A/N: Hey ya'll. I went to my house show last nite. I was happier than
I've ever been in my life while I was there. I had 3rd row ring side
seats. It was so great. I could see the sweat beads. lol The matches
were great. I got to see Scotty 2 Hotty's in ring come back. Complete
with a WORM. I even got to see his daughter. She's the cutest thing ever.
Such a cute little blonde girl, about 1-2 years old. He danced with her
and the Dudley's danced with her. I've never screamed so much in my life.
Bubba and I had a connection. lol Cause I was the only one cheering for
them when they went up against RVD and Kane. Now, don't get me wrong, I
love RVD and Kane, but I've loved the Dudleys since I started watching. So
I'm screaming BUBBA!!! YEAH!!! LET'S GO BUBBA!!! I LOVE YOU BUBBA!!!
You get the point and he like looked at me SO many times. Of course they
were weird looks like, why the hell you cheerin for me?! lol Plus I'm
sure Shane noticed me.............but not cause I met him, cause I didn't.
Unfortunately. What was goin on was that I kept screaming SHANE!!! YEAH
BABY!!! LET'S GO SHANE!!! Instead of Hurricane. So I'm pretty sure he
can recognize the one high pitched girl's voice screaming out his name,
which is the same thing I told him this morning when I e-mailed him and
which he'll probably take in a sexual way cause that's just him, out of the
hundreds screaming Hurricane. And please don't ask me for pics. It's not
that I don't wanna send em to ya'll, it's just that NOT A ONE FUCKIN
PICTURE came out, out of the 2 and half rolls of film I used up!!! So
yeah, I was hysterical this morning when I got my pics back. Like I
couldn't breath. I was hyperventilating and everything. I'm still in
pretty bad shape. I'm thinking that I might be leaving here in a couple
days cause I'm officially friendless and alone and I seriously can't take
the two weeks by myself. So I'm hoping my mom will take pity on me and
bring me home. Which could happen. And now I've got someone bein a bitch
to me for whatever fuckin reason. I fuckin simply tell her that I was so
hysterical I was hyperventilating and she fuckin calls me a bitch for no
fuckin reason! So I say fuck you if you're reading this! And you know who
you are!!! No one fuckin calls me a bitch for no reason. You haven't even
SEEN me be bitch. Just fuckin remember that! I seriously can't handle
this shit. Like I need out. I need someone to be there for me and with me
and I've got NO ONE. Just here's the next chapter and I'm sorry for
another one of my rants.
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"Hey C, whatcha doin?" Lizzie asked walking into her cousin's room. Cinder looked up from her geometry book and sighed.
"I need Matt back here to help me," she laughed as Lizzie sat on the corner of her bed. "What's up?"
"Nothin really. I was just thinking about the fight you and Jeff had this morning," Lizzie said.
"Just forget it," Cinder said as she started to go back to her homework.
"I agree with him C. If I was you, I'd wanna find him too and ask him all these questions," Lizzie said cautiously, not wanting a battle.
"I really do NOT want to talk about that asshole," Cinder argued.
"Alright, I'll drop it," Lizzie sighed.
"But what I do what to talk about is you and Shannon," Cinder smiled as she closed her geometry book.
Lizzie smiled brightly as she spoke, "Well, he asked if he could sleep in my room and I agreed to let him. And we talked and stuff before we went to sleep. Um, we kissed, A LOT. We had a massive make-out session. And fell asleep around 4 in the morning holding each other."
"Awe, that's so cute! So are you guys together now?" Cinder asked.
"Um, I'd like us to be, but we're not yet. We're gonna go out on Friday nite and do something," Lizzie answered.
"So basically what ya'll are tryin to tell me lately is that I'm gonna be alone this Friday," Cinder said.
"Why do you say that?" Lizzie asked.
"Trish and Jeff are goin out. Alanah and Adam have a date. You and Shannon have a date. Matt and Amy have a date. Basically, everyone has a date but me," Cinder laughed.
"Oh please! It's only Monday nite! You could get a date by Friday," Lizzie smiled.
"How are liking our school so far?" Cinder asked.
"I actually don't mind it. The people are great. Well, except for some of the girls. And there's that whole group of guys, what'd ya call em? Evolution?" Lizzie said.
