Writer's note: Feh! Originally, this whole fic should've been a one-shot fic… but it became too long so I had to cut it into multi-parts. -_-;; Double feh! (Inu-Yasha: Stop stealing my line!! Me: I'm borrowing it… *half-irritated* Feh. Inu-Yasha: *glares* Grrr…)
A little background info of my original characters that appeared in the previous part: they used to be characters for my original story, but when it started to remind me too much of Fushigi Yûgi so I "dumped" that idea. ^_^;;; I don't want to copy or steal anyone else's ideas or stories…
The name "Anita" is a Finnish name for women. (Don't bug me that it isn't a Japanese.) Meaning that Anita in this fic is a daughter of a Finnish-Japanese-couple.
Pairings: Ran x Omi / Seisuke (OMC) x Anita (OFC)
Rating: R for the mentions of adult & male/male sexual situations
Category: Multi-part, yaoi, slightly an AU, a slight angst-nature
Fiction note: This is a sequel to the previous yaoi-fic, "A Passionate Yearning" and this happens few weeks later from it. Also, this is the MILD version of this fic. (Since FF.net doesn't accept NC-17-rated fics anymore.)
If you want to read the NC-17-rated version, I will give you a hint where to find: my homesite. Remember: reading any NC-17-rated fics at my homesite, is your own risk! Not, mine. I'm just writing all-rated fics! Don't send me e-mails, telling me that you were repulsed of it.
And all you under 18 & anti-yaoi-fans: ignore the message above. ^^;; I'm trying to protect you here!!
Warning: This fic contains male x male sexual relationship. If you're bothered with that or you're a minor (under 18), leave! Those who aren't bothered and are matured enough, enjoy reading the fic!
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A Weiß Kreuz YAOI Fanfiction
"Raging Emotions"
Part II
Written by M.K. a.k.a. Fall Angel © 2003
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The place was dark by the time Omi arrived home. No one seemed to be around. Omi could hear soft snores and sheet rustling from Ken's room as he passed by the brunette's door. Yôji's room was quiet, which means he was gone out. So was Ran's as well.
Now that's weird.
Omi expected to hear some movements from his lover's room. But there was none. Only complete silence, no sheet rustling and no soft breathing. Nothing.
The honey-blonde youth took a peek behind the door as he opened it. There was no sight of his lover anywhere in his room. Where was he?
Omi took a step into his lover's room when suddenly, a hand covered his mouth as an arm wrapped around his waist, pulling him in against bare and warm chest. He struggled for couple of seconds, and then gave up. His captor was stronger than he is.
Omi was getting scared and panicked, until he got a sniff of familiar cologne from his captor behind him, which made him relax. 'Ran.'
The grip around his waist was loosen, and the hand over his lips taken away, Omi turned (Ran's arm still around him in a loose hold) and looked up from the corner of his eyes at his half-naked lover, who was only wearing his black jeans.
"You're back," Ran whispered. "Did you have fun?" He spat the last word in despise.
Omi nodded hesitantly. 'Why is he like this?'
The hand that covered Omi's mouth now took a hold of Omi's chin, making the honey-blonde boy to look into Ran's amethyst violet eyes. "Did you enjoy that boy's company?"
Omi could see how the color of Ran's eyes turned darker when the scarlet-haired man mentioned Seisuke. Not only that, he could clearly detect different emotions within them. It was really rare to detect any emotions from Ran's eyes. The pair of amethyst violet eyes were hard, overwhelmed in anger and… jealousy?
Blinking his own blue eyes, Omi took another look at Ran's eyes. Jealousy, possessiveness… all these different emotions flashed in his lover's eyes… from a mere mention of Seisuke and Omi having fun without Ran. The smaller boy gasped when Ran's hold on his chin tightened, when he didn't give an answer to Ran.
"Well?"
"I-I… y-yes. I had fun with---"
Ran growled, harshly took Omi into his arms (who hadn't time to struggle out of it) and dropped him onto his bed. Then he went on all fours above the smaller boy, eyes blazing with jealousy now as he stared at his lover.
"So, you liked his company then…" Ran undressed Omi from his coat and shirt.
"Aya---"
"Did you talk about me?" Ran continued, now unzipping and unbuttoning the jeans off the younger boy.
Omi trembled when Ran's finger touched his bare skin. "Ne, Aya---" 'This can't be happening! Not by him! Not Ran!!'
"I bet that you were thinking about me, laughing…"
"Ran!!!" Omi yelled, making Ran to stop when he was about to take a hold of waistband of Omi's boxers. "Stop it…" His eyes trembled with unshed tears. "You got it all wrong… all wrong… It isn't like that… It isn't… Seisuke-kun… is my friend. And we weren't alone. His girlfriend was with us at the movies."
Hearing this, Ran's eyes widened and he moved quickly off Omi, sitting on the edge of his bed. What has he done? No, correction: what was he doing, to his lover? He watched his lover, wearing only his boxers, trembling from cold or was it from the fear of his behavior?
