I'm looking at Miguel with tears in my eyes now.
"Kay, lets go outside for a few minutes."
"Miguel, do you want a brownie. I just baked them. Or would you rather have some tomato soup cake?" Grace said with so much love in her voice. She's always liked Miguel and at times I also felt that she wished that he was her son. But she never came out and said it.
"No thanks, Mrs. Bennett I just need some fresh air I'm not feeling so well."
"Ok, well if you guys need anything just let us know we'll be here in the kitchen."
"Thanks Mom"
I shut the door fell into Miguel's arms sobbing like a baby.
"Shhh, Kay, honey it's going to be okay."
"Miguel I have wanted her to be a real mother to me for the last two years and the only way that she shows any affection towards me is when she loses her mind. I just don't know how much more I can take. Am I that unloveable?"
"You've got to be kidding right? Sweetheart, you are the most loveable and caring person I know." he added with sincerity. I've never heard him talk this way about anybody. He made me realize just how much he really did love me. I didn't deserve him, not after all of the things that I had done in the past that caused him and the people he loved pain.
"Miguel, I don't know what to say."
"Tell me you love me and then we'll go back inside and hopefully you can get a couple of those brownies before we leave, if Grace hasn't eaten them all."
"I have some confessions to make."
"Well, we can talk when we get home. I just want to get you out of here before you get anymore upset." Miguel now had tears in his eyes, seeing him like that I don't know how I'm going to tell him all of the rotten and horrible things I've done to him. I mean sure it was in the name of love, but what if he doesn't see it like that and he doesn't wanna be with me when I tell him? Maybe I don't have to tell him. Kathleen Elizabeth Bennett, get a hold of yourself, of course you have to tell Miguel it's the only way that you can be completely happy. If he knows the truth and doesn't wanna be with you then you'll just have to except it and move on.
"I have to tell you now or I might lose the nerve."
"Ok, go ahead I'm listening" He walked over to the patio and sat down in one of the chairs.
"I don't know how or even where to begin. Miguel, I have lied and schemed and manipulated for the last two years to try to make you mine." He interrupted me, "Sweetheart, don't get yourself worked up like this. It doesn't matter what you did, all that matters is that we're together now. I love you and no matter what you did or didn't do or do in the future nothing will change my love for you. Do you understand me?"
"I understand, but please let me tell you this, it is the only way that I could be truly happy. I need for you to know the truth about everything."
"Go ahead, I'm listening."
"Well, first I'm the one who sent Charity to hell, then I froze her in a block of ice, I sold my soul to that Witch Hecuba, oh, but I got it back, so you don't have to worry about that. Umm..... let's see oh yeah, and everytime that you and Charity had an argument and it turned out to be just a big misunderstanding, that was my work also. I think that's it, oh no wait, I also dumped the fish guts on Charity at the prom. So, if you wanna break it off with me then I totally understand. I don't deserve you, you're too good a person to be with someone like me. I did all of those things out of my love for you but I know now that they were wrong, and I was wrong. I love you and I want you to be happy, I just thought that you couldn't be happy without me. But now I see that maybe you could have been happy with Charity or maybe somebody else. Is there anyway you could ever forgive me?"
"Babydoll, I'm glad that you want to be honest with me and now it's time for me to be honest with you. I love you and only you. I go to bed at night thinking of you, I dream of you, and then I wake up thinking about you. If I'm away from you, I can't stop thinking about how long it will be before you're in my arms again. I don't ever want to hear you say that you don't deserve me, or deserve to be happy, because you do. Kay, I love you more than anyone or anything is this world. I never thought I could love anyone the way that I do, but you're the one for me."
By this time tears were flowing down my cheeks, he walked up to me and pulled me to him and wiped the tears off of my cheeks. I have never been so happy. But then it all came back to me, Grace and Charity. I'm not going to worry about this right now. I'm just going to be happy that I'm with the man that I love and he loves me. If nothing else goes right in my life at least I have that. I have Miguel and his love.
"C'mon, let's go home."
"Wait, I wanna go back inside for a little while, I know that Grace and I don't get along but I can't leave daddy with her like this."
I opened the door and we walked back inside.
"Hey daddy, how is she?"
