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Chapter 4 - Faint
Rei POV
I was looking at him with mix of disbelief and frustration. How dare he! He said that he have enough of my care of him. That it really doesn't help. He said that in fact he feel worse than before and then he turned away from me, with his arms folded, as usual.
All my past thoughts and memories came back to me again. How everybody noticed that Kai was acting strange and I was the only one how refused to admit it. How I was scared of asking Kai about what's happening with him. How I started to feel lonely and despised.
I am a little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I'm
What I want you to want
what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll here
'Cause you're all that I got
Suddenly I felt the unknown surge of confidence and strength. I can't allow him to push me around. I will explain every misunderstandings between us and he will understand it.
I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
But if he won't? If he won't hear me out? If he will leave me for ever? I can't live without him. I can't mange with my life without him, although he ignores me. What I must to do?
I am
A little bit insecure
A little un-confident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I've got
Ok, Rei. Put yourself together. You must do this. You must tell Kai that you have only tried to help him. You don't want to be bad for him. And if Kai wants, you can undo wrongs and started everything anew. Tell him it!
No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Normal POV
Kai turned back to Rei in surprise. He had never hear such outburst of Rei. 'Maybe I was wrong. Maybe Rei really wants to help me?' he thought. And then he smiled.
~~Ok, this is end of this chapter. I think about doing happy end of sad end. I don't know. And I'm considering the possibility of using songs of other groups. Anyway, please add you reviews and opinions. ~~
Chapter 4 - Faint
Rei POV
I was looking at him with mix of disbelief and frustration. How dare he! He said that he have enough of my care of him. That it really doesn't help. He said that in fact he feel worse than before and then he turned away from me, with his arms folded, as usual.
All my past thoughts and memories came back to me again. How everybody noticed that Kai was acting strange and I was the only one how refused to admit it. How I was scared of asking Kai about what's happening with him. How I started to feel lonely and despised.
I am a little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I'm
What I want you to want
what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll here
'Cause you're all that I got
Suddenly I felt the unknown surge of confidence and strength. I can't allow him to push me around. I will explain every misunderstandings between us and he will understand it.
I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
But if he won't? If he won't hear me out? If he will leave me for ever? I can't live without him. I can't mange with my life without him, although he ignores me. What I must to do?
I am
A little bit insecure
A little un-confident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I've got
Ok, Rei. Put yourself together. You must do this. You must tell Kai that you have only tried to help him. You don't want to be bad for him. And if Kai wants, you can undo wrongs and started everything anew. Tell him it!
No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Normal POV
Kai turned back to Rei in surprise. He had never hear such outburst of Rei. 'Maybe I was wrong. Maybe Rei really wants to help me?' he thought. And then he smiled.
~~Ok, this is end of this chapter. I think about doing happy end of sad end. I don't know. And I'm considering the possibility of using songs of other groups. Anyway, please add you reviews and opinions. ~~