ok so i got the idea win i was mad at my mom at my mom ^^ am odd ok so it a Fushigi Yugi fic ^^ i'm so happy ok now this takes place between whin Tamhome said he well stay with Miaka bute he din't umm it's in book 3 ok ^^

i do not own the Miaka yes i know it's a one person fic and i don't own the song LINKIK PARK does so good for LP WOOO!

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"He left me".Leanieg her back on the wall.Slowly dropping to the floor."Tamahome"

"What do i do to ignore them behind me?"

"Do i follow my instincts blindly?"

"Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams."

"And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?"

"DO I sit here and try to stand it?"

"OR do I try to catch them red-handed?"

"Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?"

"Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?"

" I make the right moves but I'm lost within"

" I just end up getting hurt again"

" By Myself "

" Myself"

" If I turn my back I'm defenseless"

" And to go blingdy seems senseless"

" If I let them go I'll be outdone"

"I can't hold on" she says as she prints the last words on the page " whats this" picky a noty "Tamahome" Closes the book.Runs ot the room

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so the fic is realy anly a song.I cut ot some words in the song and it's not all the song ^^ ok bye bye