"Kay, why are you talking about me as if I'm not here? I can hear you. What would be wrong with me? Did Eve tell you something about my test results that I don't know about? Answer me, why would something be wrong?"
"Mom, calm down, I was just asking daddy how you were being in your condition and all." which wasn't completely a lie. I did want to know how she was doing but it had nothing to do with her "Pregnancy". I looked over at Daddy and he gave me a nod indicating that I had said the right thing, so I continued.
"I'm just worried about you being on your feet all day at the B&B especially with you being pregnant."
"Oh sweety, that's is so thoughtful." she turned to face daddy. "Sam, we have the most wonderful, caring daughter that anyone could ever ask for. Honey, won't you and Miguel stay for dinner tonight? We're having your favorite, meatloaf."
I looked over at Miguel and I could tell by the look in his eyes that staying was alright with him.
"Yeah we'll stay. Dad, can I talk to you in the living room please?"
"Sure thing."
We walked into the living room and I asked him "What are we going to do? We can't just leave her like this can we? I mean what about you and Ivy? This can't be good for Grace's health either. I mean sure there has never been any love lost between us but, I hate seeing her like this. Don't get me wrong, I love it that she's being so nice and loving towards me, but I know it's just because she doesn't remember."
"Wo, slow down, you're talking to fast for your old man here. My hearing's not what it used to be you know." He always could make me laugh. "Eve is supposed to come over in the morning and talk to me again. Everything will be fine. After dinner you and Miguel go home and get some rest. You've had a very eventful day."
"Ok, daddy I will, but you have to promise me that if it gets too much for you to handle that you'll call me and let me know so I can help you out."
"Scouts honor." With that being said we walked back into the kitchen where mom and Miguel were having a conversation about baby clothes. I could tell that he needed to be rescued, so I hurried in and said "WHew I'm starving, mom when is dinner going to be ready?"
"In about five minutes Kay, you three go get washed up and I'll set the table."
Miguel and I went into the bathroom, where he pulled me into a long and passionate kiss. "Why, Mr. Lopez-Fitzgerald, if I didn't know any better I'd say that you were coming on to me."
"Well Ms. Bennett you do know me and I am coming on to you. That was just a preview of things to come when I get you back home."
"MMMMM, I can't wait, let's hurry up and eat so we can go."
It took us all of ten minutes to eat and tell them that we were going to be headed back home. I hugged Grace, and then walked over to daddy. "Remember, call me if you need me. I don't care how late it is. I'll come over alright?"
"Kay honey, I'm not due for a few more weeks it's not like I'm going into labor tonight. So your father won't be calling you in the early hours of the morning ok?"
"I'll talk to you guys tomorrow."
* Miguel and Kay's apartment*
As soon as we got in the door, he started kissing my neck and we made our way to the bedroom. I was so comfortable with him, I would have done anything he asked me to at that moment. We left a trail of clothes leading all the way to the bed. I pushed him down and got on top of him. "Mmmm, being a little agressive are we?"
"Yeah you got a problem with that?"
"Nope, no problem you can do anthing that you want to me."
"Anything?"
"Anything"
"I'll be right back then." I walked over to the closet and got a sack from Spencers. I went there the other day and picked up a few things for us. (A/N: I dont know if you guys have one in your hometown mall, but for those wondering,Spencers is a sex/gag store.)
I picked out the strawberry flavored gel which is mine and Miguel's favorite, and started to rub it on his most sensual areas. I went down on him, and seeing that I was pleasuring him so much, made me want him even more. I got up and started kissing him and he returned the favor. I rolled over on top of him, I wanted to feel him inside of me. I started rocking back and forth rythmically, until I was ready to have my orgasm and I asked him if he was ready and his response was, "Oh yeah"
We both climaxed at the same time and I collapsed onto his chest. Laying there, trying to catch my breath I realized that we didn't use any protection.
"Oh my god, Miguel, we didn't use any protection. What are we going to do? You don't need another baby. This is all my fault I'm so so so sorry."
"Calm down, it's alright. Everything will be ok. It won't matter even if you do get pregnant. I want you to be the mother of my children."
"Really?"
"Really."
I laid down beside him and must have fell asleep, because when I woke up it was dark and Miguel was no where to be found.
