¤ Yo! This is another song fic. It?s called ?Faces? by Crashing Tide. Hope you all enjoy, even though they are no longer together, they're still an awesome band. =) ¤
Disclaimer: I STILL and NEVER will own any of the Fast and the Furious characters, so please don"t sue. Same thing with the song, It's owned by Crashing Tide NOT me. Enjoy =)
** Letty?s p.o.v. **
// I stand around, inside a fading world I call my own.
Turning, I look around; I see faces
that seem so ugly as I force a smile so untrue,
hearing voices of broken figures
I once cared for until I met you...//
? Leticia! Where the fuck are you?? My dad yelled from downstairs.
? I'm up here!? I yelled back rolling my eyes.
? Well get the fuck down here and serve us some god damn drinks!? He shouted. His voice echoed in my head. I wished my mom was here, but dad had to keep on pushing her until she went crazy one day and killed her self. I locked my diary and hid it under the mattress.
? What?? I asked as I bounded down the stairs. My eyes fell on seven ugly and filthy creatures my dad called his friends.
? What are you waiting for? Go make dinner, I'm hungry!? He shouted at me.
? What are your legs broken? Go make it yourself you fuckin? bastard!? I growled. He got up from the poker table, and rushed towards me.
? Don't you ever fucking talk to me like that!? He yelled backhanding me. I tripped back wards and hit the wall, dropping onto the floor as I went limp. He picked me up by my throat and threw me into the kitchen. His friends found it amusing and started laughing. I rubbed my throat with a wet towel trying to make it better, but it didn?t. The pain still stung, making my voice a little raspy. I got out a pot, and a packet of pasta. This was the best I could do for tonight, I felt terrible. When the pasta was done, I set the table for eight, and served the food. The men all sat down, and dug into the pasta hungrily, forgetting all manners ever known to mankind. I jumped when I felt one of the men's legs brush against mine. I looked at the man beside me. He winked and squeezed my thigh. I gave him a fake smile, knowing if I were to defend my self, I'd end up on the floor again.
After dinner, my dad allowed me to go visit my best friend Mia. She was like a sister to me, the only one person in life who had ever really cared about me. I knocked on her door, and waited patiently. A boy about four years older then I, stepped out. There in front of me stood my prince in shining armor.
// By stepping into my sight,
you showed me what beauty really was.
In stepping into my life,
all I held sacred was debased,
as I walked away with nothing left
wishing that these simple memories could be erased...//
? Dom is that Letty?? I heard a female voice ask.
? You Letty?? He asked. I almost melted at his voice. It was deep and incredibly seductive.
? Uhuh.? I mumbled entranced by the site of him.
? Yea Mia, it's her!? He bellowed.
? Then let her in!? He looked back at me, and smirked.
? Come on in.? I gave him a warm smile, and stepped inside, only to be greeted by one of Mia's hugs.
? Hey chica.? I said laughing.
? Um, Letty, this is my big brother Dom.? I turned around to face him once again and held out my hand.
? Sorry, I don't make friends with girls.? He said childishly. I frowned, he was just another guy. I came back to my regular state of mind, and my pride was switched back on.
? Who the fuck said I wanted to be friends with you? I was just being nice.? I spat. He rolled his eyes.
? Mia, why don't you two go upstairs and play with your dolls or something?? I glared at him, but Mia took my arm and dragged me upstairs.
? Sorry Let, my brothers an asshole, he thinks he's all that and a bag of chips.? She said closing the door to her room behind us. I laughed. He was all that and a bag of chips, but he needed and attitude adjustment.
? It's ok Mi, so what's up?? I asked as she took out one of her porcelain dolls, and started brushing her hair.
? Oh my god Letty!!! Amy just told me that Kevin thinks I'm hot!? Mia shrieked. I rolled my eyes and chuckled.
? Mia do you ever think about anything else?? I asked. She looked at me blankly, and then answered.
? Yea! My dolls.? I shook my head laughing. I wished Dom could disappear from my life, because now that I knew him, I would never be able to like another guy.
// Am I nothing at all in your eyes?
Will I die before this shit sets through
with these faces all around me
wishing one of them was you...//
I sat up, and shook my self out of my trance. What is wrong with me? I had only known this Dom guy for a week, and I already couldn't stop thinking about him. The way he handled cars amazed me. I only wished I could share that with him, I wish I could show him I knew as much about cars as I did.
