A/N Reflection on Spike post Wrecked. Buffy's POV.

His I Love You's aren't lies
And he holds me in his arms at night
But it's him that I despise
When his darkness gives into my light

I hate that in a demon I can wash away the sin
And during our days together
I allow his fingers to map out my skin
While he whispers his love for me is forever

He's in my mind everyday
And while I'm with him I can't find peace
but the longer I stay away
The harder it is to find release.