What Hiei and I Share: Chapter 4
Whoopie! Next chapter! ^_^ This chapter is about how Hiei feels about telling Yukina the big secret. DUN DUN DUUUUN! hehe j/k (Hiei POV)...duh ^_^" Enjoy!
Disclaimers: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho... *sigh*
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Why am I like this? Throughout the whole day, I was thinking whether I should tell Yukina I'm her brother or not. Then I thought it was time. Why am I going to tell her?! Damn Kurama..
*FLASHBACK*
That night when I comforted Yukina, I went over to Kurama's house to talk about it. I felt as if I needed to get it out of me. I leaped tree by tree to go and ask for his advice. I finally saw his house and went over by his bedroom window.
'Damn,' I thought. 'It's closed.'
I knocked on Kurama's window. He was sitting at his desk doing his stupid human work. Kurama was too much into his work, so he didn't hear me. I shouted his name. Hopefully he would hear me.
'Kurama!' I shouted. 'Open the damn window!'
Kurama twitched his head up and went over to me. He opened the window.
"Sorry about that Hiei. It was drafty in here so I closed the window."
"Hn," I said, not knowing what else to say. "Whatever..'"
Kurama went back to sitting on his chair. I sat at the corner of his bed.
"So what brings you here?" Kurama asked looking at me while having the tip of his pencil on his top lip.
"Hn," I said while looking down. "I accidently channeled my emotions to Yukina."
"I see," Kurama said. "What type of emotions?"
"Depressed, lonely, sad emotions. What other emotions do you think!? Happy ones!? With fluffy bunnies and all!?" I said, shouting with anger. I was tense. Extremely tense.
"Hiei," Kurama said. "There is no need to be sarcastic about it."
"I felt as if she had a great deal of pain then," I said ignoring Kurama's comment.
"Hmm," he said thinking.
"Hmm? HMM?!" I said to him getting ticked off.
"Take it easy Hiei!" Kurama yelled at me.
"Sorry. This was just so new to me."
"How did she react," Kurama said ignoring my apology.
"She was crying. She wouldn't stop Kurama! It was too painfull to see her like that! I was hurt emotionally seeing her cry."
"Well Hiei," Kurama said logically. "Twins DO share emotions. You and I both know that. What did you do when Yukina felt this way?"
"I went down from the tree. I relaxed her."
"How?"
I gave Kurama a glare. It was hard sharing these things, but Kurama is after all my closest friend.
"I rocked her back and forth."
"Like a mother," Kurama said then grinned.
"Hey! What's that grin on your face?!"
"Nothing," Kurama said. "I wish I could of seen you there. I never have seen this side of you Hiei. It would have been so adorable to see."
"Adorable!?" I shouted. I was angry at him making fun of me for telling him my true emotions. "That's it! I'm leaving!"
"Hiei! I didn't mean to! I'm sorry!"
I then stayed. Convinced by his apology. I grinned at the thought of fooling Kurama like that. We liked joking around. It was a part of our friendship.
"Hiei," Kurama said. "You and Yukina took a step. You two have become closer. Do not think she will never talk to you anymore, because she will. She will want to spend more time with you. When you really get to know her at that time, you should tell her that you are her brother."
"I should WHAT!?" I shouted with shock.
"Hiei! Keep it down my mother is sleeping."
I quieted myself.
"You have to tell her sometime. That sometime is soon. She will want to get to know you more. This is a step for the both of you. Take it Hiei."
Kurama went toward me and patted me on the back.
"Take it..."
"..damn Kurama," I said jokingly. "No need to sound like a story book."
We both gave a light chuckle.
"But im serious Hiei. You and Yukina should spend time together. When you believe it's the right time, tell her that you are the brother she is looking for..."
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Damn it! I'm nervous. Anxious. Scared. What will Yukina think? Will she hate me forever? No. I should not be asking myself these questions. I should not hide from her anymore. I have to tell her.
I went to go talk to Kurama about myself telling Yukina the secret. Hopefully he left the window open.
I got to Kurama's house. I peered inside his room and saw him reading a book on his bed.
'Damn,' I thought. 'He didn't leave the window open again.'