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"Kay, lets go outside for a few minutes."
"Miguel, do you want a brownie. I just baked them. Or would you rather have some tomato soup cake?" Grace said with so much love in her voice. She's always liked Miguel and at times I also felt that she wished that he was her son. But she never came out and said it.
"No thanks, Mrs. Bennett I just need some fresh air I'm not feeling so well."
"Ok, well if you guys need anything just let us know we'll be here in the kitchen."
"Thanks Mom"
I shut the door fell into Miguel's arms sobbing like a baby.
"Shhh, Kay, honey it's going to be okay."
"Miguel I have wanted her to be a real mother to me for the last two years and the only way that she shows any affection towards me is when she loses her mind. I just don't know how much more I can take. Am I that unloveable?"
"You've got to be kidding right? Sweetheart, you are the most loveable and caring person I know." he added with sincerity. I've never heard him talk this way about anybody. He made me realize just how much he really did love me. I didn't deserve him, not after all of the things that I had done in the past that caused him and the people he loved pain.
"Miguel, I don't know what to say."
"Tell me you love me and then we'll go back inside and hopefully you can get a couple of those brownies before we leave, if Grace hasn't eaten them all."
"I have some confessions to make."
"Well, we can talk when we get home. I just want to get you out of here before you get anymore upset." Miguel now had tears in his eyes, seeing him like that I don't know how I'm going to tell him all of the rotten and horrible things I've done to him. I mean sure it was in the name of love, but what if he doesn't see it like that and he doesn't wanna be with me when I tell him? Maybe I don't have to tell him. Kathleen Elizabeth Bennett, get a hold of yourself, of course you have to tell Miguel it's the only way that you can be completely happy. If he knows the truth and doesn't wanna be with you then you'll just have to except it and move on.
"I have to tell you now or I might lose the nerve."
"Ok, go ahead I'm listening" He walked over to the patio and sat down in one of the chairs.
"I don't know how or even where to begin. Miguel, I have lied and schemed and manipulated for the last two years to try to make you mine." He interrupted me, "Sweetheart, don't get yourself worked up like this. It doesn't matter what you did, all that matters is that we're together now. I love you and no matter what you did or didn't do or do in the future nothing will change my love for you. Do you understand me?"
"I understand, but please let me tell you this, it is the only way that I could be truly happy. I need for you to know the truth about everything."
"Go ahead, I'm listening."
"Well, first I'm the one who sent Charity to hell, then I froze her in a block of ice, I sold my soul to that Witch Hecuba, oh, but I got it back, so you don't have to worry about that. Umm..... let's see oh yeah, and everytime that you and Charity had an argument and it turned out to be just a big misunderstanding, that was my work also. I think that's it, oh no wait, I also dumped the fish guts on Charity at the prom. So, if you wanna break it off with me then I totally understand. I don't deserve you, you're too good a person to be with someone like me. I did all of those things out of my love for you but I know now that they were wrong, and I was wrong. I love you and I want you to be happy, I just thought that you couldn't be happy without me. But now I see that maybe you could have been happy with Charity or maybe somebody else. Is there anyway you could ever forgive me?"
"Babydoll, I'm glad that you want to be honest with me and now it's time for me to be honest with you. I love you and only you. I go to bed at night thinking of you, I dream of you, and then I wake up thinking about you. If I'm away from you, I can't stop thinking about how long it will be before you're in my arms again. I don't ever want to hear you say that you don't deserve me, or deserve to be happy, because you do. Kay, I love you more than anyone or anything is this world. I never thought I could love anyone the way that I do, but you're the one for me."
By this time tears were flowing down my cheeks, he walked up to me and pulled me to him and wiped the tears off of my cheeks. I have never been so happy. But then it all came back to me, Grace and Charity. I'm not going to worry about this right now. I'm just going to be happy that I'm with the man that I love and he loves me. If nothing else goes right in my life at least I have that. I have Miguel and his love.
"C'mon, let's go home."
"Wait, I wanna go back inside for a little while, I know that Grace and I don't get along but I can't leave daddy with her like this."
I opened the door and we walked back inside.
"Hey daddy, how is she?"