? Letty!? I whipped around quickly and looked at Mia.
? What?? I asked annoyed that she had taken me out of my fantasy.
? Pay attention to Ms. Groom! You're going to need this info for the test this week!? She whispered frantically. I smiled.
? Yes mom.? I said turning back around, and fixing my eyes on what my teacher was writing on the board. As hard as I wanted to pay attention, I couldn't. My mind kept wondering back to Dom. I jumped out of my chair startled as the bell rung. Mia laughed, and helped me gather my things.
? So who is it darling?? Mia asked adding an accent to darling. I looked up at her confused.
? What do you mean?? I asked dropping my pen into my baggy pants, and standing up straight, to meet her at eye level.
? I know there's a guy Let? you can't concentrate for shit? you're a wreck? I've never seen you this way?? She trailed off. She searched my eyes for some kind of answer, but I showed nothing.
? There's no guy Mia? I've just been busy lately?? She smirked, and stood in front of the doorway, blocking my path.
? I'm not letting you out of this room, until you tell me who it is Leticia!? She yelled sternly. She was determined, and if I know Mia?she never gives up easily.
? OK! FINE! IT"S DOM!? I shouted. I covered my mouth with a hand quickly as I saw everyone in the hall stop and stare at me. I glared at them, and they quickly went on their way, hopefully forgetting what they had just heard. Mia's face turned pale, and she started laughing.
? You like my brother!!! Oh my god chica! Why didn't you tell me???? She snickered happily.
? I don't know? I've never felt like this before Mi?? I tucked a stray hair behind my ear and slipped my book bag onto my shoulder. She just stood there and smiled. I shook my head, and made my way to my next class.
? Watch where the fuck you're walking!? Someone groaned as they knocked into me. I helped myself up, and glared at him. I felt myself weaken as I recognized him. Dominic.
? Excuse me? You bumped into me Dom!? I yelled shoving one of his books he had dropped into his chest.
? Don't call me Dom, only my friends call me that.? He spat grabbing the book, and walking away.
? Do I mean nothing to you?? I whispered underneath my breath once he was out of hearing distance. A tear trickled down my cheek, and I quickly wiped it off, heading into the girls bathroom to let out some aggression.
// I wonder how many others have felt the things I do,
how many have laid awake at night
and felt so incomplete because of you...
Can't imagine how many tears you've been responsible for,
like a child toying with what's easily broken,
you run away as their hearts break across cold floor...
Just like them, I am nothing more...//
I stared at Dom from my windowsill, as he made his way towards my front door. What does he want now? I shoved my diary in my hiding spot, and bounded downstairs. I reached the door just in time as he rang the doorbell. I quickly opened it to reveal Dom.
? Can I help you?? I asked annoyed.
? Look Letty? I'm sorry for what happened yesterday at school?I-I-I just don?t know how to act around you ever since I laid eyes on you? I've had a crush on you?that crush has evolved into love Letty? and I'm sorry if I haven't showed it? I'm confused?I just need to know if you feel the same way.? I stood there speechless. One day he treated me like shit?the next he knocks on my door and tells me he loves me?
? Dom?I don?t want to get hurt?? I said looking away. He grabbed my chin gently, and held my lips up to his. He pressed his lips onto mine, and I quickly let out my tongue, and brushed it over his bottom lip. He slightly pulled back and softly began to nibble on my lip. A moan escaped my lips, and he slipped his tongue slowly into my mouth, trailing his tongue over mine, making me rap my arms around his neck tightly, and bring him deeper into the kiss. Our tongues teased each other for a couple of minutes, until we couldn?t take it anymore, and we both broke away gasping for air. I stood there shocked, not being able to tear my gaze away from his.
? I would never hurt you on purpose Let.? I sighed and let out a few tears.
? I love you too Dominic.? He smiled and took me into his arms in a warm embrace. I hugged back and rested my head on his shoulder.
? I want to do something special for you?can I pick you up at 9:00 tomorrow?? I grinned and nodded speechlessly as to what had just happened. ? Great.? He smiled and pecked my lips one more time, before taking off once again.
~* 9:00 p.m. *~
? Yea Mi, he's doing something special for me tonight! I can't believe this is happening to me?? I could here her giggle at the other end of the line.
