Hiei
No one understands this pain I feel
They all think they know I'm lying
And would they believe
If I said I was dying?
No I don't think they would
They glare at me again
They'd say to tell the truth I never could
And go on mocking me the same
And would they care
If I end up dying?
No, it's not fair
For all those tears I've spilled, crying
And what about you?
Would you understand
Would you believe the truth?
Or would you slap away my outstretched hands?
Trusting no one
I try to forget
I go on crawling
And spilling my red regret
Yet as I cry out
No one can hear
No matter how loud I shout
They seem to pretend I am not there
Perhaps it would be easier to die
But for some reason, I can't let that occur
For some reason I have to survive
Just like the day before
For I can die at any time
But living takes true courage
Yes, I have to live my life
My heart stronger I must forge
So I go on living
Locked within myself
Maybe someday I'll find a healing
And let go of this past hell
And my emotions locked away
I wander between two worlds
No one knows of my past days
And so my heart remains so cold
A/N: This poem is about his childhood and the pain still remains with him as he grows older. I'm not trying to make him sound weak, don't think that for a moment. I may be exaggerating a little but you never know about the pain he was going through when he was younger. I'm just trying to picture his anguish at a young age, carrying on to the days when he was older.
No one understands this pain I feel
They all think they know I'm lying
And would they believe
If I said I was dying?
No I don't think they would
They glare at me again
They'd say to tell the truth I never could
And go on mocking me the same
And would they care
If I end up dying?
No, it's not fair
For all those tears I've spilled, crying
And what about you?
Would you understand
Would you believe the truth?
Or would you slap away my outstretched hands?
Trusting no one
I try to forget
I go on crawling
And spilling my red regret
Yet as I cry out
No one can hear
No matter how loud I shout
They seem to pretend I am not there
Perhaps it would be easier to die
But for some reason, I can't let that occur
For some reason I have to survive
Just like the day before
For I can die at any time
But living takes true courage
Yes, I have to live my life
My heart stronger I must forge
So I go on living
Locked within myself
Maybe someday I'll find a healing
And let go of this past hell
And my emotions locked away
I wander between two worlds
No one knows of my past days
And so my heart remains so cold
A/N: This poem is about his childhood and the pain still remains with him as he grows older. I'm not trying to make him sound weak, don't think that for a moment. I may be exaggerating a little but you never know about the pain he was going through when he was younger. I'm just trying to picture his anguish at a young age, carrying on to the days when he was older.