I knocked on the glass. Kurama looked up and grinned nervously. He went over to the window and opened it. I came in.
Before Kurama opened his mouth to apologize, I said "Don't bother saying your sorry."
"Ok. I won't."
Kurama went back to his bed. I leaned against the wall.
"Care to sit down Hiei?" he asked.
"Hn. I feel like standing up."
"Alright then," Kurama said resuming to read his book.
I stared at him. This guy always likes to play games.
"Well?!" I asked
He looked up from his book to stare at me. "Well what?"
"Aren't you going to say your 'famous line'?"
"Which is?" He asked secretly grinning.
I sighed quoting Kurama. "So what brings you here?"
"Oh I'm just reading my book here in my room. After all this is MY house!"
I growled. Kurama laughed.
"You know what I mean!" I said.
"So what brings you here Hiei?" Kurama smiled.
"...I'm going to tell Yukina tomorow..." I said nervously, while zoning out a bit.
Kurama widened his eyes and his smile. "Why Hiei! That's great news!"
I smiled shyly.
"I'm glad you told me. How are you feeling right now?"
"What do you mean?" I asked playing stupid.
"I mean, aren't you nervous, scared, or something!?"
"Obviously!" I shouted. "I'm doing the thing I fear most."
"Hiei. Don't worry. You and Yukina have gotten extremely close lately. Don't you enjoy it?"
"Of course. But what if she's dissapointed?"
Kurama sighed. "Hiei. Stop asking yourself these questions. As long as you know that now is the right time."
"Kurama. I believe it is."
He smiled.
We were in silence for a couple of minutes.
"Do you care to spend the night here to think?"
"No," I said. "It's ok. I believe I need to think alone."
"Ok then," Kurama said. "Good luck tomorow."
I gave him a nodd.
"And thanks for telling me."
"Hn," I said as I left his room and jumped onto a tree. He resumed reading his book.
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End of Chapter 4. I really enjoy writing conversations. I liked how Hiei and Kurama kidded around with each other. I know they do not normally do that in the show. Sorry if I made them out of character. Review! ^_^
Whoopie! Next chapter! ^_^ This chapter is about how Hiei feels about telling Yukina the big secret. DUN DUN DUUUUN! hehe j/k (Hiei POV)...duh ^_^" Enjoy!
Disclaimers: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho... *sigh*
_________________________________________
Why am I like this? Throughout the whole day, I was thinking whether I should tell Yukina I'm her brother or not. Then I thought it was time. Why am I going to tell her?! Damn Kurama..
*FLASHBACK*
That night when I comforted Yukina, I went over to Kurama's house to talk about it. I felt as if I needed to get it out of me. I leaped tree by tree to go and ask for his advice. I finally saw his house and went over by his bedroom window.
'Damn,' I thought. 'It's closed.'
I knocked on Kurama's window. He was sitting at his desk doing his stupid human work. Kurama was too much into his work, so he didn't hear me. I shouted his name. Hopefully he would hear me.
'Kurama!' I shouted. 'Open the damn window!'
Kurama twitched his head up and went over to me. He opened the window.
"Sorry about that Hiei. It was drafty in here so I closed the window."
"Hn," I said, not knowing what else to say. "Whatever..'"
Kurama went back to sitting on his chair. I sat at the corner of his bed.
"So what brings you here?" Kurama asked looking at me while having the tip of his pencil on his top lip.
"Hn," I said while looking down. "I accidently channeled my emotions to Yukina."
"I see," Kurama said. "What type of emotions?"
"Depressed, lonely, sad emotions. What other emotions do you think!? Happy ones!? With fluffy bunnies and all!?" I said, shouting with anger. I was tense. Extremely tense.
"Hiei," Kurama said. "There is no need to be sarcastic about it."
"I felt as if she had a great deal of pain then," I said ignoring Kurama's comment.
"Hmm," he said thinking.
"Hmm? HMM?!" I said to him getting ticked off.
"Take it easy Hiei!" Kurama yelled at me.
"Sorry. This was just so new to me."
"How did she react," Kurama said ignoring my apology.