"I can"t wait to fall in love." She sighed. Mia, my hopeless romantic. ? Well I'm going to stay over at Jen's tonight you two love birds have a great time." I smiled warmly to myself.
? Thanks Mi, have a good time, love ya girl.?
? Thank you, love ya too chica.?
? Bye.?
? Buh bye.? I hung up the phone, and checked myself out one more time in the mirror. I had put on my faded jeans, and a black tank top, that hugged all of my curves perfectly. I blow-dried my hair straight, and had applied black eyeliner, mascara, and a white eye shadow all over my eyes. A faint ring could be heard from downstairs, and I rushed down the flight of stairs to answer the door. Behind the door stood Dom. He wore loose fitting jeans, with a tight black shirt, that hugged all of his muscles.
? Ready?? He asked. I smiled and nodded. ? You look gorgeous baby.? He said taking my hand, and moving it to my waist, as I followed him outside.
? Thanks babe? Where are we going?? I asked as I noticed he was heading in the direction of his house.
? I have a surprise for you?? He held the front door open for me, and I walked inside. ? Common.? He said rushing me upstairs. I looked at him confused when we stopped in front of his bedroom door. ? Go ahead, open it.? I grinned and pushed the door open. My eyes widened at the sight. Candles and white roses everywhere. I entered the room, and I walked around. I gazed over at his bed, on top laid red rose petals. I looked up at Dom and smiled.
This is beautiful." I whispered as my eyes began to glitter with delight.
? So are you.? His deep voice echoed in my ears, and I began to go limp. Could this be a dream? He pressed his body on mine, and lowered his lips to mine, softly massaging them. I kept on moving backwards until the back of my knees encountered the bed. I lost my balance and almost fell back, but Dom's strong arms gently supported my back, and softly settled me on top of the bed. He gently laid his body on top of mine, and began trailing wet kisses down my neck.
? Wait, Dom.? I winced gently pushing him off of me.
? What's wrong?? He asked as concern took over his Italian features.
? I'm a virgin?? He chuckled and planted a soft kiss on my lips.
? I want to be the one you lose your virginity to baby? I love you, and what better time then to lose it now? We love each other.." I smiled and nodded silently. He grinned and began undoing my jeans.
~* Morning *~
I woke up to soft laughter coming from downstairs. Dom had made last night so beautiful for me. I couldn't thank him enough. I wanted this man to be the father of my kids. I grabbed the sheets and held it up to my chest as I stretched one arm out, yawning at the same time. I silently thanked god for giving me this chance before I put on one of Dom's boxers, and a wife beater, and then headed down stairs. I stopped as Dom's laughter grew louder, and hid myself in the hallway.
? You fucked her dawg!? Vince yelled laughing.
? Yea, that's right, I told you I could get her to lose her virginity to me, now give me my fifty bucks.? Dom bellowed loudly. I slid down to the floor, not choosing to believe what I had just heard. I cried silently for a few minutes through their laughter. When I was finally able to gather myself up, I wiped my tears away, and headed down the stairs.
? Is that all I'm worth? Fifty bucks?? I spat at Dom. He whipped around startled.
? L-l-letty, it's not what you think.? He stuttered. I glared at him for what seemed like an hour, I balled up my fists in rage, and hit him square in the jaw.
? I hate you!? I yelled running out the door and into my house.
~* Next Day *~
I passed Dom's hang out in the morning. A blond hung on his arm. My heart ripped in half and tears welled up in my eyes. I dropped my book bag on the dirt floor, and crawled up on a bench. What was my meaning in life? Life was fucked up, and god knows we all knew it. The bell rung, and everyone ran inside to their classrooms. Dom's new chew toy giggled as she passed by me. I guess I was now the laughing stalk of the school, the girl who lost her virginity in a bet. I lay awake on my bed that night trying to figure out what I had ever done wrong in life. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. Not much to ask for? Everyone had his or her mom to depend on? but who did I have? A dad who treated me as if I was his slave. Will I ever find happiness? I feel so incomplete? I am nothing in the hearts of others.
// I may never find a chance to taste your soul,
Cause I'd find happiness in that day?
