This is written as a number of on going Journal entries of Remus J. Lupin. Please feel free to comment and review. I look forward to your opinion of my portrayal of his thoughts.

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Entry One

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Dear Journal:

So much has happened since my last entry. You'll forgive me for not writing sooner once you hear of all that's happened.

It's over. We've won, at least in the overall since. I've taken Harry back to the Black Mansion, He's only just fallen asleep the poor boy, cried him self to sleep in my arms. It's just the two of us here now, and the house elf, Kreacture.Though I've not seen him sense we arrived.

If not for Harry I don't think anyone could have kept me from following my beloved Sirius. He's gone now, He's fallen, and he will never raise again.

It startles me now as I read over my own slanted scribe, I am remarkably calm, I do not think in honesty that I realize what has happened to the full consent.

Harry was my first worry, and even as he sleeps I feel the worry build like a dementor arising from the depts threatening to take the small ounces of happiness we both have and shred them leaving us both hallow and alone.

It will not be long until he has to return to the Dursleys. To a home of taunts and jibes, none to comfort him in his pain, even if he were permitted to let his so called family know of the things he saw and the ones he lost.

The boy needs a home, and I mean to give it to him. Sirius and I had been talking about it, ever sense Sirius escaped from the hell hole dubbed Azakaban. The idea of my Obtaining custody and along without faithful black shaggy mutt Harry and I would live in happiness. In a good wizarding home in love and care as Harry so deserves.

He's waking up, and he needs me. I shall write again soon.

~Faithfully

Remus J. Lupin