"Oh, don't get me started on them!" Cinder laughed.
"I have a class with 3 guys that call each other their half brother. They're hilarious!" Lizzie said.
"Oh you're talking about seniors Bubba, D-von, and Spike. The Dudley brothers," Cinder laughed.
"What's with the names? Were their parents on drugs when they were naming them?" Lizzie laughed.
"Oh no! Those are their nicknames. They're not even related. Marc is the huge white teddy bear like guy. We all call him Bubba. Then there's big Devon. D-Von just made sense. And Spike's the little guy. Also known as Matt. They're always together so we all just came up with nicknames for them and they became the Dudley brothers. We don't exactly know how it all came about, but that's how it is," Cinder explained.
"There are a lot of weird characters at this school. I heard one guy call this HUGE red headed guy Taker. This guy had massive amounts of tattoos. And there was this tiny little blonde chick on his arm!" Lizzie laughed.
"Mark, better known to everyone, especially the ones that fear him, as the Undertaker. Taker for short. And that blonde chick was his sophomore girlfriend of like 3 years, Sara. She's really sweet. I bet there was another guy just as big as Mark there dressed in mostly red in black," Cinder said.
"Yeah there was. Are they like brothers?" Lizzie asked.
"They should be!" Cinder laughed. "No, they're best friends. That would be Glen. Him and Mark pretty much run the school. They protect everyone from the damned stupid 3 minute warning assholes, Rosey and Jamal. They're pretty much harmless. Just don't get on their bad side."
"I'll try and remember that," Lizzie laughed. "Well, I should probably go and type up my English paper. Nite Cin."
"Nite Lizzie," Cinder smiled as she went back to her geometry. She had her music goin, Unloco that nite, and seemed to be on a roll with this geometry stuff. She was finally starting to understand it after failing it miserably last year. She heard the familiar ding of an IM from her lap top that sat on her desk. She decided to take a break from her homework and talk to this person. She smiled noticing the name, GreenLantern17.
'Hey C!'
'What's up Shane?' she typed.
'I was just wonderin how you were doing and shit.'
'I'm doin alright. I'm finally getting the hang of this geometry thing. lol'
'Well, it's about damn time! lol'
'So what are you up to?'
'Nothing. Just sitting here talking to you. Hey, ya know that the new X- Men movie is out, right?'
'Yeah, have you seen it yet? It looks really good.'
'No, I haven't seen it yet. Actually, I was thinking about goin this Friday. You doing anything Friday?'
'No, in fact I think I'm the only one not doing anything.'
'Well, ya wanna go see it with me?'
'Yeah, I'd love to!'
'Great. We can talk more about it later. I gotta go. My brother just got home from work and he thinks he owns the computer!'
'lol'
'So I'll see you tomorrow?'
'Yeah, totally. Lata Shane!'
'Later babe.'
~GreenLantern17 has signed off.~
Cinder shook her head and went back to her homework before falling asleep.
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She had pulled on her Our Lady Peace long sleeved shirt on over a spaghetti strapped tank top. She smiled at herself looking in her vanity mirror, pulling her long auburn hair into little pigtails. She was bound and determined to get Shannon, little did she know that she didn't have to try too hard. She fastened her pink glitter belt around her slender waist before straightening her black flares.
"Girls beware! Cause Lizzie is on the scene and about to cause some trouble for you!" she laughed at herself as she walked out of her room in the Copeland house, carrying her book bag. Cinder stepped out of her own room at the same time wearing her cheering uniform with a black Linkin Park hooded sweatshirt tied around her waist. They smiled at each other and immediately broke out in song.
"Back off we'll take you on. Headstrong to take on anyone. I know that you are wrong. Headstrong we're headstrong. Back off we'll take you on. Headstrong to take on anyone. I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong. I can't give everything away. I won't give everything away," they sang as they skipped down the stairs arm in arm. Adam, just starting to get used to their shenanigans, shook his head at them and laughed. Leeann smiled and handed them each a glass of orange juice.
"So, today is the big football game?" Leeann asked.
"Yep, we play against St. Joes. It's a home game so it should be alright. If we win this one we go onto States against Central next week," Adam smiled hopefully.
