I guess I better get back home Grace will be making dinner soon and for some reason she seems to think that I should be there. It doesn't matter that I'm not close to anyone in my family except my dad, things have to be her way all the time. I'm so sick and tired of her being so hypocritical. She sits there saying that I should leave Miguel and Charity alone and let them be happy but yet she continues to let David and St. John ruin hers and daddy's marriage.

"Kay, where have you been? We've been looking all over for you. You could have at least called to let us know you were going to be late for dinner. You know that we always have dinner at 5:30."
"Sorry Grace, I didn't know it was so important for me to be here, I thought that you'd be happy with Charity, John and Jessica here."
"How many times do I have to tell you not to call me Grace, I am your mother."
"You haven't been a real mother to me in about two years, oh yeah that's about the time that Charity got here wasn't it?"
"Please Kay, I don't want to fight with you can't we just have a peaceful dinner?"
"Fine."

I could really use someone to talk to right now. Since Simone committed suicide three months ago I haven't really had anyone to talk to. I feel so lonely. Wait, I know exactly who I can talk to. She'll know what to say.

After dinner I changed and put my coat on and left for T&F inc. When I pull up in front of the huge 30 story building I felt a little nervous. Did I make a mistake by coming here? Well there's only one way to find out. I took the elevator to the 26th floor stepped out and almost stepped back in. I walked up to the receptionist and asked to see her.
"Mrs. Crane, there's a Kay Bennett here to see you."
"Yes Candace, send her in"
As I stepped in to Theresa's office I noticed all of the beautiful dress designs. She was designing Charity's wedding gown and all of the wedding party's gown's as well.
"Hi Kay, it's so nice to see you, It's been a while huh?"
"Hi Theresa, I need your advice on something. And well it's kind of akward coming to you for advice."
"Oh, you need advice on something to wear to the wedding. Well that's no problem, come on and you can tell me what you like and what color you want and we'll see what we can do."
"Wait, I'm not here about that even if I wanted a T&F creation I don't think that I could afford it."
"Nonsense you're my little brother's best friend and I give major family discounts, I think of you as family Kay. If you're not here about a dress then what are you here for?"
"I need some love advice."
"Ok, I'm assuming that this has to do with Miguel?"
"How did you know?"
"Honey, one look in your eyes when your looking at my baby brother and anyone can see how deeply you feel for him."
"It's that obvious?"
"Yes. I thought you knew."
"Well, I told Miguel how I felt because I thought he needed to know before he married Charity. He ran off and I'm so confused as to what to do."
"I have to be honest with you Kay, Miguel came and talked to me earlier about this and he's just as confused as you are. Just give him some time and if he chooses to be with Charity still then respect his decision. I'm sorry that I can't be any more help to you than that. I thought that I had found my soul mate in Ethan that is until Fox came into the picture. I don't think that I would have been very happy with Ethan knowing that Gwen was in his heart as well. Fox has made me so happy. Maybe things with Charity and Miguel are the way they were with me and Ethan, and maybe you can be Miguel's Fox. I can't really say anything other than that. I want what is best for everyone, but Miguel has to be the one to make that decision. You just have to give him some time. Ok?"
"Ok, thanks so much Theresa. You've helped me a lot. I feel so much better. And say hello to Fox and that adorable little boy of yours. Oh I meant to ask you about your pregnancy. How is that going? You're having a little girl this time right?"
"Well actually, I'm having two little girls this time. I had an ultrasound yesterday and confirmed that I'm having twins. We're so happy."
"Congratulations, I'm really happy for you. I'll see you later."

I walked out of T&F and started for my car when I heard someone calling my name. I turned around and it was Miguel. I don't think I had ever been so happy to see anyone in my life.
"Kay, I'm so glad that I caught you before you left, we really need to talk can you come to my apartment?"
"Yeah I'll be there in about 10 minutes there's something I have to do first."

I don't think I've ever been this nervous. What if he tells me that he doesn't want to have anything to do with me? Wait that's ridiculous why would he ask me to his apartment if he didn't want to speak to me? Well there's only one way to find out.
End of ch.2 please R&R. Thanks for the last reviews it helped a lot. Let me know how I can make things better.