" My Poison"

You're like a poison.

They way you love slowly kills me.

It's so annoying,

How this feeling can control me.

I won't believe it.

That your love is something more.

Because I could get this feeling from anyone I'm sure.

You're nothing special.

You're just a bloke I play for game.

Don't get me wrong,

I like you all the same.

But it's not about the love,

Or that feeling from your eyes,

It's about this winning feeling,

When I took you the first time.

I want to conjure you.

Make you mine at last.

But I could leave you,

You know nothing of my past,

Just because you say you love me,

Doesn't hold me back.

Just because you've always loved me.

Doesn't mean crap.

Because as much as I need you,

You're nothing to let go.

My eyes are empty,

I have nothing left to show.

So when you I think I love you,

You better check again,

My eyes are so deceiving,

You alone in the end.

But I won't leave you.

I'll stay here for a while.

Until I find another,

That makes me feel alive.

So when your friends point and stare

At the seen that we make,

Don't think about it,

It's only give and take.

But then again,

When I look back,

On all that we had.

Being with you was alright,

I suppose.

I'd rather be with you;

Then ever be alone.