"Oh we will so win this game!" Cinder exclaimed.
"Well, you're certainly in a happy mood," Adam said.
"Yeah, I am. Tomorrow I'm goin to see X-Men with Shane and we're gonna win tonite's game and I'm just in a good mood in general. Things are goin really well right now," Cinder smiled.
"Well, I'm off to work. Have a good day kids," Leeann said as she pulled her jacket on and left the house.
"Okay, so what's really up?" Lizzie asked.
"What do you mean?" Cinder said.
"Why are you really so happy?" Lizzie asked.
"I don't know, I just am. Am I not allowed to be?" Cinder asked as she pulled her sweatshirt over her ponytail.
"No, of course you're allowed to be. I'm happy that you're happy," Lizzie said.
"I'm off you guys. Don't be late for school. I'll see you in art C," Adam called as he too left the house.
"Well, you almost ready? We gotta go pick up Shannon and Rob," Cinder said.
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"Hey Cinder, I hear you hooked up with Astroturf dork there," Charlie said as he sneaked an arm around her waist. She elbowed him in the stomach as she turned to him with a glare in her eyes.
"Charlie, I don't speak to your kind, so back the fuck off!" Cinder yelled as she balled her hands into tight fists.
"Cinder, we all know that you want me back. Why don't you just give it up? Drop dork boy and come back to me," Charlie said as he began to close in on her.
"Hey, what's goin on here?" Shane asked as he walked up to two of them. Cinder instantly put her arm around him and pulled him into her body.
"Well, he's already gotten farther than you have!" Cinder yelled.
"Huh?!" Shane and Charlie exclaimed. Cinder turned to Shane and smiled at him before placing her lips roughly on his.
"I would never go back to you!" Cinder yelled as she pulled Shane into their geometry class.
"Okay, not that I don't just love bein kissed by a beautiful girl, but what was that all about?" Shane asked with a smirk as they took their seats.
"Sorry, he was just, well, he was bein Charlie. That was the first thing that came into my mind. You're not upset are you?" Cinder asked.
"Not at all. As long as you're still goin with me to see X-Men," Shane smiled. Cinder laughed at him as the bell rang.
After class, Cinder said goodbye to Shane and walked towards the gym to get ready for the gym. She didn't get far before Lizzie, Jeff, and Amy, stopped her in the hall. "What? I'm tryin to get to the gym," she said.
"We have sources that are telling us that you told Charlie that you slept with Shane and then kissed him right in front of Charlie," Amy said.
"What?" Cinder asked confused.
"Basically, what we want to know is, did you kiss Shane?" Jeff asked.
"Yeah, but you gotta understand what happened," Cinder said.
"The hell with the kiss, what we really wanna know is did you sleep with Shane?" Lizzie asked.
"NO!! Okay, listen to wait happened first," Cinder laughed as she pulled Amy and Lizzie into an empty classroom and Jeff followed.
"Alright, so tell us what happened," Jeff said.
"Alright, Charlie like came up to me in the hall and told me that he heard that I hooked up with Shane. In which isn't true. And then he said that I need to lose Shane and go back to him cause everyone knows that I truly want him. And when he first came up to me, he decided that he needed to put his arms around me. So when Shane came up to us and asked what was goin on, I put my arm around him and pulled him close to my body. Then I continued to tell Charlie that Shane had already gotten farther than he had ever gotten. And then I smiled at Shane before kissing him. That's what happened. I was just trying to get rid of Charlie. Really, that's it. Yes I kissed Shane and no I haven't slept with him," Cinder explained.
"Wow. That's quite the little story you got there," Amy laughed.
"That's what happened," she said.
"So you'd go to all that trouble to get rid of Charlie?" Jeff asked.
"Oh hell yeah!" Cinder laughed.
"So what would have happened if like Shannon came up to you instead of Shane?" Lizzie asked curiously.
"Um, well, as much as I know you want him and shit, I would probably do the same to him that I did to Shane," Cinder answered. "If I explained everything to you, would you have understood?"
"Well, I would have had to wouldn't I?" Lizzie said.
"No, you could have gotten pissed off at me and kicked my ass. I would have understood," Cinder smiled.