Just remember this goodbye,
As your memories of me fade away...//
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¤ Hey guys sad enough for ya? Lol, well, good news Crashing Tide is still together!!!!! It?s just that Tony (The lead singer) left?to bad?they?re not going to do well without him?well anyways, how did you guys like the song fic? Sorry?but today was a bad day, so Dom became an asshole! No offense to anyone, I love him too!!! Well?review?please? =) ¤
Disclaimer: I STILL and NEVER will own any of the Fast and the Furious characters, so please don"t sue. Same thing with the song, It's owned by Crashing Tide NOT me. Enjoy =)
** Letty?s p.o.v. **
// I stand around, inside a fading world I call my own.
Turning, I look around; I see faces
that seem so ugly as I force a smile so untrue,
hearing voices of broken figures
I once cared for until I met you...//
? Leticia! Where the fuck are you?? My dad yelled from downstairs.
? I'm up here!? I yelled back rolling my eyes.
? Well get the fuck down here and serve us some god damn drinks!? He shouted. His voice echoed in my head. I wished my mom was here, but dad had to keep on pushing her until she went crazy one day and killed her self. I locked my diary and hid it under the mattress.
? What?? I asked as I bounded down the stairs. My eyes fell on seven ugly and filthy creatures my dad called his friends.
? What are you waiting for? Go make dinner, I'm hungry!? He shouted at me.
? What are your legs broken? Go make it yourself you fuckin? bastard!? I growled. He got up from the poker table, and rushed towards me.
? Don't you ever fucking talk to me like that!? He yelled backhanding me. I tripped back wards and hit the wall, dropping onto the floor as I went limp. He picked me up by my throat and threw me into the kitchen. His friends found it amusing and started laughing. I rubbed my throat with a wet towel trying to make it better, but it didn?t. The pain still stung, making my voice a little raspy. I got out a pot, and a packet of pasta. This was the best I could do for tonight, I felt terrible. When the pasta was done, I set the table for eight, and served the food. The men all sat down, and dug into the pasta hungrily, forgetting all manners ever known to mankind. I jumped when I felt one of the men's legs brush against mine. I looked at the man beside me. He winked and squeezed my thigh. I gave him a fake smile, knowing if I were to defend my self, I'd end up on the floor again.
After dinner, my dad allowed me to go visit my best friend Mia. She was like a sister to me, the only one person in life who had ever really cared about me. I knocked on her door, and waited patiently. A boy about four years older then I, stepped out. There in front of me stood my prince in shining armor.
// By stepping into my sight,
you showed me what beauty really was.
In stepping into my life,
all I held sacred was debased,
as I walked away with nothing left
wishing that these simple memories could be erased...//
? Dom is that Letty?? I heard a female voice ask.
? You Letty?? He asked. I almost melted at his voice. It was deep and incredibly seductive.
? Uhuh.? I mumbled entranced by the site of him.
? Yea Mia, it's her!? He bellowed.
? Then let her in!? He looked back at me, and smirked.
? Come on in.? I gave him a warm smile, and stepped inside, only to be greeted by one of Mia's hugs.
? Hey chica.? I said laughing.
? Um, Letty, this is my big brother Dom.? I turned around to face him once again and held out my hand.
? Sorry, I don't make friends with girls.? He said childishly. I frowned, he was just another guy. I came back to my regular state of mind, and my pride was switched back on.
? Who the fuck said I wanted to be friends with you? I was just being nice.? I spat. He rolled his eyes.
? Mia, why don't you two go upstairs and play with your dolls or something?? I glared at him, but Mia took my arm and dragged me upstairs.
? Sorry Let, my brothers an asshole, he thinks he's all that and a bag of chips.? She said closing the door to her room behind us. I laughed. He was all that and a bag of chips, but he needed and attitude adjustment.
? It's ok Mi, so what's up?? I asked as she took out one of her porcelain dolls, and started brushing her hair.
? Oh my god Letty!!! Amy just told me that Kevin thinks I'm hot!? Mia shrieked. I rolled my eyes and chuckled.
? Mia do you ever think about anything else?? I asked. She looked at me blankly, and then answered.
? Yea! My dolls.? I shook my head laughing. I wished Dom could disappear from my life, because now that I knew him, I would never be able to like another guy.
// Am I nothing at all in your eyes?
Will I die before this shit sets through
with these faces all around me
wishing one of them was you...//
I sat up, and shook my self out of my trance. What is wrong with me? I had only known this Dom guy for a week, and I already couldn't stop thinking about him. The way he handled cars amazed me. I only wished I could share that with him, I wish I could show him I knew as much about cars as I did.
? Letty!? I whipped around quickly and looked at Mia.