"She was crying. She wouldn't stop Kurama! It was too painfull to see her like that! I was hurt emotionally seeing her cry."
"Well Hiei," Kurama said logically. "Twins DO share emotions. You and I both know that. What did you do when Yukina felt this way?"
"I went down from the tree. I relaxed her."
"How?"
I gave Kurama a glare. It was hard sharing these things, but Kurama is after all my closest friend.
"I rocked her back and forth."
"Like a mother," Kurama said then grinned.
"Hey! What's that grin on your face?!"
"Nothing," Kurama said. "I wish I could of seen you there. I never have seen this side of you Hiei. It would have been so adorable to see."
"Adorable!?" I shouted. I was angry at him making fun of me for telling him my true emotions. "That's it! I'm leaving!"
"Hiei! I didn't mean to! I'm sorry!"
I then stayed. Convinced by his apology. I grinned at the thought of fooling Kurama like that. We liked joking around. It was a part of our friendship.
"Hiei," Kurama said. "You and Yukina took a step. You two have become closer. Do not think she will never talk to you anymore, because she will. She will want to spend more time with you. When you really get to know her at that time, you should tell her that you are her brother."
"I should WHAT!?" I shouted with shock.
"Hiei! Keep it down my mother is sleeping."
I quieted myself.
"You have to tell her sometime. That sometime is soon. She will want to get to know you more. This is a step for the both of you. Take it Hiei."
Kurama went toward me and patted me on the back.
"Take it..."
"..damn Kurama," I said jokingly. "No need to sound like a story book."
We both gave a light chuckle.
"But im serious Hiei. You and Yukina should spend time together. When you believe it's the right time, tell her that you are the brother she is looking for..."
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Damn it! I'm nervous. Anxious. Scared. What will Yukina think? Will she hate me forever? No. I should not be asking myself these questions. I should not hide from her anymore. I have to tell her.
I went to go talk to Kurama about myself telling Yukina the secret. Hopefully he left the window open.
I got to Kurama's house. I peered inside his room and saw him reading a book on his bed.
'Damn,' I thought. 'He didn't leave the window open again.'
I knocked on the glass. Kurama looked up and grinned nervously. He went over to the window and opened it. I came in.
Before Kurama opened his mouth to apologize, I said "Don't bother saying your sorry."
"Ok. I won't."
Kurama went back to his bed. I leaned against the wall.
"Care to sit down Hiei?" he asked.
"Hn. I feel like standing up."
"Alright then," Kurama said resuming to read his book.
I stared at him. This guy always likes to play games.
"Well?!" I asked
He looked up from his book to stare at me. "Well what?"
"Aren't you going to say your 'famous line'?"
"Which is?" He asked secretly grinning.
I sighed quoting Kurama. "So what brings you here?"
"Oh I'm just reading my book here in my room. After all this is MY house!"
I growled. Kurama laughed.
"You know what I mean!" I said.
"So what brings you here Hiei?" Kurama smiled.
"...I'm going to tell Yukina tomorow..." I said nervously, while zoning out a bit.
Kurama widened his eyes and his smile. "Why Hiei! That's great news!"
I smiled shyly.
"I'm glad you told me. How are you feeling right now?"
"What do you mean?" I asked playing stupid.
"I mean, aren't you nervous, scared, or something!?"
"Obviously!" I shouted. "I'm doing the thing I fear most."
"Hiei. Don't worry. You and Yukina have gotten extremely close lately. Don't you enjoy it?"
"Of course. But what if she's dissapointed?"
Kurama sighed. "Hiei. Stop asking yourself these questions. As long as you know that now is the right time."
"Kurama. I believe it is."
He smiled.
We were in silence for a couple of minutes.
"Do you care to spend the night here to think?"
"No," I said. "It's ok. I believe I need to think alone."
"Ok then," Kurama said. "Good luck tomorow."
I gave him a nodd.
"And thanks for telling me."
"Hn," I said as I left his room and jumped onto a tree. He resumed reading his book.
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End of Chapter 4. I really enjoy writing conversations. I liked how Hiei and Kurama kidded around with each other. I know they do not normally do that in the show. Sorry if I made them out of character. Review! ^_^