"No way would I kick your ass. I know you too well to do that!" Lizzie laughed as the four of them walked out of the classroom.
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A/N2: Hey ya'll, sorry this was so much shorter than the other chapters. My mind's just not in it right now. I'm not doin to well. I look like crap and I feel like crap. Hell, I'm even wearin my Hurricane t-shirt that I bought last nite that's like 2 or 3 sizes too big for me. I just couldn't leave without it, ya know? It was only 15 bucks too, how could I pass that up? I was glad I got there when I did cause there was about 2 left after I got mine. So I'm now wrapped up in it, hugging my stuffed Simba (Child, I know), and listening to music, trying to not cry. And tonite I have my "friend" to deal with. I had to ask her what the fuck was goin on only I didn't do it like that. I can't handle a fight. My emotional mentality can't handle it right now. And I'm scared of losing her, even though she's not the best friend in the world. It's just we've been together since kindergarten. I don't know what I'd do without her. Oh, the song that I used was "Headstrong" by Trapt. I'll probably go work on a bandana thing I wanna make for Shane if I can get the Hurricane and Green Lantern symbol right. I think those are the only things I have trouble drawing. lol But um, yeah, I hope ya'll liked this chapter.
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"Hey C, whatcha doin?" Lizzie asked walking into her cousin's room. Cinder looked up from her geometry book and sighed.
"I need Matt back here to help me," she laughed as Lizzie sat on the corner of her bed. "What's up?"
"Nothin really. I was just thinking about the fight you and Jeff had this morning," Lizzie said.
"Just forget it," Cinder said as she started to go back to her homework.
"I agree with him C. If I was you, I'd wanna find him too and ask him all these questions," Lizzie said cautiously, not wanting a battle.
"I really do NOT want to talk about that asshole," Cinder argued.
"Alright, I'll drop it," Lizzie sighed.
"But what I do what to talk about is you and Shannon," Cinder smiled as she closed her geometry book.
Lizzie smiled brightly as she spoke, "Well, he asked if he could sleep in my room and I agreed to let him. And we talked and stuff before we went to sleep. Um, we kissed, A LOT. We had a massive make-out session. And fell asleep around 4 in the morning holding each other."
"Awe, that's so cute! So are you guys together now?" Cinder asked.
"Um, I'd like us to be, but we're not yet. We're gonna go out on Friday nite and do something," Lizzie answered.
"So basically what ya'll are tryin to tell me lately is that I'm gonna be alone this Friday," Cinder said.
"Why do you say that?" Lizzie asked.
"Trish and Jeff are goin out. Alanah and Adam have a date. You and Shannon have a date. Matt and Amy have a date. Basically, everyone has a date but me," Cinder laughed.
"Oh please! It's only Monday nite! You could get a date by Friday," Lizzie smiled.
"How are liking our school so far?" Cinder asked.
"I actually don't mind it. The people are great. Well, except for some of the girls. And there's that whole group of guys, what'd ya call em? Evolution?" Lizzie said.
"Oh, don't get me started on them!" Cinder laughed.
"I have a class with 3 guys that call each other their half brother. They're hilarious!" Lizzie said.
"Oh you're talking about seniors Bubba, D-von, and Spike. The Dudley brothers," Cinder laughed.
"What's with the names? Were their parents on drugs when they were naming them?" Lizzie laughed.
"Oh no! Those are their nicknames. They're not even related. Marc is the huge white teddy bear like guy. We all call him Bubba. Then there's big Devon. D-Von just made sense. And Spike's the little guy. Also known as Matt. They're always together so we all just came up with nicknames for them and they became the Dudley brothers. We don't exactly know how it all came about, but that's how it is," Cinder explained.
"There are a lot of weird characters at this school. I heard one guy call this HUGE red headed guy Taker. This guy had massive amounts of tattoos. And there was this tiny little blonde chick on his arm!" Lizzie laughed.
"Mark, better known to everyone, especially the ones that fear him, as the Undertaker. Taker for short. And that blonde chick was his sophomore girlfriend of like 3 years, Sara. She's really sweet. I bet there was another guy just as big as Mark there dressed in mostly red in black," Cinder said.