? What?? I asked annoyed that she had taken me out of my fantasy.
? Pay attention to Ms. Groom! You're going to need this info for the test this week!? She whispered frantically. I smiled.
? Yes mom.? I said turning back around, and fixing my eyes on what my teacher was writing on the board. As hard as I wanted to pay attention, I couldn't. My mind kept wondering back to Dom. I jumped out of my chair startled as the bell rung. Mia laughed, and helped me gather my things.
? So who is it darling?? Mia asked adding an accent to darling. I looked up at her confused.
? What do you mean?? I asked dropping my pen into my baggy pants, and standing up straight, to meet her at eye level.
? I know there's a guy Let? you can't concentrate for shit? you're a wreck? I've never seen you this way?? She trailed off. She searched my eyes for some kind of answer, but I showed nothing.
? There's no guy Mia? I've just been busy lately?? She smirked, and stood in front of the doorway, blocking my path.
? I'm not letting you out of this room, until you tell me who it is Leticia!? She yelled sternly. She was determined, and if I know Mia?she never gives up easily.
? OK! FINE! IT"S DOM!? I shouted. I covered my mouth with a hand quickly as I saw everyone in the hall stop and stare at me. I glared at them, and they quickly went on their way, hopefully forgetting what they had just heard. Mia's face turned pale, and she started laughing.
? You like my brother!!! Oh my god chica! Why didn't you tell me???? She snickered happily.
? I don't know? I've never felt like this before Mi?? I tucked a stray hair behind my ear and slipped my book bag onto my shoulder. She just stood there and smiled. I shook my head, and made my way to my next class.
? Watch where the fuck you're walking!? Someone groaned as they knocked into me. I helped myself up, and glared at him. I felt myself weaken as I recognized him. Dominic.
? Excuse me? You bumped into me Dom!? I yelled shoving one of his books he had dropped into his chest.
? Don't call me Dom, only my friends call me that.? He spat grabbing the book, and walking away.
? Do I mean nothing to you?? I whispered underneath my breath once he was out of hearing distance. A tear trickled down my cheek, and I quickly wiped it off, heading into the girls bathroom to let out some aggression.
// I wonder how many others have felt the things I do,
how many have laid awake at night
and felt so incomplete because of you...
Can't imagine how many tears you've been responsible for,
like a child toying with what's easily broken,
you run away as their hearts break across cold floor...
Just like them, I am nothing more...//
I stared at Dom from my windowsill, as he made his way towards my front door. What does he want now? I shoved my diary in my hiding spot, and bounded downstairs. I reached the door just in time as he rang the doorbell. I quickly opened it to reveal Dom.
? Can I help you?? I asked annoyed.
? Look Letty? I'm sorry for what happened yesterday at school?I-I-I just don?t know how to act around you ever since I laid eyes on you? I've had a crush on you?that crush has evolved into love Letty? and I'm sorry if I haven't showed it? I'm confused?I just need to know if you feel the same way.? I stood there speechless. One day he treated me like shit?the next he knocks on my door and tells me he loves me?
? Dom?I don?t want to get hurt?? I said looking away. He grabbed my chin gently, and held my lips up to his. He pressed his lips onto mine, and I quickly let out my tongue, and brushed it over his bottom lip. He slightly pulled back and softly began to nibble on my lip. A moan escaped my lips, and he slipped his tongue slowly into my mouth, trailing his tongue over mine, making me rap my arms around his neck tightly, and bring him deeper into the kiss. Our tongues teased each other for a couple of minutes, until we couldn?t take it anymore, and we both broke away gasping for air. I stood there shocked, not being able to tear my gaze away from his.
? I would never hurt you on purpose Let.? I sighed and let out a few tears.
? I love you too Dominic.? He smiled and took me into his arms in a warm embrace. I hugged back and rested my head on his shoulder.
? I want to do something special for you?can I pick you up at 9:00 tomorrow?? I grinned and nodded speechlessly as to what had just happened. ? Great.? He smiled and pecked my lips one more time, before taking off once again.
~* 9:00 p.m. *~
? Yea Mi, he's doing something special for me tonight! I can't believe this is happening to me?? I could here her giggle at the other end of the line.
"I can"t wait to fall in love." She sighed. Mia, my hopeless romantic. ? Well I'm going to stay over at Jen's tonight you two love birds have a great time." I smiled warmly to myself.