"Kay, why are you talking about me as if I'm not here? I can hear you. What would be wrong with me? Did Eve tell you something about my test results that I don't know about? Answer me, why would something be wrong?"
"Mom, calm down, I was just asking daddy how you were being in your condition and all." which wasn't completely a lie. I did want to know how she was doing but it had nothing to do with her "Pregnancy". I looked over at Daddy and he gave me a nod indicating that I had said the right thing, so I continued.
"I'm just worried about you being on your feet all day at the B&B especially with you being pregnant."
"Oh sweety, that's is so thoughtful." she turned to face daddy. "Sam, we have the most wonderful, caring daughter that anyone could ever ask for. Honey, won't you and Miguel stay for dinner tonight? We're having your favorite, meatloaf."
I looked over at Miguel and I could tell by the look in his eyes that staying was alright with him.
"Yeah we'll stay. Dad, can I talk to you in the living room please?"
"Sure thing."
We walked into the living room and I asked him "What are we going to do? We can't just leave her like this can we? I mean what about you and Ivy? This can't be good for Grace's health either. I mean sure there has never been any love lost between us but, I hate seeing her like this. Don't get me wrong, I love it that she's being so nice and loving towards me, but I know it's just because she doesn't remember."
"Wo, slow down, you're talking to fast for your old man here. My hearing's not what it used to be you know." He always could make me laugh. "Eve is supposed to come over in the morning and talk to me again. Everything will be fine. After dinner you and Miguel go home and get some rest. You've had a very eventful day."
"Ok, daddy I will, but you have to promise me that if it gets too much for you to handle that you'll call me and let me know so I can help you out."
"Scouts honor." With that being said we walked back into the kitchen where mom and Miguel were having a conversation about baby clothes. I could tell that he needed to be rescued, so I hurried in and said "WHew I'm starving, mom when is dinner going to be ready?"
"In about five minutes Kay, you three go get washed up and I'll set the table."
Miguel and I went into the bathroom, where he pulled me into a long and passionate kiss. "Why, Mr. Lopez-Fitzgerald, if I didn't know any better I'd say that you were coming on to me."
"Well Ms. Bennett you do know me and I am coming on to you. That was just a preview of things to come when I get you back home."
"MMMMM, I can't wait, let's hurry up and eat so we can go."
It took us all of ten minutes to eat and tell them that we were going to be headed back home. I hugged Grace, and then walked over to daddy. "Remember, call me if you need me. I don't care how late it is. I'll come over alright?"
"Kay honey, I'm not due for a few more weeks it's not like I'm going into labor tonight. So your father won't be calling you in the early hours of the morning ok?"
"I'll talk to you guys tomorrow."
* Miguel and Kay's apartment*
As soon as we got in the door, he started kissing my neck and we made our way to the bedroom. I was so comfortable with him, I would have done anything he asked me to at that moment. We left a trail of clothes leading all the way to the bed. I pushed him down and got on top of him. "Mmmm, being a little agressive are we?"
"Yeah you got a problem with that?"
"Nope, no problem you can do anthing that you want to me."
"Anything?"
"Anything"
"I'll be right back then." I walked over to the closet and got a sack from Spencers. I went there the other day and picked up a few things for us. (A/N: I dont know if you guys have one in your hometown mall, but for those wondering,Spencers is a sex/gag store.)
I picked out the strawberry flavored gel which is mine and Miguel's favorite, and started to rub it on his most sensual areas. I went down on him, and seeing that I was pleasuring him so much, made me want him even more. I got up and started kissing him and he returned the favor. I rolled over on top of him, I wanted to feel him inside of me. I started rocking back and forth rythmically, until I was ready to have my orgasm and I asked him if he was ready and his response was, "Oh yeah"
We both climaxed at the same time and I collapsed onto his chest. Laying there, trying to catch my breath I realized that we didn't use any protection.
"Oh my god, Miguel, we didn't use any protection. What are we going to do? You don't need another baby. This is all my fault I'm so so so sorry."
"Calm down, it's alright. Everything will be ok. It won't matter even if you do get pregnant. I want you to be the mother of my children."
"Really?"
"Really."
I laid down beside him and must have fell asleep, because when I woke up it was dark and Miguel was no where to be found.
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