"Yeah there was. Are they like brothers?" Lizzie asked.
"They should be!" Cinder laughed. "No, they're best friends. That would be Glen. Him and Mark pretty much run the school. They protect everyone from the damned stupid 3 minute warning assholes, Rosey and Jamal. They're pretty much harmless. Just don't get on their bad side."
"I'll try and remember that," Lizzie laughed. "Well, I should probably go and type up my English paper. Nite Cin."
"Nite Lizzie," Cinder smiled as she went back to her geometry. She had her music goin, Unloco that nite, and seemed to be on a roll with this geometry stuff. She was finally starting to understand it after failing it miserably last year. She heard the familiar ding of an IM from her lap top that sat on her desk. She decided to take a break from her homework and talk to this person. She smiled noticing the name, GreenLantern17.
'Hey C!'
'What's up Shane?' she typed.
'I was just wonderin how you were doing and shit.'
'I'm doin alright. I'm finally getting the hang of this geometry thing. lol'
'Well, it's about damn time! lol'
'So what are you up to?'
'Nothing. Just sitting here talking to you. Hey, ya know that the new X- Men movie is out, right?'
'Yeah, have you seen it yet? It looks really good.'
'No, I haven't seen it yet. Actually, I was thinking about goin this Friday. You doing anything Friday?'
'No, in fact I think I'm the only one not doing anything.'
'Well, ya wanna go see it with me?'
'Yeah, I'd love to!'
'Great. We can talk more about it later. I gotta go. My brother just got home from work and he thinks he owns the computer!'
'lol'
'So I'll see you tomorrow?'
'Yeah, totally. Lata Shane!'
'Later babe.'
~GreenLantern17 has signed off.~
Cinder shook her head and went back to her homework before falling asleep.
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She had pulled on her Our Lady Peace long sleeved shirt on over a spaghetti strapped tank top. She smiled at herself looking in her vanity mirror, pulling her long auburn hair into little pigtails. She was bound and determined to get Shannon, little did she know that she didn't have to try too hard. She fastened her pink glitter belt around her slender waist before straightening her black flares.
"Girls beware! Cause Lizzie is on the scene and about to cause some trouble for you!" she laughed at herself as she walked out of her room in the Copeland house, carrying her book bag. Cinder stepped out of her own room at the same time wearing her cheering uniform with a black Linkin Park hooded sweatshirt tied around her waist. They smiled at each other and immediately broke out in song.
"Back off we'll take you on. Headstrong to take on anyone. I know that you are wrong. Headstrong we're headstrong. Back off we'll take you on. Headstrong to take on anyone. I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong. I can't give everything away. I won't give everything away," they sang as they skipped down the stairs arm in arm. Adam, just starting to get used to their shenanigans, shook his head at them and laughed. Leeann smiled and handed them each a glass of orange juice.
"So, today is the big football game?" Leeann asked.
"Yep, we play against St. Joes. It's a home game so it should be alright. If we win this one we go onto States against Central next week," Adam smiled hopefully.
"Oh we will so win this game!" Cinder exclaimed.
"Well, you're certainly in a happy mood," Adam said.
"Yeah, I am. Tomorrow I'm goin to see X-Men with Shane and we're gonna win tonite's game and I'm just in a good mood in general. Things are goin really well right now," Cinder smiled.
"Well, I'm off to work. Have a good day kids," Leeann said as she pulled her jacket on and left the house.
"Okay, so what's really up?" Lizzie asked.
"What do you mean?" Cinder said.
"Why are you really so happy?" Lizzie asked.
"I don't know, I just am. Am I not allowed to be?" Cinder asked as she pulled her sweatshirt over her ponytail.
"No, of course you're allowed to be. I'm happy that you're happy," Lizzie said.
"I'm off you guys. Don't be late for school. I'll see you in art C," Adam called as he too left the house.
"Well, you almost ready? We gotta go pick up Shannon and Rob," Cinder said.
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"Hey Cinder, I hear you hooked up with Astroturf dork there," Charlie said as he sneaked an arm around her waist. She elbowed him in the stomach as she turned to him with a glare in her eyes.
"Charlie, I don't speak to your kind, so back the fuck off!" Cinder yelled as she balled her hands into tight fists.
