Love of a woman II

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her That's it's gonna last forever

There was only one person that had caught him in his love for Buffy. Dawn, sweet little bit. All the others had looked at him with malice, but she had liked him. When she came to his crypt that night to talk, he had let her stay because he felt her loneliness. Maybe she had felt it too. Buffy had come to collect her and he knew by that look she had she didn't like it one bit. But still she had trusted him with the Nibblet. Dawn had told him afterwards she had accused her sister of having a crush. Of course Buffy hadn't confessed, got angry and bright red. He smiled.

So tell me have ever really -

Really really ever loved a woman?

Had he ever loved a woman totally in all his unlife? It seemed so.

To really love a woman

Let her hold you Til y know how she needs to be touched

The first time she had let him touch her without any kind of violence or a spell, was when she had heard her mother was ill. He had gone to her with the intention to kill her, he admitted that. She had hurt him and he hadn't cared if he died in his attempt to kill her. But when he saw her there, looking so hopeless, he just sat next to her. It was cold comfort, but he knew she was glad someone was there.

You've gotta breathe her - really taste her

Til you can feel her in you blood

Now that was a line for a vampire. He had never had the privilege to taste Buffys blood. Another thing to be jealous about at the big poof. She had offered him her blood willingly, the idiot. And dracula, the stupid bastard. He stille hadn't payed his debt. It was too late now.

N' when you see your unborn children in her eyes

Ya know ya really love a woman

Unborn children? Yeah right, like a vampire could ever be a father! But a Slayer was never meant to have children anyway. For Buffy Dawn was the closest she'd even come to a child. She always did what she could, even after Joyce. . . She died for that girl and she didn't hesitate one bit. That was his fault, he had to protact the little bit. How he had grieved for her and finally did his duties for Dawn. All was for her, to repay his guilt, even when she came back. She had become his soul when she callen him William. His. . . craziness and stupidity ended it. Another thing to be blamed for.

When you love woman

You tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

He had told her. A few nights before the big finale he had. She had looked so defeated. So he had told her his honest opinion. Buffy had everything going for he, she was the greatest Slayer of all time. He loved her, but still he believed his own words. Nobody was a match for Buffy, even Angelus couldn't break her. She was the one.

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her

That you'll always be together

Her words of goodbye 'I love you' were etched in his mind. He knew better then to think they were true and it would've hurt too much to leave her behind. So with his usual cocky grin he had sent her away. She was safe and that was all that mattered.

So tell me have you ever really

Really really ever loved a woman?

Spike smiled sadly and didn't notice Lorne coming up to him.

"Hello hun."

"What?" He looked to his side. The green demon sat beside him.

"So, have you?"

Spike knew exactly what he meant.

"I guess I did, mate. Still do."

"Just don't tell Angelcakes, he's majorly ticked off."

"Will do." He grinned.

He walked out of the bar. Angelcakes? He was going to have so much fun in LA.

THE END