As I was knocking on Miguel's door,a part of me wanted to turn and run away like I did so many times before. But somehow I got the strength to stay until Miguel opened the door.
I walked in and immediately noticed all of the candles and flowers that he had around the room and they were my favorite, daisies. I can't believe this is happening, but what if it is all for Charity?
"I'm so glad that you decided to come here so we could talk. There are some things that you need to know as well. I have loved you for as long as I can remember, Kay. When you told me that you loved me, I think I finally know how you felt when we were twelve. I only settled for Charity because I couldn't have you. I did come to love her however, so this has been really difficult for me. It's really hard when you love two women the way that I love you and Charity. I think that I know how Luis felt a couple of years ago with Beth and Sheridan. How he ever chose between the two is beyond me so I went to him and Theresa to talk to them and see if they could help me. Luis told me that he made his decision based on who had always been there for him and who he had loved first. He chose Beth as you know and has been married to her for about a year and a half now. He feels like he made the right choice. I went to Theresa and her story was completely different. She loved Ethan for so long that she couldn't imagine herself with anyone else. That is until Fox came back to Harmony, even after Ethan left Gwen because little Ethan was his Theresa decided that her heart was no longer with Ethan that it was with Fox. So to make a long story short the only thing that I got from both of them is to follow my heart, and my heart is leading me straight to you. I know there is no way that I could ever be completely happy with Charity knowing that it was you that had my heart. So what do you say Kay will you marry me?"
I can't believe this is happening Miguel is down on one knee with the most beautiful three stone ring I have ever seen and he's proposing to me. How did it go from I'm really confused to will you marry me? What the hell am I thinking of course I want to marry him. Who cares how he went from there to here.
"Oh Miguel, of course I will marry you. How are you going to tell Charity though? I love you, and although I really don't like my cousin I don't want to see anyone get hurt."
"I'll break it to her in the morning, but right now all I want to think about is you, me, and our love."
He swooped me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom, on the way there he stumbled a little.
"Am I that heavy? I can walk if you think you're going to fall."
"No, I want it done the right way. This is the way that I've always imagined it would be if we ever made love and I want the first time for both of us to be perfect."
This definantly qualifies as the best day of my life. Never in a million years did I think that this day would ever come. He laid me down on the bed and we began to get undressed. He laid down beside me and we started kissing. He rolled over on top of me and then he said, "Are you sure this is what you want?" "I have never been so sure of anything in my life, Miguel." With that being said I felt him inside of me. I have never experienced such pleasure and pain at the same time. After a while the pain subsided and all I felt was the sheer pleasure and joy that came with loving Miguel. When we were done, I guess that we were so exhausted that we both fell asleep after whispering "I love you" to one another.
I woke up and realized where I was and that put a big smile on my face when all of a sudden, I heard a knock on the door. "Miguel, wake up someone is here."
"HUH, what's going on."
"Miguel, open up I know you're in there sleepy head." Charity said from the other side of the door.
We scrambled to get our clothes on and Miguel went to the door. "Hey Charity, I forgot that you were coming over this morning."
"Kay what are you doing here so early?"
"Well um, Grace and I got in an argument last night and Miguel let me crash here on his sofa and I was just about to leave." I hid the ring on my finger so that she wouldn't know what was going on until Miguel had a chance to tell her. "I was just fixing to leave, I'll see you later Miguel."
"Bye, Kay I'll talk to you later."
I guess I better get home so I can catch hell from Grace.
Meanwhile, back in Miguel's apartment, Charity knew that Kay and Miguel hadn't been telling the truth. She went into the kitchen and grabbed two glasses and poured them some coke and crushed a little sleeping pill into it just enough to get Miguel relaxed and a little out of it.
"Miguel, honey I have something that I want to talk to you about. I think that I'm ready to take our relationship to the next step. I know that the wedding is in two weeks but I don't think that I can wait that long."
"Charity there's something that I have to tell you," but Charity didn't give him a chance to say anything she pressed her lips against his and by the time she was done the sleeping pills had already started taking effect. She got Miguel to the bed and took off his clothes and by that time he was asleep. "I'll teach him to make a fool of me. When he wakes up he'll think that we slept together and then I'll be pregnant and there's no way that he can be with Kay then. Do they think that I'm blind I mean come on I saw all of the daisies when I came in.
