Disclaimer : Take a picture © Filter; Shaman King © Takei Hiroyuki
Author's Note : This is the result of re-watching Mankin anime for three days @_@ *phew* It's a hard work just to finish one title, eh?
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I don't believe in your sanctity, your prophecy
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Sometimes it is better not to know the reality…
Sometimes it is better not to be alive…
Life is beautiful if you know how to deal with it…
Life is beautiful if you have a loved one and the one who loves you back…
Life is beautiful if you have a friend…
For me, it's a dream amongst other dreams…
But why is it me?
Why is it me who doesn't have all of them?
Why is it me who doesn't have the reasons that make one's life beautiful?
Why is this life…
…so unfair?
And the person who stands in front of me, looking irritated and mad, has a totally opposite life with me. Why does he give me that kind of face?! I'm the one who should be pissed off by this situation, not him! He, who has a life filled with love, family and friends, doesn't have the right to stare at me like that! He doesn't know me! HE DOES NOT KNOW ME!!
I'm upset…
I thought that he could at least understand me but he's now threatening me as a villain! He…He…
"I AM RIGHT!!" yelled me.
…No…
I am right! I am right! I AM RIGHT!!
NO!!
No…I…
I am not…
I am not right…
I've known it for a long time…
This whole thing is…wrong…
I…
I want to be changed…I want to be changed…
I'm tired…tired to live like this every time I reincarnate…
Honestly…
What I always wanted is affection…
I remember one thing…
He once told me that I couldn't have any friend if I kept taking advantages from my partners…
But how come I know how to make friends if nobody thinks I'm a human?
How come I know how to make friends if nobody lends me a hand?
How come I know how to love somebody if nobody loves me?
They do look on me…
Some adore me; some feel sorry for me; some afraid of me; some hate me…
But no one loves me…
…Even Matamune…
I glanced at the running little girl.
…Even Opacho…
I saw the boy before me at his face.
…Even you, my other half…
What is so different between you and me?!
We share the same flesh, the same blood, the same pain…
But why do you have a lot of friends while I don't?!
Why Matamune made friend with you while he betrayed me and killed me?!
Why Manta keep staying beside you while Opacho runs from me?!
Then my eyes slowly wandered around the place.
Why…
Why do you have thousands of people who believe in you?
Why do you have thousands of people who pray for you?
Why do you have thousands of people who love you?
Why there is no one…who loves me?
My mother had passed, but I kept living. I believed that if I continued to live, I might find a person who accepted me just the way I am. I might be able to help others since I had the power and they didn't. But they…
(He's not a human!)
And they gave me those smiling faces even though their hearts…
(Careful! He will catch your souls!)
Then five hundred years ago, Matamune and him…
Matamune and him…
I lost my precious friend…
Now it's Opacho…
Now…
It's you…
You hate me too…
You hate me too…
You…
Opacho…
Matamune…
Mother…
Others…
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…Is this your punishment?
But I didn't do anything…
I no longer exist as human…
But I…
BUT I NEVER EVEN ASKED FOR HAVING THIS KIND OF POWER!!!
Then why…
This is unfair…
THIS IS UNFAIR!!!
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE TOO!!!
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE LOVED TOO!!!
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TREAT ME AS AN EVIL?!!
I hate to admit it but…
I am a human…
I am…only a human…
I…
With one attack, he slashed me into two.
…Why…
…Why is my life so unfair…
…This is…
…Unfair…
…I only want happiness…
…I…
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Can everyone agree that no one should be left alone?
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