Taking Over Me
~*~
A/N: Yes, I know, more Noa/Moku, more Evanescence.
It's not my fault! It just...fits so well. ^^;
Yes. More songfic. X3
Disclaimer: I don't own anything mentioned or used in this fic that has a copyright attached. o.o;
~*~
You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream and dream unto?
~~~
I am awakened by a cold breeze from my window.
Didn't I shut that stupid thing when I went to bed?
Oh well.
Now that I'm awake, I might as well just lie here.
In the dark.
Still, your face haunts my dreams. If you could call them that.
Your smile.
Did you expect me to be able to forget that you existed? After that?
You had just turned away from me. Like, it would be easy...for me...
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I am constantly aching, because of that.
You don't understand. What you did to me.
I don't even think you meant to.
But it hurts me, so much...
If you hadn't have come back, this never would have happened.
You'd still be dead, and we still would have never known about you.
But do I really want that?
To not know you?
~~~
Have you forgotten all I know and all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
~~~
I had a dream with you in it.
You were in...blue robes. With these beautiful, shining wings.
You smiled at me.
I told you I loved you.
You just stayed silent, a hurt look in your eyes.
You pushed a strand of stray hair behind my ear.
Your touch...
It almost felt real, to me.
Almost..
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
Is it that I still have hope?
It that what keeps it, so I can still see you in my dreams..
Or see you at all?
I see you everywhere...
I miss you, so much.
It hollows me out inside..
The pain, of knowing you are gone.
The pain also, of not being able to let you go..
~~~
I look in the mirror and see your face
If i look deep enough
So many things live inside that, just like you, are taking over
~~~
Would you ever come back to me?
If you could?
Would you answer me?
Because I believe...
I believe in miracles.
Does that make me naïve?
Or does it make me more aware?
I really don't know.
Please come back to me.
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I'm crying now.
As I stare at the ceiling, thinking of you.
I was trying to will myself not to..
I was trying not to think, of what I couldn't have.
I wanted you.
I wanted you...
So much..
It made me die.
From the inside.
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I wanted more than anything in the world, to be with you.
To always be by your side.
I wanted for you to hold me at night..
Because I love you.
I still love you.
And I still believe.
~~~
You're taking over me...
~*~
A/N: Yes, I know, more Noa/Moku, more Evanescence.
It's not my fault! It just...fits so well. ^^;
Yes. More songfic. X3
Disclaimer: I don't own anything mentioned or used in this fic that has a copyright attached. o.o;
~*~
You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream and dream unto?
~~~
I am awakened by a cold breeze from my window.
Didn't I shut that stupid thing when I went to bed?
Oh well.
Now that I'm awake, I might as well just lie here.
In the dark.
Still, your face haunts my dreams. If you could call them that.
Your smile.
Did you expect me to be able to forget that you existed? After that?
You had just turned away from me. Like, it would be easy...for me...
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I am constantly aching, because of that.
You don't understand. What you did to me.
I don't even think you meant to.
But it hurts me, so much...
If you hadn't have come back, this never would have happened.
You'd still be dead, and we still would have never known about you.
But do I really want that?
To not know you?
~~~
Have you forgotten all I know and all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
~~~
I had a dream with you in it.
You were in...blue robes. With these beautiful, shining wings.
You smiled at me.
I told you I loved you.
You just stayed silent, a hurt look in your eyes.
You pushed a strand of stray hair behind my ear.
Your touch...
It almost felt real, to me.
Almost..
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
Is it that I still have hope?
It that what keeps it, so I can still see you in my dreams..
Or see you at all?
I see you everywhere...
I miss you, so much.
It hollows me out inside..
The pain, of knowing you are gone.
The pain also, of not being able to let you go..
~~~
I look in the mirror and see your face
If i look deep enough
So many things live inside that, just like you, are taking over
~~~
Would you ever come back to me?
If you could?
Would you answer me?
Because I believe...
I believe in miracles.
Does that make me naïve?
Or does it make me more aware?
I really don't know.
Please come back to me.
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I'm crying now.
As I stare at the ceiling, thinking of you.
I was trying to will myself not to..
I was trying not to think, of what I couldn't have.
I wanted you.
I wanted you...
So much..
It made me die.
From the inside.
~~~
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
~~~
I wanted more than anything in the world, to be with you.
To always be by your side.
I wanted for you to hold me at night..
Because I love you.
I still love you.
And I still believe.
~~~
You're taking over me...