I walked into the house and saw that no one was at home. Thank you lord for looking after me on this day. As I was walking up to my room I saw Jessica coming out. "Kay where have you been? I went in and messed up your bed to make it look like you just got up and left early. You owe me big for this and I want all of the details too."
I told Jessica everything which made me so relieved that I had finally found someone else to talk to. When Simone died I didn't think that I would be able to confide in anyone ever again. I went for a whole month with out saying much at all to anyone. I think that I'm still in shock a little. I knew that Simone would be heartbroken when she found out about Whit and Chad but for her to go and kill herself. The thought was just unbearable, I guess that's why I tried not to think about it much.
Grace came in. "Kay where did you go so early this morning? We had a family crisis and I needed you here."
"What happened Grace did you run out of tomato soup? You need me to go to the store for you and St. John just didn't feel like it?
"No you ungrateful bitch, you're father is leaving me because of you. He says that I don't pay any attention to you or him now that John and David are in the picture. Which is totally ridiculous. I spend time with you and Jessica. He says that I've turned into a cold hearted bitch and that he can't live with me anymore."
"Look Grace, I can't help it that Daddy sees you for the lying slut that you are. That is not my fault at all. No you see, you did that to yourself. Now you have to pay the price."
"Kay," Jessica started to say something, "No Jessica, she is going to hear this. Ever since Charity and John came into the picture you have went out of your way to be a mother to them. I'm your daughter too or did you forget that?"
"Kay, maybe if you hadn't have been so manipulative in trying to destroy Charity and Miguel's relationship then I could have been more of a mother to you."
"You just made my point for me. You were more worried about Charity's happieness than your own daughter's, that's why I'll never forgive you and obviously neither will daddy. So you got what was coming to you Grace." Grace walked off and I was so mad that I was shaking.
"Kay, you've got to calm down. She's gone. We need to go find daddy and talk to him. Oh wait, let me see that ring." I showed Jessica the ring and she just about fell over. "It's beautiful."
"I know."
Maybe, just maybe I could be happy after all.
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I walked in and immediately noticed all of the candles and flowers that he had around the room and they were my favorite, daisies. I can't believe this is happening, but what if it is all for Charity?
"I'm so glad that you decided to come here so we could talk. There are some things that you need to know as well. I have loved you for as long as I can remember, Kay. When you told me that you loved me, I think I finally know how you felt when we were twelve. I only settled for Charity because I couldn't have you. I did come to love her however, so this has been really difficult for me. It's really hard when you love two women the way that I love you and Charity. I think that I know how Luis felt a couple of years ago with Beth and Sheridan. How he ever chose between the two is beyond me so I went to him and Theresa to talk to them and see if they could help me. Luis told me that he made his decision based on who had always been there for him and who he had loved first. He chose Beth as you know and has been married to her for about a year and a half now. He feels like he made the right choice. I went to Theresa and her story was completely different. She loved Ethan for so long that she couldn't imagine herself with anyone else. That is until Fox came back to Harmony, even after Ethan left Gwen because little Ethan was his Theresa decided that her heart was no longer with Ethan that it was with Fox. So to make a long story short the only thing that I got from both of them is to follow my heart, and my heart is leading me straight to you. I know there is no way that I could ever be completely happy with Charity knowing that it was you that had my heart. So what do you say Kay will you marry me?"
I can't believe this is happening Miguel is down on one knee with the most beautiful three stone ring I have ever seen and he's proposing to me. How did it go from I'm really confused to will you marry me? What the hell am I thinking of course I want to marry him. Who cares how he went from there to here.
"Oh Miguel, of course I will marry you. How are you going to tell Charity though? I love you, and although I really don't like my cousin I don't want to see anyone get hurt."
"I'll break it to her in the morning, but right now all I want to think about is you, me, and our love."
He swooped me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom, on the way there he stumbled a little.
"Am I that heavy? I can walk if you think you're going to fall."
"No, I want it done the right way. This is the way that I've always imagined it would be if we ever made love and I want the first time for both of us to be perfect."
