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One day, Raven thought he might kill someone while in the ring. While it sounded nice to him on one level, it made him scared on the other. He chuckled. Scared, Raven? He chuckled again.

He lived in the hardcore ring. He loved to beat someone down with a baseball bat, anything… anything to watch them bleed. He wanted to throw back his head and laugh, but then, well, everyone would think him crazy. Hardcore fights worried him, he thought he might kill someone accidentally one day.

Today was that day.

Raven was in a hardcore rumble. He didn't even see the men before them, but before he knew it he had cornered Spike Dudley and his body was a bloody mess below him.

"Raven! Raven! For the love of Christ, stop!"
Amy's voice. In his brain, he heard her, her cries, but the blood beneath him made a grin crawl onto his face.

"Jesus Christ, STOP IT!" The referee shoved his way in.

Raven looked down and looked back at Amy who was trying to pull him away. He guessed that would be edited for TV, if it even made it to Raw.

***

"Jesus Christ, Scott, what were you thinking out there?"

Raven didn't answer. He never really liked the name Scott, as he thought about it, but the guy looked a lot like him; pretty easy to just steal his identity, with Amy's help.

"You damn well weren't thinking." Vince's face turned bright red. "Your suspended. A month. No pay."

Raven stood up and turned around.

"You think I'm done with you?"
"I'm done with you." Raven didn't care. Every Indy circuit wanted him, and he would leave easily and as quick as he could.

***

"Oh, baby, I'm sorry." Amy cuddled next to him.

He wanted to retch, but refrained. "It happens."

"Why?"

"Why did you try to kill Spike??"

He didn't answer, closed his eyes, and tried to concentrate on the black behind it.

"Raven?"

He felt the fingers poking his chest. His eyes flashed open. "Stop it Amy. I don't want to deal with you tonight."

"You don't want to deal with me tonight?" Her voice raised to a shriek. "Fine then, Raven, I'm sick of you and your fucking mood swings. Either you love me or you don't, so you can figure that out while I'm gone."

Raven closed his eyes as Amy raced out the door. He knew that she would like to have him follow her, beg for her to come back, but, well, Raven didn't care. Raven didn't care about anything except himself. Amy would call him a selfish bastard, and he would agree.

***

"I don't understand it Kane! He's supposed to love me!" Amy curled up in a ball on the bed opposite of Kane.

"I don't believe Raven knows what love is."

"But I love him!"

Kane shrugged. "To him, it doesn't matter."

Amy let out a little pitiful howl and cried. "I hate him, I fucking hate HIM! I'm loyal to him for 10 years, and what, that's fucking nothing?"

"Amy, calm down."

"I won't fucking calm down, I hate him!" Amy cried harder. She hated him, but she couldn't stop from loving him until he was dead.

***

Raven visited Spike in the hospital. It was quick and short. He simply said he was sorry and that he didn't mean to hurt him. Spike understood, or at least he said he did. Raven knew that no one would understand him, but that didn't bother him. He stayed by himself, Amy being seen a lot with Kane. That was something he should've cared about, but he really couldn't force himself to. She would have to die, but he would figure that out later. Now he had to plan someone else's death, and he would love making them bleed.

TBC…

A/N: Well here's another chapter from me… hehe… Poor Ravey-gravey! Yes, he will kill someone in the next chapter, and no, you will never know who it is! : ) That's why I'm me. So guess what you get to do? REVIEW! : P I'll be happy and I'll give you the next chapter earlier(I've already written it, I'm just holding out on y'all) Anyways, have a good night and review! : )