"Cinder, we all know that you want me back. Why don't you just give it up? Drop dork boy and come back to me," Charlie said as he began to close in on her.
"Hey, what's goin on here?" Shane asked as he walked up to two of them. Cinder instantly put her arm around him and pulled him into her body.
"Well, he's already gotten farther than you have!" Cinder yelled.
"Huh?!" Shane and Charlie exclaimed. Cinder turned to Shane and smiled at him before placing her lips roughly on his.
"I would never go back to you!" Cinder yelled as she pulled Shane into their geometry class.
"Okay, not that I don't just love bein kissed by a beautiful girl, but what was that all about?" Shane asked with a smirk as they took their seats.
"Sorry, he was just, well, he was bein Charlie. That was the first thing that came into my mind. You're not upset are you?" Cinder asked.
"Not at all. As long as you're still goin with me to see X-Men," Shane smiled. Cinder laughed at him as the bell rang.
After class, Cinder said goodbye to Shane and walked towards the gym to get ready for the gym. She didn't get far before Lizzie, Jeff, and Amy, stopped her in the hall. "What? I'm tryin to get to the gym," she said.
"We have sources that are telling us that you told Charlie that you slept with Shane and then kissed him right in front of Charlie," Amy said.
"What?" Cinder asked confused.
"Basically, what we want to know is, did you kiss Shane?" Jeff asked.
"Yeah, but you gotta understand what happened," Cinder said.
"The hell with the kiss, what we really wanna know is did you sleep with Shane?" Lizzie asked.
"NO!! Okay, listen to wait happened first," Cinder laughed as she pulled Amy and Lizzie into an empty classroom and Jeff followed.
"Alright, so tell us what happened," Jeff said.
"Alright, Charlie like came up to me in the hall and told me that he heard that I hooked up with Shane. In which isn't true. And then he said that I need to lose Shane and go back to him cause everyone knows that I truly want him. And when he first came up to me, he decided that he needed to put his arms around me. So when Shane came up to us and asked what was goin on, I put my arm around him and pulled him close to my body. Then I continued to tell Charlie that Shane had already gotten farther than he had ever gotten. And then I smiled at Shane before kissing him. That's what happened. I was just trying to get rid of Charlie. Really, that's it. Yes I kissed Shane and no I haven't slept with him," Cinder explained.
"Wow. That's quite the little story you got there," Amy laughed.
"That's what happened," she said.
"So you'd go to all that trouble to get rid of Charlie?" Jeff asked.
"Oh hell yeah!" Cinder laughed.
"So what would have happened if like Shannon came up to you instead of Shane?" Lizzie asked curiously.
"Um, well, as much as I know you want him and shit, I would probably do the same to him that I did to Shane," Cinder answered. "If I explained everything to you, would you have understood?"
"Well, I would have had to wouldn't I?" Lizzie said.
"No, you could have gotten pissed off at me and kicked my ass. I would have understood," Cinder smiled.
"No way would I kick your ass. I know you too well to do that!" Lizzie laughed as the four of them walked out of the classroom.
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A/N2: Hey ya'll, sorry this was so much shorter than the other chapters. My mind's just not in it right now. I'm not doin to well. I look like crap and I feel like crap. Hell, I'm even wearin my Hurricane t-shirt that I bought last nite that's like 2 or 3 sizes too big for me. I just couldn't leave without it, ya know? It was only 15 bucks too, how could I pass that up? I was glad I got there when I did cause there was about 2 left after I got mine. So I'm now wrapped up in it, hugging my stuffed Simba (Child, I know), and listening to music, trying to not cry. And tonite I have my "friend" to deal with. I had to ask her what the fuck was goin on only I didn't do it like that. I can't handle a fight. My emotional mentality can't handle it right now. And I'm scared of losing her, even though she's not the best friend in the world. It's just we've been together since kindergarten. I don't know what I'd do without her. Oh, the song that I used was "Headstrong" by Trapt. I'll probably go work on a bandana thing I wanna make for Shane if I can get the Hurricane and Green Lantern symbol right. I think those are the only things I have trouble drawing. lol But um, yeah, I hope ya'll liked this chapter.