicker than he could!

His trousers fell to the floor revealing the boxers that he'd wish would change from the red hearts to something a bit more respectable. She gave a short laugh and looked into his eyes very caringly and almost disappeared in a cloud of steam as she walked into the shower. Delbert just stood there not knowing what to do. Then suddenly he realised how stupid he was being. His courage allowed him to take off his embarrassing boxers and he slowly walked into the shower expecting anything.

"Delbert" there was a pause as he thought whether to reply or not "Your still wearing your socks!"

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Im sorry for all that, it's a bit slushy I know but hey there ya go. I had to try and show how Delbert felt and how uneasy he was, and in my stupidity I couldn't think of anything else. So it is a bit 'eye closing' but if it wasn't it would have been crap because there would not have been anything!

Please please tell me if you think there are too many diary entries, there will be one in the next chapter. I find its one good way of telling an 'untold' story, anyhoo, praise/flame give it to me!

Keep Smiling ~ Robbie.