Pen Name: Serena Crescent Dayton
E-mail: serenashields_serenity@yahoo.ca, Serenashields_serenity@hotmail.com
Book Title: What was, what is, what could :Book I - Lost and Found
Chapter: 3. A confused Bunny
category: Sailor Moon, Alternate season R Continue (Comedy / Drama / Action)
Usagi's point of view
I was so shocked. I thought all past and secreats have been revealed. At
that moment, I knew that it was only the beginning of it all.
"Basically, that's what happened." Ikuko said. God, I can't even think
of her as mom anymore. "After six month when Serenity didn't came to get
you, we knew she must be dead and at that time, you were already
officially our adopted daughter for the next 13 years until you are 14."
"You are saying that I'm no longer Usagi legally as of 2 says ago?" I
asked, still in disbelieve.
"Correct." Kenji answered. How shocking? I can't think of him as dad
neither.
"I...I need to be by myself. To be alone and think...I'm going to the
park for a while and then shopping with the girls later as planed.
Excuse me." with that said, I ran out of their room, with tear rushing
down my cheek.
I continued to cry. Not my usual wail, but a quite sob. Not Usagi
at all
if you ask me now.
When Luna saw me come in, she said. "Usagi, what's wrong?"
"Did you know?" I asked Luna
"Know what?" Luna asked back
"That I was adopted." I replied
"You are what?" Luna yelled.
"I guest that answered the question. So you didn't know. ". I said.
Luna waited patiently until I started to talk again. "Apparently I'm
adopted and my birth mother is Serenity."
"My God." Luna said shockingly.
"Anyway, I'm going for a walk. Call the girls for me and tell them to
go to the arcade in an hour's time. I need some alone time for now."
I told Luna. Luna only nodded in agreement, didn't argue with me at all.
"Thanks Luna." I whispered
Quickly I changed from my pajamas into a pair of blue shorts and a pink
tank top. As soon as I did, I moved toward my window, with ease, I slipped
through it and landed firmly on the ground, which of course was due to
the fact as Sailor Moon, I had many practices when I had to sneak out
through the window to fight a Youma, especially at night. Then as fast
as I could, due to the many practices of running in the morning so I
wouldn't be late for school, I ran toward the rose garden in the park.
When I was almost at the entrance of the park, I slowed down. Slowly, I
walked to the only place at that moment still felt safe to me. The rose
garden was my place with Mamo-chan. It feels like home. Ii smells like
Mamo-chan because of the roses, which of course is Tuxedo mask's not so
secret weapon. I wanted to cry so much, but didn't really understand if
it was due to anger or confusion. In the end, I decided it didn't matter.
I cried like I never cried and afterward, I felt so refreshing. Like I
was awakening. Then I realize I actually was.
While I was crying, my moon sign came out and shot out lights the whole
time, even after, it continued to for another minute before the light
dimmed down. After, I touched the sign with my right had, Why? To this
day I can't figure it out. But as I did, I had flashbacks, memories of
me from the moment I was born to the day my memories were binded, when
I was trusted into Ikuko and Kenji's hands.
After I processed through the memories, I decided it was time to go to
the arcade to tell the girls, Motoki of this and if Mamoru is there,
I'll even tell him about it. Why not, he's still my boyfriend, isn't he?
When I thought about it on my way to the arcade, I didn't know if I
wanted to cry or laugh. He was more like a stranger than a boyfriend.
Lately, he's been ignoring me and when we meet, we are never together
for long, never long enough to actually have a conversation. If I didn't
know better, I'd say he was back to his old closed up, wall building self.
But I just didn't understand why. However, I was determined to talk to
him about it.
It's like I know what would happen very soon. Like Ikuko and Kenji said,
it happened so fast, I was even ready for it. It all came too sudden, every
single thing.
E-mail: serenashields_serenity@yahoo.ca, Serenashields_serenity@hotmail.com
Book Title: What was, what is, what could :Book I - Lost and Found
Chapter: 3. A confused Bunny
category: Sailor Moon, Alternate season R Continue (Comedy / Drama / Action)
Usagi's point of view
I was so shocked. I thought all past and secreats have been revealed. At
that moment, I knew that it was only the beginning of it all.
"Basically, that's what happened." Ikuko said. God, I can't even think
of her as mom anymore. "After six month when Serenity didn't came to get
you, we knew she must be dead and at that time, you were already
officially our adopted daughter for the next 13 years until you are 14."
"You are saying that I'm no longer Usagi legally as of 2 says ago?" I
asked, still in disbelieve.
"Correct." Kenji answered. How shocking? I can't think of him as dad
neither.
"I...I need to be by myself. To be alone and think...I'm going to the
park for a while and then shopping with the girls later as planed.
Excuse me." with that said, I ran out of their room, with tear rushing
down my cheek.
I continued to cry. Not my usual wail, but a quite sob. Not Usagi
at all
if you ask me now.
When Luna saw me come in, she said. "Usagi, what's wrong?"
"Did you know?" I asked Luna
"Know what?" Luna asked back
"That I was adopted." I replied
"You are what?" Luna yelled.
"I guest that answered the question. So you didn't know. ". I said.
Luna waited patiently until I started to talk again. "Apparently I'm
adopted and my birth mother is Serenity."
"My God." Luna said shockingly.
"Anyway, I'm going for a walk. Call the girls for me and tell them to
go to the arcade in an hour's time. I need some alone time for now."
I told Luna. Luna only nodded in agreement, didn't argue with me at all.
"Thanks Luna." I whispered
Quickly I changed from my pajamas into a pair of blue shorts and a pink
tank top. As soon as I did, I moved toward my window, with ease, I slipped
through it and landed firmly on the ground, which of course was due to
the fact as Sailor Moon, I had many practices when I had to sneak out
through the window to fight a Youma, especially at night. Then as fast
as I could, due to the many practices of running in the morning so I
wouldn't be late for school, I ran toward the rose garden in the park.
When I was almost at the entrance of the park, I slowed down. Slowly, I
walked to the only place at that moment still felt safe to me. The rose
garden was my place with Mamo-chan. It feels like home. Ii smells like
Mamo-chan because of the roses, which of course is Tuxedo mask's not so
secret weapon. I wanted to cry so much, but didn't really understand if
it was due to anger or confusion. In the end, I decided it didn't matter.
I cried like I never cried and afterward, I felt so refreshing. Like I
was awakening. Then I realize I actually was.
While I was crying, my moon sign came out and shot out lights the whole
time, even after, it continued to for another minute before the light
dimmed down. After, I touched the sign with my right had, Why? To this
day I can't figure it out. But as I did, I had flashbacks, memories of
me from the moment I was born to the day my memories were binded, when
I was trusted into Ikuko and Kenji's hands.
After I processed through the memories, I decided it was time to go to
the arcade to tell the girls, Motoki of this and if Mamoru is there,
I'll even tell him about it. Why not, he's still my boyfriend, isn't he?
When I thought about it on my way to the arcade, I didn't know if I
wanted to cry or laugh. He was more like a stranger than a boyfriend.
Lately, he's been ignoring me and when we meet, we are never together
for long, never long enough to actually have a conversation. If I didn't
know better, I'd say he was back to his old closed up, wall building self.
But I just didn't understand why. However, I was determined to talk to
him about it.
It's like I know what would happen very soon. Like Ikuko and Kenji said,
it happened so fast, I was even ready for it. It all came too sudden, every
single thing.