A/n: Helloha everybody! This is it! The long awaited next chapter! However I first have to thank all of my lovely reviewers! Merci beacoup!
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Just a thought, if you like my writing check out my other fic, Love Me Forever, Love Me For Always – Year one. It's a MWPP/L/A (Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, Prongs, Lily and Arabella Figg) Romance will come later on in the upcoming stories. Please take a look at it!
Ok I know it's been a long time since I updated but I've 1) been really really busy 2) had exams and 3) had writers block… but I'm over that now so…
On with the fic!
When Lily awoke, her first impression was white. Pure clean white. Am I in heaven? However Lily's groggy thoughts of heaven were washed away when the figure of the nurse came into focus. Oh. Only the hospital wing. Why am I here? Oh… All of a sudden memories of everything that had happened came rushing back. The letter. The knife. Everything.
Suddenly Madame Pomfrey came bustling over. "Hello dear. I see that you're awake. Professor Dumbledore would like to talk to you, do you feel up to it?" when Lily gently nodded her head the matron walked away and came back moments later with the Professor.
"Good morning Lily" Professor Dumbledore said as he sat down in the chair beside Lily's bed.
"H-hello P-p-professor" Lily stuttered back weakly.
"Do you remember what you did?"
Lily nodded.
"Lily I'd like to impress upon you the seriousness of your actions. I know that you have lost your parents and I greive with you, however why did you not simply discuss this with a friend, instead of taking such rash action? You could not think that no one would care if you took your life? Do you?"
"Well that's part of it Professor," Lily said timidly, "I don't have anyone who what care."
"What about your friends?"
Lily gave a harsh laugh. "That's a joke. I've never had any friends, just simple, borning , forgetful acquaintances."
"You could have come to one of your teachers or myself, Lily," Dumbledore said reprovingly, "However, I am not here to lecture you. If you ever feel the need to talk, Miss Evans, fell free to come by my office. Now although I believe that you have some visitors."
With that Professor Dumbledore exited the room and Lily could barely hear the Headmaster talking to somebody outside of the door. Suddenly, that somebody entered the room, along with three other somebodies.
"Hello Lily," the Marauders chorused as they entered the room and made their way over to her bed.
"Uh. I mean…" Lily greeted them.
"So how are you?!" Sirius yelled in his 'indoor' voice.
"MR BLACK! Either be quiet or get out!" an exasperated Madam Pomfrey screeched from her office.
"Ok…"
"So how simply are you darling?" Remus asked as he pushed Sirius out of the way.
"Um…"
"That's great!" Peter exclaimed, "Can we go now?"
"No Peter! You can go if you want to but I'm not!" James said vehemently, speaking for the first time.
"And neither am I!" Remus and Sirius said at the same time.
"Jinx!"
"Mhmm mmhm mhmhm!" Remus tried to say.
"Remus, Remus, Remus. Now you can talk." James said as he turned away from his friends antics to Lily's bed, "So now really Lily? How are you?'
"Um… fine I guess." Lily ventured timidly, still staring at Remus and Sirius who were having a cat fight.
"So…" James started, "Cut it out you guys!" James cuffed Sirius and Remus both in the ears.
"Sowwy…"
"We weally didn't mean to distwurb you…"
Lily at this point was staring at both of them, who had gotton down on their knees and were crawling towards her bed as if they were the plague. "Um… look it was really nice of you guys to come and see me and all, but I'm sort of tired…" Lily said; not looking any of them in the eyes.
"Oh. Okay. I guess we'll go then." James said as he started to walk away, "Bye Lily." Sirius and Peter joined him but Remus stayed behind for a moment.
"Lily, I know how you feel having lost someone close to you, I lost my brother when I was ten and he was only seven. If you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here for you." Remus then stood up from where he was crouched by her bedside and exited the hospital murmuring a goodbye to Lily.
All Lily could do was stare.