Disclaimer: Really, really getting sick of this, as you all know Monsieur Baz created Moulin Rouge!

this will be the last chapter in my collection (probably) This last poem is just one about Christian writing about his terrible nights without Satine, and how he briefly contemplates suicide it is called 'Night Pains' it's a pretty dark one and long one too.

There is nothing but the stars at night

Nothing but that bright silver light

There's nothing in the street tonight,

Everyone's gone to sleep until the sun shines bright

I sit here, up on my windowsill

I sit here until

Until love comes back to me

I'll sit here until once again I feel free

I sit here thinking about you, of all things

I sit here to wait and see what the night brings

An owl hoots loudly, so it echoes through the dark

A shooting star passes, leaving a faint spark

And yet I still sit here, are you wondering why?

I can't sleep I just sit and cry

I cant cry too loudly, so I keep most of it still bottled up inside

And it's hard to do so, because as I once said 'I'm not one of those who can easily hide'

I cry until my head goes into a spin, so that I can no longer understand

My eyes get so blurred I can barely see my own hand

But I keep crying, under I lose all comprehension, and I can no longer keep,

Myself awake, so I reluctantly fall asleep

But even in sleep, I can hear my blood rushing through my veins,

Magnifying my pains

My blood, like red wine liquor, thick and rich, precious, staining and red

Flowing so loud as I lie here unconscious in my bed

In dreams you fill my head, teasing me, daring me to believe,

And I do every time, then wake up and grieve

I toss and turn in the sheets, before whacking my head harshly on the wall

Stifling my desperate call

My call out to you, calling you, always you, just you

All night, until the sky is once again blue

Summer nights are bad; sweat dribbles down my forehead, down my nose and sinks into my lips

And the taste is unbearable, I spit it out, like bad water, but still, down my forehead it drips

Onto the pillowcase, already wet with my tears

The pillow I hug so tightly to try and forget my fears

I wake suddenly; out of my unconscious sleep the blood became too loud

I look up to the moon for some comfort, but find it's been covered by a cloud

With my head, automatically falling into my hands, I sigh

And I cry

Then I fall asleep and it all happens again, the blood, dreams, sweat,

Until I wake again, I bet.