"O-Omi…"
"D-don't you trust me at all…? Don't you know - by now - that I only care about you…? Haven't I told you enough, how much I love you?" Omi whispered hoarsely, calming down and gathering his strength back. 'He was jealous… Ran was jealous… Did that mean…?'
Now that Omi thought about it, he had noticed certain strange behaviors from Ran before… at the shop. Once, he saw Ran sending vicious glares at Omi's fan girls, who kept hanging around him while he was working, to keep them away from Omi. Their shifts at the flower shop were changed so they could work together. Not to mention the mission, where the two of them were most of the time together.
Also there was a time when Omi, alone, had to go for undercover, to which Ran tried to talk him out of it in his room after the mission was given to them. So, not only that Ran was showing jealousy and possessiveness, he was also protective of Omi.
"Omi…"
"You were jealous…" Omi cut in. Ran winced slightly; quickly acting like nothing happened.
"You were jealous of me being out with someone who wasn't you…" Omi went on his knees, crawling toward Ran. "And you thought that I was… cheating you," Omi's blue eyes became sad and hurt. "Ran, I thought you knew better than that."
Ran frowned, not from anger but from annoyance of own behavior and wrong conclusions. Omi was right. He should have had more faith on Omi and trusted him. But… it was partly Omi's fault not saying anything about his plans.
"You should have told me… where you were going or with whom you were going out to me. There could have been a mission tonight." Ran said, not looking at his lover.
"Ran. Why can't you just admit that you were jealous? And you know that you can always call to my cell phone, if there was a mission tonight," Omi said, his bangs hiding his eyes from Ran. "And… you're right. I should have told you earlier. Gomen nasai."
When the silence was the only thing heard in Ran's room, Omi began to recall what Anita said to him earlier today: "Ne, Omi-kun… You should tell him what you feel about this agreement the two of you made… Talk to him."
He sniggered quietly at what Seisuke said after Anita: "Yeah! Quit being a wimp, Omi!" To which Anita gave him a punch to his shoulder, gritting her teeth and glaring at her imbecile boyfriend.
"Anoo, Ran… what are you afraid of? Why do you want to keep our relationship secret? "It is because the Schwarz, the danger they bring to our missions? What??"
Not a word came from his scarlet-haired lover.
"Ran… I can't take this secretive anymore. I can't handle it! I don't want to hide my feelings for you any longer!" Omi rested his forehead over Ran's bare shoulder, shaking.
This made Ran to look at his lover, slightly taken back by Omi's frustration.
"So what if the Schwarz are still alive?? I don't care about them! They won't stop me from loving you! Ran…" Omi moved around, wrapping his arms around his lover. Then burying his face against Ran's chest and listening the heartbeat under his ear. "Don't you see… you're killing me with this secretive… I don't want to hide our relationship…"
Ran could feel Omi trembling from sadness. His smaller lover's words cut into him like a knife, making him think about the whole situation from his point of view. Like Omi, he too had begun to realize, what an error it was to hide their relationship. He had noticed how stressful it was to keep a secret such as this. And Omi has been the one who suffered the most.
"Omi," Ran wrapped his arms around Omi's shoulders, trying to calm him and whispering soft apologies into his ear. "You're right. I only wanted to protect you not only from danger but also from people who doesn't accept gay-couples so easily as others."
Omi blinked his eyes for few times, not leaving any trace of tears that stained his cheeks moment ago. All this time, Ran has been protecting him, in his own way. The smaller boy smiled at the thought. Ran really does care about him.
"Ran, the world is full of different people, thinking about the others in their own way - in positive way or negative way. We don't have to listen them what they will think of us. I'm beginning to learn not to mind the other people's thoughts about me… I think," Omi smiled at Ran, "you should do the same."
Faster than Omi could realize, Ran had him placed properly onto his lap, facing each other.
"So be it," Ran whispered before capturing Omi's lips into gentle kiss, which soon was filled with passion and love. Omi moaned when their kissed became deeper, his arms sneaked around Ran's neck, giving into his lover's kiss.
Few minutes later, they undressed themselves from the remaining clothing and lay down onto Ran's bed; shuddering from the skin-to-skin contact, touching and kissing each other.
The scarlet-haired man watched his lover to fall asleep. Still remained inside him. Careful, he withdrew himself out of his lover - causing Omi to moan in his sleep - and then covering a blanket over them.
"You're mine, Omi. Mine to love …" Ran kissed the top of Omi's head, then fell asleep.
At last, they have found someone to love, despite of their pasts and them being the hunters of darkness.
To be continued…
Next: "Raging Emotions - Epilogue"
Translations:
1. ne = eh?, right?; a very common supporting word
2. gomen nasai = I'm sorry
3. -kun = a suffix used for people of equal/younger age and equal (social) standing
4. anoo = an interjection; well, um
5. koibito = dear, beloved, lover
6. koi = love, lover
Second draft: August 11 - 14, 2003