This definantly qualifies as the best day of my life. Never in a million years did I think that this day would ever come. He laid me down on the bed and we began to get undressed. He laid down beside me and we started kissing. He rolled over on top of me and then he said, "Are you sure this is what you want?" "I have never been so sure of anything in my life, Miguel." With that being said I felt him inside of me. I have never experienced such pleasure and pain at the same time. After a while the pain subsided and all I felt was the sheer pleasure and joy that came with loving Miguel. When we were done, I guess that we were so exhausted that we both fell asleep after whispering "I love you" to one another.
I woke up and realized where I was and that put a big smile on my face when all of a sudden, I heard a knock on the door. "Miguel, wake up someone is here."
"HUH, what's going on."
"Miguel, open up I know you're in there sleepy head." Charity said from the other side of the door.
We scrambled to get our clothes on and Miguel went to the door. "Hey Charity, I forgot that you were coming over this morning."
"Kay what are you doing here so early?"
"Well um, Grace and I got in an argument last night and Miguel let me crash here on his sofa and I was just about to leave." I hid the ring on my finger so that she wouldn't know what was going on until Miguel had a chance to tell her. "I was just fixing to leave, I'll see you later Miguel."
"Bye, Kay I'll talk to you later."
I guess I better get home so I can catch hell from Grace.
Meanwhile, back in Miguel's apartment, Charity knew that Kay and Miguel hadn't been telling the truth. She went into the kitchen and grabbed two glasses and poured them some coke and crushed a little sleeping pill into it just enough to get Miguel relaxed and a little out of it.
"Miguel, honey I have something that I want to talk to you about. I think that I'm ready to take our relationship to the next step. I know that the wedding is in two weeks but I don't think that I can wait that long."
"Charity there's something that I have to tell you," but Charity didn't give him a chance to say anything she pressed her lips against his and by the time she was done the sleeping pills had already started taking effect. She got Miguel to the bed and took off his clothes and by that time he was asleep. "I'll teach him to make a fool of me. When he wakes up he'll think that we slept together and then I'll be pregnant and there's no way that he can be with Kay then. Do they think that I'm blind I mean come on I saw all of the daisies when I came in.
I walked into the house and saw that no one was at home. Thank you lord for looking after me on this day. As I was walking up to my room I saw Jessica coming out. "Kay where have you been? I went in and messed up your bed to make it look like you just got up and left early. You owe me big for this and I want all of the details too."
I told Jessica everything which made me so relieved that I had finally found someone else to talk to. When Simone died I didn't think that I would be able to confide in anyone ever again. I went for a whole month with out saying much at all to anyone. I think that I'm still in shock a little. I knew that Simone would be heartbroken when she found out about Whit and Chad but for her to go and kill herself. The thought was just unbearable, I guess that's why I tried not to think about it much.
Grace came in. "Kay where did you go so early this morning? We had a family crisis and I needed you here."
"What happened Grace did you run out of tomato soup? You need me to go to the store for you and St. John just didn't feel like it?
"No you ungrateful bitch, you're father is leaving me because of you. He says that I don't pay any attention to you or him now that John and David are in the picture. Which is totally ridiculous. I spend time with you and Jessica. He says that I've turned into a cold hearted bitch and that he can't live with me anymore."
"Look Grace, I can't help it that Daddy sees you for the lying slut that you are. That is not my fault at all. No you see, you did that to yourself. Now you have to pay the price."
"Kay," Jessica started to say something, "No Jessica, she is going to hear this. Ever since Charity and John came into the picture you have went out of your way to be a mother to them. I'm your daughter too or did you forget that?"
"Kay, maybe if you hadn't have been so manipulative in trying to destroy Charity and Miguel's relationship then I could have been more of a mother to you."
"You just made my point for me. You were more worried about Charity's happieness than your own daughter's, that's why I'll never forgive you and obviously neither will daddy. So you got what was coming to you Grace." Grace walked off and I was so mad that I was shaking.
"Kay, you've got to calm down. She's gone. We need to go find daddy and talk to him. Oh wait, let me see that ring." I showed Jessica the ring and she just about fell over. "It's beautiful."
"I know."
Maybe, just maybe I could be happy after all.
Thanks for the reviews and keep R&R if you have any suggestions for me to put in my story let me know.