A/N- this is Moony's POV on Lily and James. R/R please.
The End.
Trying to talk to him is almost funny. In a tragic sort of way. Besotted, that's what he is, gone. I couldn't be happier for the guy, he's crazy about her, and finally she's realizing he's great too. But there's something about his new- found love that hurts. The loss of him. I think Padfoot feels it too, though he wont ever dream of saying anything. But along with the pain there's another feeling. Guilt. I feel guilty, because part of me feels glad Lily is acting as a distraction for James. A very small part of me, but still, a part. I'm glad, because Padfoot's mine now. God that sounds psychopathic. But I know what I mean. James was always number one, no matter what he said, and I was always second best. But now… situations change, priorities change, people change, and James has changed. He no longer only has us. And that leaves me, Padfoot and Wormtail. Interestingly enough, I don't see a change in Peter's behavior. He seems happy for James, but that's about it. He has an almost irritating innocence and naivety about him. Sometimes I wonder if he really is as simple as he appears. God, I'm a psychopath again, questioning my friend's genuineness. But like I said, people change, and it leaves me wondering- who's next? Which one of us will detach himself from our group next? Padfoot? Wormtail? Or maybe even me? Not likely. They're all I have; I doubt many girls would be willing to put up with a guy who turns into a monster on a monthly basis. Padfoot and Prongs could easily befriend new people, but me? No. And Wormtail's shy but I think even he would have it easier than me. So I'll just have to make the most of what I have left. I think, deep down, I knew it couldn't last forever. I knew eventually they'd find others. I just put off accepting it until the last possible moment. Which is now. James falling for Lily has signaled the beginning of the inevitable. The breaking of the unbreakable. The division of the undividable. The end of the Marauders.