? Thanks Mi, have a good time, love ya girl.?
? Thank you, love ya too chica.?
? Bye.?
? Buh bye.? I hung up the phone, and checked myself out one more time in the mirror. I had put on my faded jeans, and a black tank top, that hugged all of my curves perfectly. I blow-dried my hair straight, and had applied black eyeliner, mascara, and a white eye shadow all over my eyes. A faint ring could be heard from downstairs, and I rushed down the flight of stairs to answer the door. Behind the door stood Dom. He wore loose fitting jeans, with a tight black shirt, that hugged all of his muscles.
? Ready?? He asked. I smiled and nodded. ? You look gorgeous baby.? He said taking my hand, and moving it to my waist, as I followed him outside.
? Thanks babe? Where are we going?? I asked as I noticed he was heading in the direction of his house.
? I have a surprise for you?? He held the front door open for me, and I walked inside. ? Common.? He said rushing me upstairs. I looked at him confused when we stopped in front of his bedroom door. ? Go ahead, open it.? I grinned and pushed the door open. My eyes widened at the sight. Candles and white roses everywhere. I entered the room, and I walked around. I gazed over at his bed, on top laid red rose petals. I looked up at Dom and smiled.
This is beautiful." I whispered as my eyes began to glitter with delight.
? So are you.? His deep voice echoed in my ears, and I began to go limp. Could this be a dream? He pressed his body on mine, and lowered his lips to mine, softly massaging them. I kept on moving backwards until the back of my knees encountered the bed. I lost my balance and almost fell back, but Dom's strong arms gently supported my back, and softly settled me on top of the bed. He gently laid his body on top of mine, and began trailing wet kisses down my neck.
? Wait, Dom.? I winced gently pushing him off of me.
? What's wrong?? He asked as concern took over his Italian features.
? I'm a virgin?? He chuckled and planted a soft kiss on my lips.
? I want to be the one you lose your virginity to baby? I love you, and what better time then to lose it now? We love each other.." I smiled and nodded silently. He grinned and began undoing my jeans.
~* Morning *~
I woke up to soft laughter coming from downstairs. Dom had made last night so beautiful for me. I couldn't thank him enough. I wanted this man to be the father of my kids. I grabbed the sheets and held it up to my chest as I stretched one arm out, yawning at the same time. I silently thanked god for giving me this chance before I put on one of Dom's boxers, and a wife beater, and then headed down stairs. I stopped as Dom's laughter grew louder, and hid myself in the hallway.
? You fucked her dawg!? Vince yelled laughing.
? Yea, that's right, I told you I could get her to lose her virginity to me, now give me my fifty bucks.? Dom bellowed loudly. I slid down to the floor, not choosing to believe what I had just heard. I cried silently for a few minutes through their laughter. When I was finally able to gather myself up, I wiped my tears away, and headed down the stairs.
? Is that all I'm worth? Fifty bucks?? I spat at Dom. He whipped around startled.
? L-l-letty, it's not what you think.? He stuttered. I glared at him for what seemed like an hour, I balled up my fists in rage, and hit him square in the jaw.
? I hate you!? I yelled running out the door and into my house.
~* Next Day *~
I passed Dom's hang out in the morning. A blond hung on his arm. My heart ripped in half and tears welled up in my eyes. I dropped my book bag on the dirt floor, and crawled up on a bench. What was my meaning in life? Life was fucked up, and god knows we all knew it. The bell rung, and everyone ran inside to their classrooms. Dom's new chew toy giggled as she passed by me. I guess I was now the laughing stalk of the school, the girl who lost her virginity in a bet. I lay awake on my bed that night trying to figure out what I had ever done wrong in life. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. Not much to ask for? Everyone had his or her mom to depend on? but who did I have? A dad who treated me as if I was his slave. Will I ever find happiness? I feel so incomplete? I am nothing in the hearts of others.
// I may never find a chance to taste your soul,
Cause I'd find happiness in that day?
Just remember this goodbye,
As your memories of me fade away...//
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¤ Hey guys sad enough for ya? Lol, well, good news Crashing Tide is still together!!!!! It?s just that Tony (The lead singer) left?to bad?they?re not going to do well without him?well anyways, how did you guys like the song fic? Sorry?but today was a bad day, so Dom became an asshole! No offense to anyone, I love him too!!! Well?review?please? =) ¤